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  • #1
    Kathleen Glasgow
    “I'm so lonely in the world I want to peel all of my flesh off and walk, just bone and gristle, straight into the river, to be swallowed.”
    Kathleen Glasgow, Girl in Pieces

  • #2
    Elizabeth Wurtzel
    “I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible...”
    Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation

  • #3
    “I used to look at my sensitivity as a weakness. I wondered why I had to care so much, about everything, all the time. But now it is my true superpower. I am grateful to have a sensitive heart. I am lucky to love deeply. I know this now.”
    Madison Beer, The Half of It: A Memoir

  • #4
    Ntozake Shange
    “but bein alive & bein a woman & bein colored is a metaphysical
    dilemma/ i havent conquered yet/ do you see the point
    my spirit is too ancient to understand the separation of soul & gender/ my love is too delicate to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too delicate to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too beautiful to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too sanctified to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too magic to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too saturday nite to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too complicated to have thrown back on my face

    my love is too music to have thrown back on my face”
    Ntozake Shange, For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow Is Enuf

  • #5
    Akwaeke Emezi
    “If you ever need to take a break from this world, call me. I will come to you in a heartbeat and we will steal time.”
    Akwaeke Emezi, Freshwater

  • #6
    Elizabeth Wurtzel
    “Some friends don't understand this. They don't understand how desperate I am to have someone say, I love you and I support you just the way you are because you're wonderful just the way you are. They don't understand that I can't remember anyone ever saying that to me. I am so demanding and difficult for my friends because I want to crumble and fall apart before them so that they will love me even though I am no fun, lying in bed, crying all the time, not moving. Depression is all about If you loved me you would.”
    Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation

  • #7
    Akwaeke Emezi
    “The world in my head has been far more real than the one outside—maybe that’s the exact definition of madness, come to think of it.”
    Akwaeke Emezi, Freshwater

  • #8
    Ranata Suzuki
    “It didn’t hurt me. Not “hurt”. Hurt is a four letter word. It’s short, almost cute sounding. Aawwww, did that hurt? No. It didn’t hurt. Destroyed, Obliterated, Desecrated, Annihilated, Demolished, Shattered, or Demoralised maybe… But no. It didn’t hurt me.
    It didn’t “hurt” me at all.”
    Ranata Suzuki

  • #9
    Akwaeke Emezi
    “But I've learned that you can't force forever on the wrong people. They belong exactly where they are, giving exactly what they want to. I don't ask for anything more. I figure I shouldn't have to.”
    Akwaeke Emezi, Freshwater

  • #10
    Akwaeke Emezi
    “I was furious. It was if staying alive just gave everyone else time to leave you.”
    Akwaeke Emezi, Freshwater

  • #11
    Olivie Blake
    “Can you love my brain even when it is small? When it is malevolent? When it is violent? Can you love it even when it does not love me?”
    Olivie Blake, Alone With You in the Ether

  • #12
    Laurie Halse Anderson
    “I know my head isn't screwed on straight. I want to leave, transfer, warp myself to another galaxy. I want to confess everything, hand over the guilt and mistake and anger to someone else. There is a beast in my gut, I can hear it scraping away at the inside of my ribs. Even if I dump the memory, it will stay with me, staining me. My closest is a good thing, a quiet place that helps me hold these thoughts inside my head where no one can hear them.”
    Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak

  • #13
    Akwaeke Emezi
    “They just listened to music and talked about their childhoods, and it was all nice and innocent if you forget that they were humans who had hearts.”
    Akwaeke Emezi, Freshwater

  • #14
    Kathleen Glasgow
    “+"I think u are having a different sort of heartbreak. Maybe a kind of heartbreak of being in the world when u don’t know how to be.”
    Kathleen Glasgow, Girl in Pieces

  • #15
    Ntozake Shange
    “somebody/ anybody
    sing a black girl's song
    bring her out
    to know herself
    to know you
    but sing her rhythms
    carin/ struggle/ hard times
    sing her song of life
    she's been dead so long
    closed in silence so long
    she doesn't know the sound
    of her own voice
    her infinite beauty
    she's half-notes scattered
    without rhythm/ no tune
    sing her sighs
    sing the song of her possibilities
    sing a righteous gospel
    let her be born
    let her be born
    & handled warmly.”
    Ntozake Shange, For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow Is Enuf

  • #16
    Helena  Fox
    “And now I am a girl in a stone body,”
    Helena Fox, How It Feels to Float

  • #17
    Ntozake Shange
    “i usedta live in the world
    really be in the world
    free & sweet talkin
    good mornin & thank-you & nice day
    uh huh
    i cant now
    i cant be nice to nobody
    nice is such a rip-off
    regular beauty & a smile in the street
    is just a set-up”
    Ntozake Shange, For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow Is Enuf

  • #18
    Ntozake Shange
    “And this is for Colored girls who have considered suicide, but are moving to the ends of their own rainbows.”
    Ntozake Shange, For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow Is Enuf

  • #19
    Osamu Dazai
    “Whenever I was asked what I wanted my first impulse was to answer "Nothing." The thought went through my mind that it didn't make any difference, that nothing was going to make me happy.”
    Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

  • #20
    Mariah Carey
    “Those people who have hurt me, over and over, whom I have escaped or walled off, are deeply significant in my story, but they are not central to my existence.”
    Mariah Carey, The Meaning of Mariah Carey

  • #21
    “A House of My Own
    Not a flat. Not an apartment in back. Not a man's house. Not a daddy's. A house all my own. With my porch and my pillow, my pretty purple petunias. My books and my stories. My two shoes waiting beside the bed. Nobody to shake a stick at. Nobody's garbage to pick up after.
    Only a house quiet as snow, a space for myself to go, clean as paper before the poem.”
    Cisneros, Sandra

  • #22
    Kabi Nagata
    “Up until then, i'd never understood how people could just keep on living (...) Maybe I had a place to belong, but it wasn't something definite, like a seat. It was flowing and formless... Perhaps inside of me, perhaps outside of me. A reason to live, the power to live, a place to belong in this world... I think the essence of that sweet nectar varies from person to person.”
    Nagata Kabi, My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness

  • #23
    “I yearn to know the people I love deeply and intimately—without context, without boxes—and I yearn for them to know me that way, too.”
    Jennette McCurdy, I'm Glad My Mom Died

  • #24
    Marya Hornbacher
    “You never come back, not all the way. Always there is an odd distance between you and the people you love and the people you meet, a barrier thin as the glass of a mirror, you never come all the way out of the mirror; you stand, for the rest of your life, with one foot in this world and no one in another, where everything is upside down and backward and sad.”
    Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

  • #25
    Kabi Nagata
    “At school, I'd cry at how much I missed her. Sitting in between her back and the backrest. Even since I'd gotten bigger, I'd always cling to my mother. I hate my mother...Protest that I detest her and despise her and all the while I'm clinging on. And well, here I am still clinging on at 28.”
    Kabi Nagata, My Solo Exchange Diary Vol. 2

  • #26
    Emily M. Danforth
    “Maybe I still haven't become me. I don't know how you tell for sure when you finally have.”
    Emily M. Danforth, The Miseducation of Cameron Post

  • #27
    Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious
    “Tell me, what is it you plan to do
    with your one wild and precious life?”
    Mary Oliver



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