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  • #1
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “I had tried years earlier to kill myself, and nearly died in the attempt, but did not consider it either a selfish or a not-selfish thing to have done. It was simply the end of what I could bear, the last afternoon of having to imagine waking up the next morning only to start all over again with a thick mind and black imaginings. It was the final outcome of a bad disease, a disease it seemed to me I would never get the better of. No amount of love from or for other people0and there was a lot-could help. No advantage of a caring family and fabulous job was enough to overcome the pain and hopelessness I felt; no passionate or romantic love, however strong, could make a difference. Nothing alive and warm could make its way in through my carapace. I knew my life to be a shambles, and I believed-incontestably-that my family, friends, and patients would be better off without me. There wasn't much of me left anymore, anyway, and I thought my death would free up the wasted energies and well-meant efforts that were being wasted on my behalf.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide

  • #2
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “I decided early in graduate school that I needed to do something about my moods. It quickly came down to a choice between seeing a psychiatrist or buying a horse. Since almost everyone I knew was seeing a psychiatrist, and since I had an absolute belief that I should be able to handle my own problems, I naturally bought a horse.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #3
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “Suicide Note:
    The calm,
    Cool face of the river
    Asked me for a kiss.
    -Langston Hughes”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide

  • #4
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “We all build internal sea walls to keep at bay the sadnesses of life and the often overwhelming forces within our minds. In whatever way we do this—through love, work, family, faith, friends, denial, alcohol, drugs, or medication—we build these walls, stone by stone, over a lifetime. One of the most difficult problems is to construct these barriers of such a height and strength that one has a true harbor, a sanctuary away from crippling turmoil and pain, but yet low enough, and permeable enough, to let in fresh seawater that will fend off the inevitable inclination toward brackishness.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #5
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “I had a terrible temper, after all, and though it rarely erupted, when it did it frightened me and anyone near its epicenter. It was the only crack, but a disturbing one, in the otherwise vacuum-sealed casing of my behavior.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #6
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “One of the advantages of science is that one's work, ultimately, is either replicated or it is not.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #7
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “When I am high I couldn’t worry about money if I tried. So I don’t. The money will come from somewhere; I am entitled; God will provide. Credit cards are disastrous, personal checks worse. Unfortunately, for manics anyway, mania is a natural extension of the economy. What with credit cards and bank accounts there is little beyond reach. So I bought twelve snakebite kits, with a sense of urgency and importance. I bought precious stones, elegant and unnecessary furniture, three watches within an hour of one another (in the Rolex rather than Timex class: champagne tastes bubble to the surface, are the surface, in mania), and totally inappropriate sirenlike clothes. During one spree in London I spent several hundred pounds on books having titles or covers that somehow caught my fancy: books on the natural history of the mole, twenty sundry Penguin books because I thought it could be nice if the penguins could form a colony. Once I think I shoplifted a blouse because I could not wait a minute longer for the woman-with-molasses feet in front of me in line. Or maybe I just thought about shoplifting, I don’t remember, I was totally confused. I imagine I must have spent far more than thirty thousand dollars during my two major manic episodes, and God only knows how much more during my frequent milder manias.
    But then back on lithium and rotating on the planet at the same pace as everyone else, you find your credit is decimated, your mortification complete: mania is not a luxury one can easily afford. It is devastating to have the illness and aggravating to have to pay for medications, blood tests, and psychotherapy. They, at least, are partially deductible. But money spent while manic doesn’t fit into the Internal Revenue Service concept of medical expense or business loss. So after mania, when most depressed, you’re given excellent reason to be even more so.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #8
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “The ancient dialogue between reason and the senses is almost always more interestingly and passionately resolved in favor of the senses.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #9
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “The assumption that rigidly rejecting words and phrases that have existed for centuries will have much impact on public attitudes is rather dubious.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #10
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “The awareness of the damage done by severe mental illness—to the individual himself and to others—and fears that it may return again play a decisive role in many suicides ”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide

  • #11
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “There is always a part of my mind that is preparing for the worst, and another part of my mind that believes if I prepare enough for it, the worst won’t happen.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison

  • #12
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “I am tired of hiding, tired of misspent and knotted energies, tired of the hypocrisy, and tired of acting as though I have something to hide.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #13
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “Knowledge is marvelous, but wisdom is even better.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison

  • #14
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “Suicide is not a blot on anyone’s name; it is a tragedy ”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide

  • #15
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “the intensity, glory, and absolute assuredness if my mind's flight made it very difficult for me to believe once i was better, that the illness was one i should willingly give up....moods are such an essential part of the substance of life, of one's notion of oneself, that even psychotic extremes in mood and behavior somehow can be seen as temporary, even understandable reactions to what life has dealt....even though the depressions that inevitably followed nearly cost me my life.”
    kay redfield jamison

