Joy Killar Joy’s Comments (group member since Nov 03, 2018)


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Dec 04, 2018 12:50PM

788616 My first reaction was to run, but there was nowhere to run to. The starless night's darkness did not allow for sight, but I could hear the zombies, and I could smell them.
I had to do something- even if that something was giving up and letting them rip me apart.
Nov 29, 2018 08:44PM

788616 Legs stiff, I did my best to uncurl them and stand up. I was not ready for what confronted me once I was up. But who's ever really ready for zombies?
Nov 03, 2018 06:44PM

788616 I am not kidding. I might be dying. No diagnosis, but I'm pretty sure. This time I really am dying. Might be soon. All those other times.... they were just getting me ready for this minute.

Yea, so that. This fucking goodbye minute.

'Cept there's none here to say goodbye to.

Laying under this pine, shivering.... Cloaked by leaves and pine needles. I hate now, I hate tomorrow. I hate yesterday. Dying would be better.

I hug myself to calm the shivers and the stomach cramps.

I hate now, I hate tomorrow. I hate yesterday. Dying would be better.

I roll my body together tighter to be warm. My chin pressed into my chest, knees held tight to my belly. I think about a time when cooking all weekend made me happy. My belly yanks me back. Am I going to die of starvation or cold? Both are better than getting caught by Big Smith.

I no longer want to pretend. Big Smith wants me worse than dead.

Maybe I should just be ready for: The fucking goodbye minute.