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The Heartbreaking Pain Of Loving Someone I Can't Have

It has been a long time since I’ve written something about us. It has been a long time since I wrote something about how I felt- my longings, my regrets and what ifs. And I think I had enough, you know?

You were twenty-four and I was eighteen and you thought I was inappropriate for you. You never tried to love me. You said we were too young and you were stuck on the ‘what ifs’ and timing. I had wi Read more of this blog post »
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Published on February 14, 2019 10:37 Tags: alone, heartbreaking-pain, love, woman
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Finding each other is a wonderful feeling. But finding true love in you is an even greater one. These are the words I want to tell you in a soft, rustling sound, like the whisper of falling leaves. You have taught me how to be grateful for all the tears I cried, for they are reminders that I can feel- and that I am truly alive.”
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“I've done some quite reading because I wanted to know what this thing called "LOVE" really is. And what I read then, came out as mere words. Words that made sense but it's still mere words. Until suddenly today, I actually felt what they meant, knew deeply what the word conveyed.”
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“I love you because I love you. Because it is impossible for the raging sea to stop hitting the sands. Because it is impossible for the earth not to have a beautiful sky above. Because it is impossible for the hummingbird not to seek the sweetest nectar. I love you because it is impossible for me not to feel unconditional love for you. I love you as deeply as I am capable of loving as a man and as a human being. And I thank you for embracing the sincerity of my love.”
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“LOVE never runs out, Sweetheart. When it comes knocking on your door, open. And when you start to feel it, know that it’s real.”
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“I love the smile that creeps over your face when I walk in front of you.”
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“LOVE frees and conquers all.”
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“If the heart has a memory somewhere in time, in a vast lingering landscape of the mind, these words will forever be etched in my mind, I will always love you.”
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“I still remember the first time you left flowers at my doorstep because it was Monday. I never told you this but being with you was the only moment I ever truly felt beautiful.”
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“Every moment... since then, I miss you.”
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“Where have you been?” I asked, almost a whisper. I wanted to laugh hysterically at the controlled calmness of it all, as if nothing at all had happened, as if he hadn’t resurrected himself after an eternity of absence.
“New York. I have a good friend there. I found a job, a place. I had to- away from here; away from Bella; from you.”
Swallowing, I clasped my hands together to stop from trembling and I said in a low, audible voice, “From me?”
He sighed heavily. “I can’t love you, Helena. I still love Bella. And I suppose I could love another woman in another way at the same time, but not you.”
“…but why?” I tried hard to keep my voice and gaze even. I glanced at the plain wedding ring on the third finger on his left hand, his wedding band. It was gleaming brightly in the firelight. I felt my heart plummet, like a disappointed child.
Seeking the right words, he replied with a very soft voice, “It’s because I would always see you as an extension of her. I want to fall in love with you in separate way, the one that involves only us, uninfluenced by the past and our hurt. I can’t do that now and I can’t tell when I’ll be able to.”
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“How wonderful in many ways, when people weren’t perfect but love was. That despite of all the pain, sorrow and agony, they still managed to love each other in the end, proving that in life, it’s never too late for another chance.”
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