  • #16
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “When people are suicidal, their thinking is paralyzed, their options appear spare or nonexistent, their mood is despairing, and hopelessness permeates their entire mental domain. The future cannot be separated from the present, and the present is painful beyond solace. ‘This is my last experiment,’ wrote a young chemist in his suicide note. ‘If there is any eternal torment worse than mine I’ll have to be shown.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide

  • #17
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “But money spent while manic doesn't fit into the Internal Revenue Service concept of medical expense or business loss. So after mania, when most depressed, you're given excellent reason to be even more so.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #18
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “It is tempting when looking at the life of anyone who has committed suicide to read into the decision to die a vastly complex web of reasons; and, of course, such complexity is warranted. No one illness or event causes suicide; and certainly no one knows all, or perhaps even most, of the motivations behind the killing of the self. But psychopathology is almost always there, and its deadliness is fierce. Love, success, and friendship are not always enough to counter the pain and destructiveness of severe mental illness ”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide

  • #19
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “Manic-depression distorts moods and thoughts, incites dreadful behaviors, destroys the basis of rational thought, and too often erodes the desire and will to live. It is an illness that is biological in its origins, yet one that feels psychological in the experience of it, an illness that is unique in conferring advantage and pleasure, yet one that brings in its wake almost unendurable suffering and, not infrequently, suicide.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #20
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “No pill can help me deal with the problem of not wanting to take pills; likewise, no amount of psychotherapy alone can prevent my manias and depressions. I need both. It is an odd thing, owing life to pills, one's own quirks and tenacities, and this unique, strange, and ultimately profound relationship called psychotherapy”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #21
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “I compare myself with my former self, not with others. Not only that, I tend to compare my current self with the best I have been, which is when I have been midly manic. When I am my present "normal" self, I am far removed from when I have been my liveliest, most productive, most intense, most outgoing and effervescent. In short, for myself, I am a hard act to follow.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #22
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “There is a particular kind of pain, elation, loneliness, and terror involved in this kind of madness. When you're high it's tremendous. The ideas and feelings are fast and frequent like shooting stars, and you follow them until you find better and brighter ones. Shyness goes, the right words and gestures are suddenly there, the power to captivate others a felt certainty. There are interests found in uninteresting people. Sensuality is pervasive and the desire to seduce and be seduced irresistible. Feelings of ease, intensity, power, well-being, financial omnipotence, and euphoria pervade one's marrow. But, somewhere, this changes. The fast ideas are far too fast, and there are far too many; overwhelming confusion replaces clarity. Memory goes. Humor and absorption on friends' faces are replaced by fear and concern. Everything previously moving with the grain is now against-- you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and enmeshed totally in the blackest caves of the mind. You never knew those caves were there. It will never end, for madness carves its own reality.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #23
    Kay Redfield Jamison
    “Others imply that they know what it is like to be depressed because they have gone through a divorce, lost a job, or broken up with someone. But these experiences carry with them feelings. Depression, instead, is flat, hollow, and unendurable. It is also tiresome. People cannot abide being around you when you are depressed. They might think that they ought to, and they might even try, but you know and they know that you are tedious beyond belief: you are irritable and paranoid and humorless and lifeless and critical and demanding and no reassurance is ever enough. You're frightened, and you're frightening, and you're "not at all like yourself but will be soon," but you know you won't.”
    Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

  • #24
    Roger A. Caras
    “Dogs have given us their absolute all. We are the center of their universe. We are the focus of their love and faith and trust. They serve us in return for scraps. It is without a doubt the best deal man has ever made. ”
    Roger Caras

  • #25
    “Diplomacy frequently consists in soothingly saying ‘Nice doggie’ until you have a chance to pick up a rock.”
    Walter Trumbull

  • #26
    Will Rogers
    “Everyone is ignorant, only on different subjects.”
    Will Rogers

  • #27
    Will Rogers
    “A man only learns in two ways, one by reading, and the other by association with smarter people. ”
    Will Rogers

  • #28
    Fred Rogers
    “Part of the problem with the word 'disabilities' is that it immediately suggests an inability to see or hear or walk or do other things that many of us take for granted. But what of people who can't feel? Or talk about their feelings? Or manage their feelings in constructive ways? What of people who aren't able to form close and strong relationships? And people who cannot find fulfillment in their lives, or those who have lost hope, who live in disappointment and bitterness and find in life no joy, no love? These, it seems to me, are the real disabilities.”
    Fred Rogers, The World According to Mister Rogers: Important Things to Remember

  • #29
    Will Rogers
    “There are three kinds of men. The ones that learn by readin’. The few who learn by observation.
    The rest of them have to pee on the electric fence for themselves.”
    Will Rogers

  • #30
    Diana Gabaldon
    “Catholics don't believe in divorce. We do believe in murder. There's always Confession, after all.
    --Brianna Fraser to Roger MacKenzie”
    Diana Gabaldon, An Echo in the Bone



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