“I'm gonna need a little more time to figure that out. I'm just numb right now about it. Hurts to even think of his face. But I do know him. I know he was ready. I know he died for something. I just want him to know that, you know? Like, I want to tell his ghost or whatever that it worked. We did it. But he died not knowing we'd win and I guess I just have to live with that.”