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  • #1
    Donna Tartt
    “Because I don’t care what anyone says or how often or winningly they say it: no one will ever, ever be able to persuade me that life is some awesome, rewarding treat. Because, here’s the truth: life is a catastrophe. The basic fact of existence – of walking around trying to feed ourselves and find friends and whatever else we do – is a catastrophe. Forget all this ridiculous ‘Our Town’ nonsense everyone talks: the miracle of a newborn babe, the joy of one simple blossom, Life You Are Too Wonderful To Grasp, &c. For me – and I’ll keep repeating it doggedly till I die, till I fall over on my ungrateful nihilistic face and am too weak to say it: better never born, than born into this cesspool. Sinkhole of hospital beds, coffins, and broken hearts. No release, no appeal, no “do-overs” to employ a favored phrase of Xandra’s, no way forward but age and loss, and no way out but death.”
    Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch
    tags: life

  • #2
    Donna Tartt
    “But depression wasn't the word. This was a plunge encompassing sorrow and revulsion far beyond the personal: a sick, drenching nausea at all humanity and human endeavor from the dawn of time. The writhing loathsomeness of the biological order. Old age, sickness, death. No escape for anyone. Even the beautiful ones were like soft fruit about to spoil. And yet somehow people still kept fucking and breeding and popping out new fodder for the grave, producing more and more new beings to suffer like this was some kind of redemptive, or good, or even somehow morally admirable thing: dragging more innocent creatures into the lose-lose game. Squirming babies and plodding, complacent, hormone-drugged moms. Oh, isn't he cute? Awww. Kids shouting and skidding in the playground with no idea what future Hells await them: boring jobs and ruinous mortgages and bad marriages and hair loss and hip replacements and lonely cups of coffee in an empty house and a colostomy bag at the hospital. Most people seemed satisfied with the thin decorative glaze and the artful stage lighting that sometimes, made the bedrock atrocity of the human predicament look somewhat more mysterious or less abhorrent. People gambled and golfed and planted gardens and traded stocks and had sex and bought new cars and practiced yoga and worked and prayed and redecorated their homes and got worked up over the news and fussed over their children and gossiped about their neighbors and pored over restaurant reviews and founded charitable organizations and supported political candidates and attended the U.S. Open and dined and travelled and distracted themselves with all kinds of gadgets and devices, flooding themselves incessantly with information and texts and communication and entertainment from every direction to try to make themselves forget it: where we were, what we were. But in a strong light there was no good spin you could put on it. It was rotten from top to bottom.”
    Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch

  • #3
    Chris Kraus
    “Because I'm moved in writing to be irrepressible. Writing to you seems like some holy cause, cause there's not enough female irrepressibility written down. I've fused my silence and repression with the entire female gender's silence and repression. I think the sheer fact of women talking, being, paradoxical, inexplicable, flip, self-destructive but above all else public is the most revolutionary thing in the world.”
    Chris Kraus, I Love Dick

  • #4
    Chris Kraus
    “It was April the season of blood oranges, emotion running like the stream behind my house upstate, turbulent and thawing. I thought about how fragile people get when they withdraw from anything, how they become bloody yolks protected only by the thinnest shell”
    Chris Kraus, I Love Dick

  • #5
    Chris Kraus
    “Remembering what it felt like to be 20 overwhelmed by feeling and sensation, lost for words.”
    Chris Kraus, I Love Dick

  • #6
    Joan Didion
    “Character — the willingness to accept responsibility for one's own life — is the source from which self-respect springs.”
    Joan Didion, On Self-Respect

  • #7
    Joan Didion
    “Although I have felt compelled to write things down since I was five years old, I doubt that my daughter ever will, for she is a singularly blessed and accepting child, delighted with life exactly as life presents itself to her, unafraid to go to sleep and unafraid to wake up. Keepers of private notebooks are a different breed altogether, lonely and resistant rearrangers of things, anxious malcontents, children afflicted apparently at birth with some presentiment of loss.”
    Joan Didion

  • #8
    Fyodor Dostoevsky
    “I say let the world go to hell, but I should always have my tea.”
    Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground

  • #9
    Fyodor Dostoevsky
    “The pleasure of despair. But then, it is in despair that we find the most acute pleasure, especially when we are aware of the hopelessness of the situation...
    ...everything is a mess in which it is impossible to tell what's what, but that despite this impossibility and deception it still hurts you, and the less you can understand, the more it hurts.”
    Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground

  • #10
    Fyodor Dostoevsky
    “How can a man of consciousness have the slightest respect for himself”
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from Underground

  • #11
    Marcel Proust
    “The universe is true for us all and dissimilar to each of us. If we were not obliged, to preserve the continuity of our story, to confine ourselves to frivolous reasons, how many more serious reasons would permit us to demonstrate the falsehood and flimsiness of the opening pages of this volume in which, from my bed, I hear the world awake, now to one sort of weather, now to another. Yes, I have been forced to whittle down the facts, and to be a liar, but it is not one universe, there are millions, almost as many as the number of human eyes and brains in existence, that awake every morning.”
    Marcel Proust, In Search of Lost Time [volumes 1 to 7]

