Proud Of It! discussion

i dont want to admit that i made a mistake and that now fixing it me hurting the people i care about most.

not like me

i dont know. ull probably think me ovr dramatic.

*sigh* can we talk in message? its kinda personal...

thx :)

i sent it

I used to deny that I ate anything.
I deny situations which would get me into trouble.
I deny to face the fact that nobody is perfect.

there is no way that 'nobodys perfect' is true. cuz im a nobosy and i aint perfect.

@ Cici I meant that I feel that everyone is perfect but the saying is that nobody in this world is perfect

Meghna (Artemis) wrote: "@ Cici I meant that I feel that everyone is perfect but the saying is that nobody in this world is perfect"

this world is so messed up. there is no way any of ua are perfect. there are drugs, murders, abuse, war, depression, suicide, pain, heartbreak, the world has only gotten worse. nobodys perfect and this world is far from.

Yay but I feel that everybody is perfect except me .... That's what I deny

Meghna (Artemis) wrote: "Yay but I feel that everybody is perfect except me .... That's what I deny"

trust me. no one is perfect. the pretty people shove everyone else down. the ugly people get depressed. everyone has some kind of addiction and we disguise it as passion. this whole world isn't perfect. just hiding under a perfect mask.

Shrishti~Music~Psyche wrote: "No one is ugly in this world! Jessy'll agree."

i am.

i wish

i guess im good at poetry. but as soon as i start think im good at someone everyone i know decides to prove how bad i suck. :(

Jessy wrote: "Well WE don't think you suck!!!!! People who support matter, others who are BLIND LIKE THAT don't matter!!!!"

i thought i was good at art. now ive met THREE people MY AGE who could challenge Leonardo DiVanci. And been told i suck by most others.

i thought i could sing. then i joined a band and heard myself on tape. that was self explanatory.

i thought i made good movies. my own mom said i wasnt good enough.

u see why ive given up on thinking im good at anything?

i wont even mention the social trend ive left. i just suddenly feel alone again...*holds head* why is it coming back, now?

thx guys :) i feel almost trapped...

Cici I soo get you. I have those thoughts too

thx :) its pretty.

Meghna (Artemis) wrote: "Cici I soo get you. I have those thoughts too"

thx

I have all whatever u all said.......

Denial works as a drug, but sometimes it's really hard to push against it. When I discovered that my best friend, who I am in love with, was dating a boy who just wanted to hurt her, I had denied it for a while, but when I was ready to tell her, it was too late.

Yup. I am lesbian, so I felt awful when he hurt her, because I am in love with her.

Yeah. It's worse that she's straight.

Another thing I denied was being lesbian, actually.

Yeah.

I've been denying that I knew someone in kindergarten and I'm trying to remember them, but I just can't, it's a blank space when I try.

I'm in denial about being over things.. I think everyone reaches that point, though. When they're too hurt to let go.

Julia wrote: "I'm in denial about being over things.. I think everyone reaches that point, though. When they're too hurt to let go."

like Emmett in Switched at birth. i think he's in denial that bay may still like him but that she's hurt by his mistake. i'm in denial of well the fact that i'm even in denial.

Veranda....at least you are kinda admitting it. Most people don't even get THAT far...

ya, i try not to think about it. the only thing is i'm in denial of a lot of my past too

Most of us are. Talking helps. You know where we are.....

ya, you won't see me for a week

But we will still be here, just as pleased to support, anytime you want.....