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Sep 08, 2013 05:52AM


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I had snuck out of my room unseen by anyone, and I made my way to the library. I had washed my face so I didn't look has horrible, but I still felt horrible on the inside.


I wander around the library, not really looking for anything. I'm not really sure what to do now. Maybe reading a book will distract me from everything else. I make my way through the aisles and suddenly find myself a few feet away from Georgina. I consider walking away without saying anything, but she probably knows I'm here. "Hey." I act casual, like I'm looking for a certain book.

Hybrids.
Her finger stopped, sliding across the lines so she could list the page number and then flipped to it, still waiting for a response. Her long, perfectly painted rainbow fingernails tapped the stool she was sitting on mindlessly, waiting. Georgie could guess what Violet was here about, but she wasn't going to bring it up. No matter how mean she was, Georgie wasn't cruel.



"I don't know. Why don't you believe it?" I flip through some more pages, occasionally catching some words. 'Demonic' 'The' 'Nephilim' 'Demons' 'Raziel'. I eventually just shut the book and hold it.

Georgie rolled her eyes, pulling her phone out of her pocket and slipping it between the pages of her book to mark her place. She then set it down on her stool and ran her slender, well painted fingernail across the spines of the books as she looked for another one. Of course, the one she wanted was too far out of her reach. So, being the resourceful agile Nephilim she was, Georgie jumped for it, reaching it easily. She set it down on top of the other book before answering, if somewhat reluctantly. "Because. You clearly wanna rant." She knew what it looked like; Georgie often sported that look, behind her wall of indifference.

I look down at my feet, not quite sure what to say. She's right of course, but I can't rant to anyone. It's not possible. No one will understand. And even if I do rant to Georgina, there's no way I'll be able to put my thoughts into words. "I do, but I can't."


I look up at her. "Well..." There's a sticky feeling n my throat keeping me from saying anything else. "I'd prefer if I just kept my feelings locked away for the moment. I really, really want to talk to someone, but..." I'm not sure how to explain it. "I don't know how to explain it." I sigh, exasperated.






((I'm gonna disappear soon, till about nine.))
