“I don’t know what is my purpose in this world. As for everything else, I have no doubts. I have no honor, nor homeland, nor faith. I lack the values upon which one bases a belief system. I ignore everything that defines a human being. I remain as apart from things, be they society, family, tradition, history, as I was in my youth, or perhaps more than back then, now that I know there is no hope. That the future does not exist. That only the here and now prevails, and that in this reduced space, which is the present, the drama that is ours is resolved.”