“I'm stuck in the middle of earth in the middle of big planets
in my universe im really small in the this big hole
i get this thought every time i lose control after that i feel
whole cause i been overthinking what i can't control
to not get annoyed i ask for guidance it says no one
can grow if does not accept smallness my mind is a black hole there might be a lot in there but it can't get out my new reality I wasn’t waiting for enough time to pass for my life to go back to normal I was waiting for enough time to pass to create my new normal i learned if i try to change it i will ruin it if try to hold it i will lose it”