Survival discussion

Toni: I sit next to Lewis and frown at him. "It hurts more than that doesn't it?" I ask him. If he was trying to make me not worry there was no point. I was always going to worry about him.

Toni: "You're impossible sometimes." I tease him as he pulled me into his lap. "Lewis I'm always going to worry about you. No matter where you are or who you're with, I'll worry."

Toni: "I only want to be with you too." I tell him. "I never want to leave your side again. But does that stop you worrying about me?" I ask him. Lewis could say what he liked, it wouldn't stop me worrying.

Toni: "That's what it's like for me." I say quietly. "Lewis, you're the first guy I've ever loved. I don't want to lose you." The thought pained me. I couldn't lose Lewis.

Toni: I raise my hand and put it on his cheek gently. "Loving someone else would mean leaving you. And I'll never leave you Lewis." I promised him. "I need you more than I need air. Because without you, I don't have any need for air." My voice became more quieter the more I talked.

((I know!!! The two of them are so cute!!!))

Toni: I kiss Lewis back. A shiver ran up my back at his touch and I smiled softly. My hands slip under his shirt and wander his chest. It was perfect. I never wanted the moment to end.

Toni: I gasp softly at Lewis's hands on my skin. I melted against his touch. He was kissing my neck so I tilted my head to the side slightly. My hands were still on his chest.

Toni: "I love you more." I teased him. Out lips were fused together. We were so tightly pressed against each other I couldn't tell where my body finished and his started.

Toni: I grin at Lewis and push him back so he was lying down. I straddle his hips and trail my fingers down his chest. "Much better." I said back.

Toni: I smile against Lewis's lips. He was the best thing in my whole life. Not that there was much in it anymore. His hands go up my shirt again and I shiver.

((This fat with anyone?))

((This fat with anyone??))

((Haha! Yeah I know what you mean!))

Toni: I nodded slightly. "You have no idea how much I wish I could say the same." I whispered tears glistening in my eyes. I hated the person I used to be.

Toni: I nodded a little. Lewis was right. I couldn't change the past and there was no point in crying over it. "I won't cry." I promised him.

Toni: "That's all that matters." I repeat quietly. "I love you so much." I smiled up at him. "And if it makes any difference none of the others were anywhere close to how perfect you are."

Toni: I laughed softly. "Yeah if you add that in then none of the others stood a chance." I said grinning. I shook my head slightly and rolled my eyes.

Toni: I shrugged a little. "I don't know." I mumbled not looking at him. I wasn't lying. I didn't know exactly how many there were.

Toni: I smiled a little. "All that matters is us." I said and kissed him gently. The kiss got more heated the longer it lasted.

((Ah.... I've got nothing to write!!! I just blanked! ))

Toni: I pulled back slightly. "Lewis... I want to do this right." I started off saying. "But I'm scared I'll get it wrong." I rest my head on his shoulder and hide my face behind my hair.

((Okay! I'm on just now just not sure for how long!!!))

Toni: "I don't want to muck up this time Lewis." I whispered into his neck. "Something always goes wrong and I make a mess of things. I don't want that to happen with us." I closed my eyes and sighed quietly

Toni: "You'll always be there?" I asked quietly. "No matter what I do? Even if I muck everything up?" Again. I added in my head. I looked at him hoping he'd say yes, he'd be there no matter what.

Toni: I nod and smile at Lewis. "Thank you." I said softly. I moved so I could lean my head on his shoulder and still be in his lap.

((Em... The guard guy that knows Toni could sneak up behind them and he's like mega p****d off. Then he could announce that he was here and that he wants Toni. But Lewis won't let him take her (obviously) and he threatens to kill them both but Toni can't stand the thought of Lewis dying so she goes with the guard and.... That's all I got. .. How does that sound?))

((Yeah okay!! So who's gonna be the guard dude? :D))

Toni: "I love y-" I started to say but was cut off by the sound of a twig snapping. I sat up and look around. Standing behind us was the guard. I clung onto Lewis tightly.

((You there? :D))

((how does Toni know this guard dude??? Ehat I miss?:D$)

((Well you know how on the night she found Lewis and the others. She was running from some guys. The guard was one of the guys! :D))

((ohhh!!!! Nice!! Gl Toni:p))

((Gl? :D))

((Good Luck, Gl!!!()

((Ahhh! I get it now! Yeah she's gonna need it! Especially with the way I've been thinking what's going to happen to her... I've had loads of free time. It happens in 6/7 hour car journeys!))

((lmfao!! Where are you headed?? I hate car trips -.-))

((Well it's over now! But we were on the way home from our hols! It's so good to be home! But I have to unpack just to repack so it's not much fun! :D))

Hannah wrote: "((ugh, I'm at work. Can we pause this until I get on the train to go home?))"

((Yeah sure! That's fine! :D))

((your hols?))

((Holidays! :D))

((ahhh thays new :) ))

((We both learned new abbreviations!!! XD Gl = Good Luck for me! And Hols = Holidays for you! XD
I'm way to hyper right now............))

((so true!!!! Where you from btw? Maybe calif lingo is diff than your areas ;) I want to be hyper but my brother is being way hyper and it's annoying so$$

((I'm in Scotland! :D So I'm guessing it's gonna be at least a lil different!))

((omg!!! Scotland is so cool!! Although i get Scotland and Ireland soo mixed up as with accents-.- haha!!))

((Irish accents are cool! :D Scottish accents are alright but I prefer Irish ones! No idea why though... XD))

((my friends dad is Irish and has an accent!!! Idl what Scottish sounds like...???))

((Emm.... Like I do? XD I don't have the strongest of Scottish accents but sometimes... If I say something I sound so Scottish! It's funny! XD))

((lmao! I literally spent a whole day on YouTube watching accent tags -.- Australia and Ireland are the best!!! And then I watch ameriam, and it sounds so lame compared to like French or British-.-))

((American accents are kinda cool! I haven't that many French accents, if any at all. Welsh accents are kinda cool too! XD))

((Americans sound so rednecky and... We've got this twang and it just sounds so.:. Ugh!!! Haha I haven't heard welsh... I've only heard the major countries like French, British, Italian, Irish, australian, Asian(they all sound similar) and American!!! Haha))

((Welsh accents are cool! Though I might think that because of Fireman Sam but you know... XD ))