What is meaning? I have no idea. It's an abstract concept individual humans ascribe to things or people or ideas but it doesn't exist. In the same way love or hypnosis doesn't exist and yet we all believe in it - like it or not....Not, in my case.

I have given up writing my great second novel I ran out of things to say. I stare at the page and nothing happens after a couple of hours I shut it down and go watch some TV or drink some beer - or both - this has been going on for some months and I have no idea why - if I'd just kept scribbling it would be done by now and it's not like thousands of shit books aren't published and finished each year - so why not me....