Mourners discussion

Did Gee's post give you closure?
http://www.kerrang.com/blog/2013/03/m...

Umm.... No. Not really. I still don't know what is exactly going to happen, and I want to hear the opinions and viewpoints of Frank, Ray, and Mikey... Today was torture because everybody kept asking me if I was okay and stuph because they know of my tremendous love for the band. So I told them the truth. No. I wasn't okay, nor am I now. I can't listen to them without crying, yet I haven't ever gone this long without listening to them. Every time somebody speaks the name, or asks me about it, my heart plummets. Ohmygawd. I just can't function. I realize that there will be more music, but in different circles and with different people, but it won't be the same. Those four men together, united, creates the feeling of passion, love, and revolution. It just isn't the same with them apart, with no more My Chemical Romance.

I kind of want to hear somebody else's view on this, because I kind of feel like I might be a bit irrational and stuph about this...

HOLY SHIT IT WAS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND MADE ME FUKCING CRY.

Well, if I had started crying, my grandmother would've freaked out, so I had to contain it.

It was a tear jerker though. Seriously. I haven't been able to write about this yet, which makes it all the more impressive.

Uugghhhh

I'm ccruing agains damn this... I miss gerard

...........

I really want to cut. But I know I can't.

Don't please. For Gerard. Frank. Ray. Mikey. Me. Madison. You'll feel better later. Pretend like I'm holding your hand. That's what I do. And lyrics. I don't cut when I have marker on my arm. I just can't.

*Hugs Lizzy* It's alright girl. We're here for you.

:( It's hard.

I know. Believe me. The scabs on my arm are toast. Ever use the ice cubes or rubber band?

Nope. Figured it wouldn't feel the same.... which that sounds screwed up..... Well, I'm screwed up, so it doesnt matter if it sounds that way.

It doesn't, but it's something. And if you do, use something like paper clips or tacks because its not as bad for your skin and goes away quicker....