Meaghen’s Comments (group member since Oct 13, 2012)

Meaghen’s comments from the Those Of The Unknown Mystics group.

i have been doing alot of reading, studying, and trying to understand. i have also been practicing, and studying the tarot. i have done a few readings for close friends, and only to my knowledge of coarse, do i inform them of anything i know for sure. do u have ne experience with tarot cards? do u enjoy them?
sorry to jump around but, wanted ot ad to initial question, i am maybe not so as interested in death and trauma, i came off i appoligize, but closes example that really made me realize i guess. even with little things as well, ex i moved into a neighborhood, i drove by this same house everyday, and every time i felt a sense of propert, or ownership, like MINE almost. four montus later the owner of that house come to me and says, "hi im interested in selling that house, u interested? " and that wasnt as shocking as the first one but, it defendantly isnt as traumatic but this is another one of the many things i have predicted that has come true.
is this strange? can i control it or these feelings? to get better in touch with another gifts i might excuse for coincident? i am having a hard time meditating...... i always have though, do u have ne recommendation for a 23 yr with three kids, to find a easy way to clear my mind and open my mind?
thank you,
meg

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hi my name is meg,
i have never told ne one this n really, i dont understand it. i get these feelings. they are strong feelings, or something will pop into my head, ex i feel lkke some one i dont kniw will stop by, it might not happen that day bt within a few there will he someone new i am introduced to through another friend . i have also had very clear feelings and have been positive of my intuitive feelings, with traumatic experiences. i was pregnant with my first child with a young man who would've been an amazing father, and husband. but during my pregnancy could not shake this feeling of heartache, greif n sorrow. i finally confided in a close friend, i told them i felt as though i was going to lose my sons father, wheather it be he was going to abandon my son n i, or worse he would die, i was so frighten by this, and all i wanted to do was overcome these feelings, block them out, or forget them. but i couldn't. three weeks latter i was 7months peegnant and he was a victim of a hit and run, he left my house that night only to start a new job i. the morning he had seen an accident, and realized its was his friend he, payed his respect but in doing that he was the last one to leave the scene. only he never made it home. i got the phone call with the horrific news. ive never forgot these wwarning feelings, so i started to try n be aware of what i am feeling more and more. since that little things still happen but i tend to make n excuse. please what do you think these are coincidence? or could i practice more to better improve them to know for sure?