“They'll never let you do it!"
I pulled myself up straight and faced him squarely, the way I did when uttering the store pledge in the morning ritual, and I said, "
No. It's not a matter of whether they permit it or not.
It's what I am. For the human me, it probably is convenient to have you around, Shiraha, to keep my family and friends off my back. But the animal me, the convenience store worker, has
absolutely no use for you whatsoever."
I was wasting time talking like this. I had to get myself back in shape for the sake of the store. I had to restructure my body so it would be able to move more swiftly and precisely to replenish the refrigerated drinks or clean the floor, to more perfectly comply with the store's demands.
"That's grotesque. You're not human!" he spat.
That's what I've been trying to tell you! I thought.”
―
Sayaka Murata,
コンビニ人間 [Konbini ningen]