Dragging yourself along*self-help group* discussion

Why do you self harm? I cut because I feel like I deserve it...

I self harm because I also feel like I deserve it and ot gives me an eerie sense of control.

I self harm because I take my anger out on myself instead of others and I also feel like I deserve it.

I disserve it, I need to feel alive, I need control I need the blood

In the end it gives me a sense of relief and it releases all the bottled up emotions.