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Lyle/Crimson!
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Apr 30, 2009 02:14PM
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no one like this hmmm........lol
boring and sad/depressing.. :'|
My friend told me a lie on thursday whwn i called her. she waz absent that day and friday. she said she got in a car accident...she lied! thats not somthing to lie about!
i Know! i started writing and i couldnt stop. my fucking teacher came up to me and fucking asked me what i was doing! can he mind his own buisyness??!!! I FINISHED MY WORK NOW I CAN DO WHAT I WANT.....Cant i? I cant wait till my 'Friend' who used to share secrets with me and vice versa, moves. no more tension no more headaches no more god damn tears!
Awww, don't be sad. Assholes don't deserve that satisfaction, trust me...some people are just made so you can tell them to fall into a pit and die (*whispers* Jack)
Well, that clears that up. Much better. Well, you know what, the people you love, tend to be the people that don't really deserve it, yet another thing I've learned in my short life.
your not dead yet...are you? Jk...
I just cant wait till next year...
But im going to another school. a magnet school, (Advanced school)
Cool, that makes you younger then me. So, let me give you some advice, It gets shiitier. Now, grow some tough skin and be like me (thats odd) You can't give a SHIt what any other person thinks about you, and must treat anyone who is not your friends as a lesser being. It seems mean, but honestly, mos tof them deserve it. But that's just me, bitter old me.
i dont care what others think of me. look at my status...
We had a field trip, so, not much. It was fairly boring, but at the end we got to hang out outside, which is always fun. We threw rocks at each other...Yep, good times, until 2moro when I has to deal with those little bitches again...
Jack, IS THE SPAWN OF SATAN!! You ask, why does a agnostic believe this, its because, you hear him speak, and you just have to believe there is a devil somewhere infecting the world with that human filth.
maybe a gun will help...with my problem...
it might sprise them who i shoot. they think i would shoot all of them. rampage. No, i would turn the gun around shoot myself...they should've thought what did would lead up to this..
why? its not gonna matter in the end will it? They'll be scarred ill be dead. everyones problem is gone...
crimson i swear to living daylights if i ever hear/read you saying anything about a gun or shooting someone i swear i will fly out there and force you to stop. got it? i don't care how f*cking mad you get. just stop. don't listen to them and stop worrying about them.
Your in 7th grade right? I agree with Marley you need to be chill about what people think, cause people(no matter what time in your life) will always be judgmental. But it does get better if you just hang in there, life after school(if school was shitty for you) is way better. When you do get to high school however you don't have to treat people like crap. In fact just be yourself and don't feel bad if people don't like you, find the ones that like you for you.
whens the last time i said no! They have gone too far! They've broken my limits, think how i feel!!! I dont care if ill be dead! With a gun in my hand i have power! Everyones happy...theres only a handfull of ppl that care about me! And ive never met them! I care about them too, but only like 4 ppl care about me that i have acctually met! Whats the point of life when u cant live it?
And lyle don't you ever let your emotions controll you like that, I'm dead serious. Who deserves to die Lyle? How can you ever make that call? You can't. Even on your shittiest days never let those thoughts into your mind. You have a will power, use it
a gun doesn't fucking do shit. see? now i'm fucking pissed. you have no reason to ever fucking think that a gun gives you power. holding a gun and killing people then yourself only shows your fucking weak. too fucking weak to deal with your fucking problems. understand what i'm saying? don't EVER think i won't fucking fly out there to Austin and look for your ass. i'm not fucking around. got it?
I SAID TO STOP! STOP FUCKING SAYING THINGS STOP IT!! SHUT THE HELL UP!!
You don't think clearly, a gun in your hands would mean sobbing parents, the people who actually love you crying. Don't do ot to them, and don't do it to yourself.
You don't think clearly, a gun in your hands would mean sobbing parents, the people who actually love you crying. Don't do ot to them, and don't do it to yourself.
fine....no gun...just if i dont show up for more than 5 days, a rope my have caused all my problems...Bye...
and don't ever fucking think i don't know how you feel. i went through 3 and a half fucking years in middle school and partially highschool dealing with your shit and yeah i've wanted to kill myself. multiple times. once came really really close. but that won't do shit for anyone. i know it won't. i've been through your shit before and i've moved on. i've stopped caring. i've given up on all those who treated me like shit and i'm still not ok now.
Marley wrote: "I SAID TO STOP! STOP FUCKING SAYING THINGS STOP IT!! SHUT THE HELL UP!!
You don't think clearly, a gun in your hands would mean sobbing parents, the people who actually love you crying. Don't do..."
did u see how long the mark thing went on? for about a week, yeah ppl r stil sad, but no more sad comments...who loves me? My family. my friends. No one else, and i dont have much friends, most of them r online...
You don't think clearly, a gun in your hands would mean sobbing parents, the people who actually love you crying. Don't do..."
did u see how long the mark thing went on? for about a week, yeah ppl r stil sad, but no more sad comments...who loves me? My family. my friends. No one else, and i dont have much friends, most of them r online...
Sweetie, you don't know the half of that story. You only think you do. There's a reason I don't talk about it. There's a reason. Nothing you need to know. There are words I can't even say here.
Dammit! Lyle, why are you so scared of life? Why do you want death? No one wants you dead! Your friends(you have way more than you'll ever imagine) and family care for your life. What was the point of ever living at all? If your going to throw it all away for some petty emotion





