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  • #1
    Robyn Mundell
    “Wish me good luck, please,” I whisper.
    “On one condition,” Philemone says. “Remember, what you call luck is the meeting of opportunity and flexibility.”
    I smile, weakly.
    “Good luck,” she says. “Now go.”
    Robyn Mundell, Brainwalker

  • #2
    Deborah Leblanc
    “Nonie chewed on her bottom lip for a moment. She'd told Fezzo so much already yet there wasn't a speck of incredulity in his eyes. His expression was serious, and she had his full attention. "I'm not quite sure about what to do with Helen, the ghost that followed me home.”
    Deborah Leblanc, Toe to Toe

  • #3
    “Let us catch those vile fiends, however since we cannot go forward, we will pursue them in reverse.”
    Phillip Urlevich, The Georgia Express: A Tale of the Civil War

  • #4
    Jostein Gaarder
    “من المستحيل أن نشعر أننا أحياء اذا لم نفكر أيضا بأننا سنموت يوما”
    Jostein Gaarder, عالم صوفي

  • #5
    Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
    “Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must.”
    Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

  • #6
    “Someone once told me the definition of hell; on your last day on earth, the person you could have become will meet the person you became.”
    Anonymous

  • #7
    James Frey
    “Long black hair and deep clean blue eyes and skin pale white and lips blood red she's small and thin and worn and damaged. She is standing there.
    What are you doing here?
    I was taking a walk and I saw you and I followed you.
    What do you want.
    I want you to stop.
    I breathe hard, stare hard, tense and coiled. There is still more tree for me to destroy I want that fucking tree. She smiles and she steps towards me, toward toward toward me, and she opens he r arms and I'm breathing hard staring hard tense and coiled she puts her arms around me with one hand not he back of my head and she pulls me into her arms and she holds me and she speaks.
    It's okay.
    I breathe hard, close my eyes, let myself be held.
    It's okay.
    Her voice calms me and her arms warm me and her smell lightens me and I can feel her heart beat and my heart slows and I stop shaking an the Fury melts into her safety an she holds me and she says.
    Okay.
    Okay.
    Okay.
    Something else comes and it makes me feel weak and scared and fragile and I don't want to be hurt and this feeling is the feeling I have when I know I can be hurt and hurt deeper and more terribly than anything physical and I always fight it and control it and stop it but her voice calms me and her arms warm me and her smell lightens me and I can feel her heart beat and if she let me go right now I would fall and the need and confusion and fear and regret and horror and shame and weakness and fragility are exposed to the soft strength of her open arms and her simple word okay and I start to cry. I start to cry. I want to cry.
    It comes in waves. THe waves roll deep and from deep the deep within me and I hold her and she holds me tighter and i let her and I let it and I let this and I have not felt this way this vulnerability or allowed myself to feel this way this vulnerability since I was ten years old and I don't know why I haven't and I don't know why I am now and I only know that I am and that it is scary terrifying frightening worse and better than anything I've ever felt crying in her arms just crying in her ams just crying.
    She guides me to the ground, but she doesn't let me go. THe Gates are open and thirteen years of addiction, violence, hell and their accompaniments are manifesting themselves in dense tears and heavy sobs and a shortness of breath and a profound sense of loss. THe loss inhabits, fills and overwhelms me. It is the loss of a childhood of being a Teeenager of normalcy of happiness of love of trust anon reason of God of Family of friends of future of potential of dignity of humanity of sanity f myself of everything everything everything. I lost everything and I am lost reduced to a mass of mourning, sadness, grief, anguish and heartache. I am lost. I have lost. Everything. Everything.
    It's wet and Lilly cradles me like a broken Child. My face and her shoulder and her shirt and her hair are wet with my tears. I slow down and I start to breathe slowly and deeply and her hair smells clean and I open my eyes because I want to see it an it is all that I can see. It is jet black almost blue and radiant with moisture. I want to touch it and I reach with one of my hands and I run my hand from the crown along her neck and her back to the base of her rib and it is a thin perfect sheer and I let it slowly drop from the tips of my fingers and when it is gone I miss it. I do it again and again and she lets me do it and she doesn't speak she just cradles me because I am broken. I am broken. Broken.
    THere is noise and voices and Lilly pulls me in tighter and tighter and I know I pull her in tighter and tighter and I can feel her heart beating and I know she can feel my heart beating and they are speaking our hearts are speaking a language wordless old unknowable and true and we're pulling and holding and the noise is closer and the voices louder and Lilly whispers.
    You're okay.
    You're okay.
    You're okay.”
    James Frey

  • #8
    Jim Fergus
    “Ah but Art never fails anyone, magic and medicine may certainly fail, but never Art.”
    Jim Fergus, One Thousand White Women: The Journals of May Dodd

  • #9
    Cormac McCarthy
    “Each leaf that brushed his face deepened his sadness and dread. Each leaf he passed he'd never pass again. They rode over his face like veils, already some yellow, their veins like slender bones where the sun shone through them. He had resolved himself to ride on for he could not turn back and the world that day was as lovely as any day that ever was and he was riding to his death.”
    Cormac McCarthy, Child of God

  • #10
    “God’s love language is obedience.”
    Kathryn Krick, The Secret of the Anointing: Accessing the Power of God to Walk in Miracles

  • #11
    J. Rose Black
    “If there was one thing a former sniper could do well, it was wait. Patiently. Quietly. Without a sound. Barely a movement. Just him, a quiet mind and his breath.”
    J. Rose Black, Losing My Breath



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