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Do you think you pretend ?
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ohh with this its easy to mix things up.sometimes we think we arnt being ourselves and are pretending when really.. thats who we are..
its hard to figure it out by the start, for example i always thought i was one who "pretends to e happy in front of people while i feel shitty inside". but i came around to the understanding that no i am not pretending its who i am, i like to be happy when surrounded by people first to not spread the gloom and second its cause i can not stand consoling and pity, so i would rather keep to myself.
so by acting happy in fron of people is not something i am pretending to do, its who i am and i do it for a reason.. am i making sense here? XD
and by the end of the day no one is living in that body of yours but yourself if you wont be true to yourself then you should work on it cause pretending to suit others likings wont take you no where cause people are impossible to please.
pretending is hard its depressing and a lot of work. why do it when you can just show yourself? thats a lot less work out there. :)
and its okay if some people leave you cause the people who mind dont matter and the people who matter dont mind :).
But you know when I try to be the real me the consequences are worse I totally loose control of myself and loose my good girl image
the good girls image to whom exactly? see you are a good girl in your core right? otherwise you wont fear losing the good in you.
everything is hard in the start try to help yourself fix problems you face on the spot do it you wont regret it! :)
*rolls her eyes* pfffft! guys! :Pyou see we have loads of stuff in our heads and now we are venting in a good way you should watch and learn maybe youll understand us more.. maybe even share with us! ^.^
I want to change it but I think this has become a part of me now