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“Wait,” I cleared my throat. “He eats the cows?”
“What else would he do with them?” Morgan put his empty brownie plate with the rest of the trash.
“I thought he had the cows because of his wife.”
“He does.”
“Then how can he eat them?”
“What do you think they were going to do with the first cow?”
“I don’t know, I just thought, well… I don’t know what I thought, but it sure wasn’t grinding them up and making burgers. That just seems wrong.”
“Why?”
“They remind him of his wife.”
“And she ran a restaurant. C’mon, Grant, this is real life, not a Hallmark movie. Man’s gotta eat.”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light

“Pain, fear, humiliation, it turned his beautiful dark eyes into a window of hell. It was the first glimpse I’d had of the prison he lived in. A captive to the uncontrollable tics ravaging his body. I think it was then I understood the solace he found in the light. Just as it blinded the world to seeing what was there, it blinded Morgan. It tucked him away from the things he could not control and the things reminding him he was different. How he would never truly fit in. How he existed on the edge between here and wherever it was he went when the light spoke to him.”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light

“Morgan may be autistic, but he is a normal man with a mental condition, not a mental condition who is a man.”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light

“Here was a man who defied all odds, lived by himself, worked, created beautiful art. A complex mind stumped by some of the simplest tasks.
If he could, he would keep trying until there was only absolute failure or success.
How many people could say that?”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light

“Well, last time I checked, if you don’t eat, you starve to death. Same thing happens when you don’t love, only you starve to death on the inside instead of the outside. Either way you die. So seems to me eat’n and love’n have a lot more in common than you think.”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light

“Why?” His question was almost buried by my heavy breathing.
I think I understood the question now. I could only hope I had the right answer. If there was one.
“Because I want to trust, be trusted. I want someone I can count on, someone who can count on me. I want somewhere safe. I want a home. But that can only happen if I’m with you.”
“I’m never going to be like other men, Grant.”
I wasn’t sure what he meant until I turned enough to see his expression. The knowledge in his eyes spoke of those places he looked into. The windows or portals he disappeared into when he followed the light.
“I can give you what I have, but I can never give you everything.” It wasn’t Morgan didn’t want to, he couldn’t. I could see that too. He could never give me all of himself because he didn’t control everything he had.
Could I live with that?”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light

“Your battle is over. Live your life, be happy, love deeply.”
― Adrienne Wilder, In the Absence of Light