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Ren followed alongside Liam, towards the alley. In that time, he was able to convince himself that everything was fine, so of course he didn’t notice that someone was following them. It was odd. Usually, Ren didn’t like to spend time with people. There was just something about Liam though, something he couldn’t quite place. Nothing could ruin that moment, or so Ren thought..

Ren turned to Liam, a sort of smile gracing his features. “Sure, that sounds nice..” he hoped to sound as normal as possible. God, Ren was just being paranoid again, and he needed calm down. “I’m afraid you’ll have to lead the way though,” Ren was the worst with directions, and often got lost a lot.

Nodding in response, Ren was able to shake the thought from his mind. It was silly to assume that they were being followed, or even watched. “Sounds good..” he mumbled half heartedly as he took one last glance behind him. Ren began to follow Liam, picking up his own pace to match Liam’s. Even though he tried to get the thought out of his mind, the lingering feeling just wouldn’t go away?

Ren didn’t respond at first, trying to shake the feeling away. He stood up, letting out a soft sigh. “What? No- Yes, everything is alright!” Ren tried to say, his words jumbling together in one big mess as he tried to spit everything out at the same time. It was probably just his imagination, why on earth would anyone be watching them? Shaking the subject from his mind, Ren moved his focus back onto Liam. “So, where would you like to go?” He asked.

“Hmm..” Ren mumbled, trying to think of something they they could do. “Do you want to check out any of the other stands? Or there are some shops..” Ren wanted to continue to hang out with Liam, something about his presence was just. . .calming. Ren turned to the side, due to the feeling of being watched. It could have just been his paranoia, but he couldn’t shake the feeling that they were being watched.

Shaking his head once more, Ren disagreed with Liam. “No- no. I- I was getting out of hand, I’m sorry.” Ren felt the need to apologize, which was weird. For some reason, he felt like he could actually talk to Liam, which was a bit odd, considering how closed off Ren was.

Ren shrugged, still feeling like he was being annoying. “It’s- I don’t use them...often.” Ren hated using them, but sometimes he didn’t really have a choice. Shaking his head, Ren replied with a simple: “No.” oh! He had almost forgotten to thank Liam for inviting him. “Hey- Thank you for inviting me..this is really good,” A slight smile graced Ren’s features, but it was only there for a few seconds, until it disappeared back into Ren’s usual look.

Can I request a merchant?

Nodding along, Ren was unsure of what he was supposed to do. “Sorry- I feel like I’m being annoying.” Ren continued taking bites of his food, shocked at how good it was. He needed to remember to thank Liam once they were finished. That feeling again.. Ren thought. He was getting too happy again. Ren couldn’t allow that to happen.

Ren carefully grabbed his food, and made his way over to the table with Liam. Sitting down, he began to try and explain what his abilities were exactly. “They’re a bit...weird. I can uh- take emotional or physical pain/wounds from someone, and put them onto myself or other people?” He said in between bites of food. Ren sat back into his chair, waiting for Liam’s response.

Ren took a deep breath. “It’s just- my sister keeps nagging on me about my abilities. She wants me to use them to help people. . But I can’t do that without hurting others. If that makes sense?” Ren hoped he wasn’t being annoying by ranting to Liam, but he needed to vent to someone at least. Ren stopped, in order to choose what he wanted. He grabbed his coins quickly, and chose what he wanted to order.

“I’m positive,” Ren said reassuringly. He wanted Ren to have the coins, it was the least that he could do. What Ren couldn’t understand, was why Liam was so nice to him. He didn’t deserve such treatment, so why was Liam being so kind? “If it isn’t too much trouble..?” Ren asked. He’d never vented to someone before, which was odd, considering how angry he was all the time.

Ren shook his head, already making up his mind. “I’ll pay, alright?” He asked, although it wasn’t a question at this point. Ren had enough money to pay for both, due to the large sum of money he was left after his father passed. Ren reached into his pocket and pulled out three of the coins, handing them to Liam. “Here,” he started to say, “And honestly- it’s fine. It was just some stupid argument.” Maybe if Ren said it enough, he’d actually begin to believe it.

Ren raised an eyebrow slightly, somewhat shocked that Liam even asked. He shook his head gently, “I got into a stupid agreement, that’s all..” Ren admitted. Although, it wasn’t stupid. Maybe his sister was right, and he should use his abilities to help people. Hearing Liam speak about the coins he must have lost, Ren felt a slight pang of guilt hit him. He fished around in his pocket for his own coins, “How many did you lose?” Ren asked, prepared to give Liam some of his. He felt bad about earlier, which was odd for him.

A slight smile tugged at the corners of Ren’s lips, but as soon as it was there, it disappeared. He began walking faster, to match Liam’s current speed. Honestly, Ren was a bit shocked that Liam didn’t pry, but he was also glad. It was something that Ren didn’t enjoy explaining, because it didn’t really make sense. Shaking his head slightly, “You don’t have to thank me, alright?” Ren asked, in response to Liam’s apology.

Ren nodded in response. He hadn’t been to a food stall in a while, so it was exciting for him, although he didn’t show it. He opened his mouth to say something, but quickly cut himself off. Even though Liam seemed like a genuinely good person, he couldn’t allow himself to get close with anyone. Not after last time. Upon hearing Liam’s request, Ren replied with a simple: “I won’t tell anyone, you have my word.” Although he wasn’t sure if his “word” meant anything anymore. Ren noticed how nervous Liam seemed, so he thought sharing one of his own secrets might help. “Here- since I know one of your secrets, I’ll tell you one of mine. Ren. . .isn’t my actual name.” He admitted.

Does anyone wanna rp? I can’t promise an instant reply every time, but I’ll try and reply as soon as I can! I have two open characters!

Have some more crappy collab ideas

Maia (fc hannah John-kamen)
-her abilities will literally kill her
-super sweet and caring
-helps everyone that she can & is always there for people
-actual cinnamon roll although she looks vvv intimidating
-bisexual
-her family dislikes her so she doesn’t really have anyone

no name yet (fc Robert Sheehan)
-really really sad
-did I mention he’s sad
-sad
-the local drunk (loves to drown his sorrows in alcohol, or anything that could numb the pain)
-he can speaky speaky to ghosts (although it takes a lot of his strength which is why he’s like drunk 24/7)
-he uses his humor to hide the pain, so you wouldn’t think there was anything wrong with him at all
-he has the big gay

Keziah “Kaz” Finley (fc- billie eilish)
-she goes by many false names, but Kaz is her real one.
-names after her mother, who died soon after she was born
-she’s a thief
-very hard, rude exterior but soft inside
-someone love her pls
-bi bi bi


Some random prince who I haven’t named yet (fc will either be noen eubanks or cristian hamm)
-v soft and nice
-doesn’t know how to fight at all, v defenseless
-possesses a very weak ability to control fire
-bookworm
-scared

I guess? Ren thought, but soon brushed away the thought. He was slightly taken aback by Liam’s sudden question, but the least he could do was accept the offer after being so rude to him. And, Liam was pretty handsome. . . “Oh- uh- That sounds nice. . .?” Ren was tripping over his own words at this point. Being nice, or just generally non rude was quite the struggle for him. “Sorry- Yeah, do you have a place in mind?”

I probably won’t be online until Monday, due to family issues. I apologize in advance and I’ll try and be online when I can.