“We lay there in the dark listening to Emili Sande’s voice. And when the song ended, it seemed that the world had gone completely silent. Then I heard Sam’s voice in the dark. “So you’ll be my river, Sally?” She was crying again. “Yeah,” I said. “‘I would do all the running for you.’” I would have sung her the whole song, but I have a not-so-great singing voice. “And you’ll move the mountains just for me?” “Yeah,” I whispered. And then I was crying too. Not out-of-control crying, but crying. Soft, like it was coming from a place inside me that was quiet and soft too, and that was better than the hard place inside me when I made a fist, or wanted to make one. Maybe the river was made of our tears. Mine and Sam’s. Maybe the river was made of everybody’s tears. Everybody who had ever lost anybody. All those tears.”
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Benjamin Alire Sáenz,
The Inexplicable Logic of My Life