Christian Support Group :) discussion

I have recently went through a little depression or fear or both idk. I thought I had lost hope in God but I kept reading my bible and praying. Now everytime I get up in church there a little voice in the back of my mind saying your fake u dnt really believe. Am I fake? I dnt kno what to think anymore. I feel Like i disappointed God. Im so sad i couldnt trust him fully when I was goin through. My mom kept tellin me to trust him but I felt like i didnt kno how.

Hi, Msbama...I'm not too sure on how to open up to writing to you but I'm going to give it a shot anyway. Doubt and depression are both really bad things to feel, I have also experienced them...more one then the other though.
Everyone has doubts, it means that we're human and we question stuff. But first, are you saved? (Do you believe that Jesus came to the world to die for you? Do you accept and believe that?)
If so, then read Romans 8:38-39.
I'll be praying for you.

Pray without ceasing...for more belief
you can do it. This world zaps everything from us and gives only the flesh in return

You all are both encouraging to me. All I really need to do is just ask God for belief and he will do it for me. I dnt kno if i really ever stoped believing In God jus a little doubt I guess. @ N.S.A I do believe he died. My prayer 2 day Lord help me to believe u are my healer, deliever, friend, keeper, and most of all my SAVIOUR!!!

Fake it till you make it, baby.