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There are words here. I wonder where they came from.
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Just wrote this now, because I wanted to write something new and create a post here.
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Gambling was not about winning, but losing.
When you bought a lottery ticket, you weren't spending your dollar in return for a million. You were actually buying a piece of paper that would never realistically get you anything better than the dollar you spent. But try telling that to a gambling addict, like my uncle, as he clutched ten of them in his hands.
"What the heck's wrong with you, kid?" He asked, looking bewildered after I had finished speaking. I got the feeling that he actually thought there was something wrong with me. "Don't you have any imagination? Any sense of optimism? Gambling is about the chance, the freedom. It's- It's like the American dream! Think about it: One of these tickets could be the winner." There was a light in his eyes as he spoke.
My uncle had bought hundreds of lottery tickets throughout his life, played at the casino whenever he got the chance, and never had I seen him win anything great. He had a good job, but drove a beat-up half broken down truck because he didn't want to waste any of his money on buying a new car. It wouldn't leave him enough money to gamble with.
"But none of them are." I responded quietly, steadily, because none of the were. They never would be.
He unlocked his front door, taking a moment to look down at me as I went in. "But you don't know that." He said in the same tone that I had used.
I sighed, and ignored his words, giving up on the conversation. He wasn't going to listen to me.
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Also, am I the only one who thinks that if unicorns were real, that they'd be dangerous creatures? Think about it.
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I'm a very self conscious person. I often second-guess myself or view myself in a harsh light. I think that maybe it also effects how I write. I may worry that a piece of writing that I've started isn't good and then decide to start writing something else, and the process starts over again. I ought to try and do something about that.
I should probably tell you a few things about myself. I'm somewhere between the ages of 15 and 27, love animals, writing, drawing, and artistic things. When I was a kid, I was unusually scared of aliens and ghosts, and I can completely blame the history channel for that.