abigail ⋆.˚☾.⭒˚’s Comments (group member since Aug 16, 2025)

abigail ⋆.˚☾.⭒˚’s comments from the Support Group <3 group.

Okay I guess it’s finally time for my rant on just a splash of ✨depression✨
Anyone else just really really fucking lonely? (Excuse the cursing) like, I have friends, I have really good friends, but a, i dont have a best friend, all my friends have their best friends and im just
here
And b, they all go to a different school so I just sit alone at lunch and in the morning and read and I don’t really care about it in the moment but then I come home and my brothers playing Fortnite with his friends and my sister is on the phone with her friend and my parents r both doing their own thing and im just here crying in my room because I can’t find anyone who can just get me u know? And then it gets worse because I ask my siblings to do stuff and they don’t wanna (like swim with our neighbors or play super smash bros or sm) and it’s the smallest things like that that just sets me off.
Part of the reason I don’t rly have any super close friends is cause I missed sixth grade due to cancer, and on top of me already being socially awkward, I hated myself and the way I looked in seventh grade. And then I finally make friends in either grade and they all go to a different school now and yes, this seems like petty school troubles, but it’s rly hard for me because while after cancer I sometimes go through periods where I hate a part of me or I hate something around me and they last for a few weeks I’ve never felt this. I’ve never felt this just absolutely crushing ALONENESS, and I’ve just been feeling it every. Single. Night.
Idk, ig thats my rant, like this on top of my hs teachers giving too much hm and my math teacher being scary and too strict, im just afraid that this is going to continue happening. I go through a period of just sad, crying in my room all the time, for a few weeks, go a few months being okay, and then slip back into it. Fitting school was the reason for this.
Yeah ok that’s it bye ig