  • #12
    Courtney Love
    “The language of love letters is the same as suicide notes.”
    Courtney Love, Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love

  • #13
    Katherine Mansfield
    “I want to be all that I am capable of becoming.”
    Katherine Mansfield

  • #14
    Katherine Mansfield
    “... but that is the satisfaction of writing - one can impersonate so many people.”
    Katherine Mansfield, Selected Letters

  • #15
    Katherine Mansfield
    “I used to believe I was merely words and I do not know whether I shall start hoping for something more. You planted that sense of hope in a secret deeply hidden place; it had walls made of bricks and huge abandoned gardens full of despair. It was covered in dusty waves and it was kept underground where no soul would ever walk. And you walked there - you planted hope. And now I cannot imagine myself without it.”
    Katherine Mansfield

  • #16
    Thomas Mann
    “Laughter is a sunbeam of the soul.”
    Thomas Mann, The Magic Mountain

  • #17
    Thomas Mann
    “A man lives not only his personal life, as an individual, but also, consciously or unconsciously, the life of his epoch and his contemporaries. He may regard the general, impersonal foundations of his existence as definitely settled and taken for granted, and be as far from assuming a critical attitude towards them as our good Hans Castorp really was; yet it is quite conceivable that he may none the less be vaguely conscious of the deficiencies of his epoch and find them prejudicial to his own moral well-being. All sorts of personal aims, hopes, ends, prospects, hover before the eyes of the individual, and out of these he derives the impulse to ambition and achievement. Now, if the life about him, if his own time seems, however outwardly stimulating, to be at bottom empty of such food for his aspirations; if he privately recognises it to be hopeless, viewless, helpless, opposing only a hollow silence to all the questions man puts, consciously or unconsciously, yet somehow puts, as to the final, absolute, and abstract meaning in all his efforts and activities; then, in such a case, a certain laming of the personality is bound to occur, the more inevitably the more upright the character in question; a sort of palsy, as it were, which may extend from his spiritual and moral over into his physical and organic part. In an age that affords no satisfying answer to the eternal question of 'Why?' 'To what end?' a man who is capable of achievement over and above the expected modicum must be equipped either with a moral remoteness and single-mindedness which is rare indeed and of heroic mould, or else with an exceptionally robust vitality. Hans Castorp had neither one nor the other of these; and thus he must be considered mediocre, though in an entirely honourable sense.”
    Thomas Mann, The Magic Mountain

  • #18
    Roberto Bolaño
    “And I no longer ask for all the solitude in the world, but for time.”
    Roberto Bolaño, Antwerp

  • #19
    Roberto Bolaño
    “There's a secret sickness called Lisa. Like all sicknesses, it's miserable and it comes on at night.”
    Roberto Bolaño, Antwerp

  • #20
    Roberto Bolaño
    “I suppose all the movies I've seen will be worth nothing to me when I die. Wrong. They'll be worth something, believe me. Don't stop going to the movies.”
    Roberto Bolaño, Antwerp

  • #21
    Roberto Bolaño
    “Maybe "warehouses" equals "mothers", a wide margin of error is permissible when you're dealing with super-impositions.”
    Roberto Bolaño, Antwerp

  • #22
    Roberto Bolaño
    “Tell that stupid Arnold Bennet that all his rules about plot only apply to novels that are copies of other novels.”
    Roberto Bolaño, Antwerp

  • #23
    Roberto Bolaño
    “Books are finite, sexual encounters are finite, but the desire to read and to fuck is infinite; it surpasses our own deaths, our fears, our hopes for peace.”
    Roberto Bolano

  • #24
    Roberto Bolaño
    “There is a time for reciting poems and a time for fists.”
    Roberto Bolaño, The Savage Detectives

  • #25
    Roberto Bolaño
    “Nothing happened today. And if anything did, I’d rather not talk about it, because I didn’t understand it.”
    Roberto Bolaño, The Savage Detectives

  • #26
    Roberto Bolaño
    “What twisted people we are. How simple we seem, or at least pretend to be in front of others, and how twisted we are deep down. How paltry we are and how spectacularly we contort ourselves before our own eyes, and the eyes of others...And all for what? To hide what? To make people believe what?”
    Roberto Bolaño

  • #27
    Roberto Bolaño
    “Write in the morning, revise in the afternoon, read at night, and spend the rest of your time exercising your diplomacy, stealth, and charm.”
    Roberto Bolaño, The Savage Detectives

  • #28
    Roberto Bolaño
    “Being alone makes us stronger. That’s the honest truth. But it’s cold comfort, since even if I wanted company no one will come near me anymore.”
    Roberto Bolaño, The Savage Detectives

  • #29
    Roberto Bolaño
    “You can woo a girl with a poem, but you can't hold onto her with a poem. Not even with a poetry movement.”
    Roberto Bolaño, The Savage Detectives

  • #30
    Jorge Luis Borges
    “Being with you and not being with you is the only way I have to measure time.”
    Jorge Luis Borges



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