“I don't sleep for two night. Instead I am wide awake and tossing. Each day I feel less like the person I was the day before, my body hurtling so fast in one direction that my mind cannot keep pace. I can scarcely remember who I was before my body became like this. I dream in bright, swirling colors. The dreams are so vivid that they linger with me long after I've woken up, I feel the same feelings that grip me at night while I'm at my desk, or on the subway. I will freeze, lost in them-scared, worried, or comforted in the same way-for hours.”
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Zinzi Clemmons,
What We Lose