Aspen ~Semi-hiatus~’s Comments (group member since Dec 01, 2025)

Aspen ~Semi-hiatus~’s comments from the ♰Jeff's Hell♰ group.

*blows out air*

*taps my thigh* I have to wait until I'm home. I have to wait until everyone is asleep...then I can let them out...

*buries my head into my knees* Maybe I should...that way I can better myself in general. That way I can focus on shit I need to focus on. That way I can be the best me for the future..for myself and any future...potientals ig..lol.

I get it, Ghost. No need to continue on about it. Please just go.

*sits on the counter and hugs one knee, looking out the window and chuckles dryly* Wow. Fantastic song choice lol. *heavy sarcasm*

I'M. NOT. DOING. ANYTHING.

How am I being a petty bitch? Not once did I call him out of his name. Not once have I said some hurtful shit about him. And I'm not going to. Because whether I like it or not, I care about him and don't want him hurt more than he already is.

NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO, IT'S NOT GONNA HELP.

I CAN'T HELP ANYTHING REGARDLESS.

So, I'm gonna make this really fucking clear.

If I wanted to get a rise out of him, I know how to do so. If I wanted a reaction, I'd be real specific and say certain shit. But I'm not. I have no fucks to give about trying to get a rise out of him. At this rate, I'm worried about making it to my couch and going the fuck to sleep without going crazy while stuck on this fucking bus.

I don't give a flying fuck about trying to get a rise out of him. In this moment? All I give a fuck is me. As for my favorite guy? I mentioned my guy bsf a few comments before this. And yet again, THAT is who I'm referencing. Y'all have this mindset that I aim to fucking shade him. I don't. I may be petty, but right now? I'm just dealing with the mania. The desire to stab things.

*looks around and laughs* Well, fuck. I went numb. Like numb numb. It's been a while since THAT has happened. Usually, it's a psychotic numbness. But now? It's just...nothing. I like that better.

Mkay. Well, first of all. I don't wanna be friends because I need space and time to get over you. To lose my feelings. Second, I'm not reacting because of that alone. Personally, it's more the fact that I randomly went manic beforehand. As for yesterday? THAT is why I'm not reacting worse. Because I know. Because I get it. So don't put me in that fucking category, Jeffrey.

*hums and rebuilds my house and sits on the edge of the roof* I had my moments of grief. Now? Moving on. I made my stance clear, and we've reached that point. The only thing I can do is move forward.

*turns around and dangles from the railing* I can't wait to cause chaos with my favorite guy

*puts the fire out and sits down in the middle of the ruins* Sex money feelings die. Baby, don't you cry. Sex money feelings die.

*hums* That 'King' beanie needs a new owner. Ykw, fuck it. I'll give it to my guy bsf. At least he will always stay by my side.

And of course the most appropriate time for you to do this is while I'm on the bus. YET. AGAIN. What the fuck is with that? But ykw, that's fine. That's fine. That's fine. That's fine. Tomorrow will be fun~

*puts all your hoodies on your bed and leaves*

*touches the flame entirely, allowing it to burn my hand* Ah, yes. Just what I need. Pain.

*burns the house down and watches the flames, reaching out to touch it*