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....It's too soon. My feelings.....

Agreed. No real question there.

@T.J. - have you finished Allegiant??


****** This thread will contain severe spoilers. STAY AWAY IF YOU HAVEN'T READ ALLEGIANT!!!! *********

Yes. I'm....I'm....broken.

OH MY GOODNESS, totally understand. My mind is shattered into a billion pieces and I still haven't been able to come to terms with the ending. I'm in denial. I refuse. I read Divergent again and that is where my mind is officially cutting off the story. I mean really?! I would've settled for an unrealistic, sappy happily-ever-after over the real ending... :'(

FINALLY. THANK YOU! Yes. I thought that she would definitely end it somewhat happy after what they've all gone through. I thought, at worse, she will kill Uriah and I had a problem dealing with that. BUT TRIS AND URIAH?!?! BOTH?!?!?! TRIS?? That just caused me so much pain, I couldn't take it. I can't bear to think of them together, just to picture Tobias now. I mean, when he woke up with Tris alive next to him....HE WILL NEVER SEE THE BIRDS ON HER COLLARBONE AGAIN. Or...Or tell her she's beautiful.

I can't even take the ash scene. That tore me to shreds.

I KNOW! I swear, there's gonna be a revolt of the fangirls once the news spreads... Uriah was totally beloved. And Tris? Damn, that girl was like a fictional mother to me! Okay, not really. More like a fictional best friend/godess. My worst case scenario was that Four would have his memory erased just like in (spoiler) Mockingjay (end of spoiler). I still stand on my opinion that that would be worse. I mean, how horrific would it be if Four and Tris by all technicalities could still be together, and yet the damn memory serum got in the way? That would be an unforgivable crime, Four forgetting Tris. But this is like, just as bad I think.

And yes. Oh my goodness. The ashes scene. I was like, um, and why the hell are you guys just strewing her ashes too and fro? I get that you want her to be happy and all and you're doing what you think she'd want (liked the think about Four riding the zip line, no gonna lie), but seriously?!?! Um, no. I'm sorry. In my version of reality, Tris is still alive and Four is currently waking up every 2 minutes to see the ravens on her collarbone. That is the end. End of discussion. There's no alternative. And I will go all Dauntless and stab someone in the eye with a butter knife if they try to convince me that Tris had to die. I'm sorry. That's a load of crap. Caleb could've died. SHOULD'VE died. That's the end of it. Done. I'm getting my friend to send me a whole bunch of happy fanfiction ending's so I can try to piece my life back together again. Gosh. Who would've thought that THREE DAMN PAGES had the ability to screw someone over so badly. -.-

Okay, good. Now I know I can let out my tantrum to you.

(I have a version of a reunion of Tris and Four on my page, if you want to look at it.)

Now....

I UNDERSTAND!!!!!! OH MY gosh. I hated that scene with the ashes. I mean, it was moving, but it killed me. As she was dying, I was like, nah, she will be fine.
And then I kept going. My reaction:

"She's fine"
*five minutes later* "I mean, she's coming back."

*five minutes later* "Wait...what? No...NO...Cara, shut up! SHUT UP! You LIE! This is not happening."

*five seconds later* *having difficulty breathing* "Tobias, don't...don't see her....she's not dead! She's not a 'body' she's TRIS! She's alive! She's alive! She has got to be!-.....This is total crap."

*five minutes later* "NONONONONONONONONNONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO. THIS IS NOT HAPPENING. SHE IS FINE. WHAT? URIAH? YOU'RE FINE, TOO. BOTH OF YOU STOP PRETENDING BECAUSE I AM GETTING PISSED!"

*Ash scene*

"Well, if she wasn't dead, cremating her was a mistake....but....those can't belong to HER. No...no. NO, just no.

URIAH AND TRIS, GET BACK HERE NOW!

But ugh...when I thought he was going to erase her, I freaked out. THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN TERRIBLE, I WAS CURSING VERONICA ROTH RIGHT THEN, THINKING JUST HOW CRUEL THIS WAS. Nobody got a happy ending except Uriah who was reunited with Marlene! And they are together <3

BUT TOBIAS WAS LEFT BEHIND! TRIS SAID SHE WOULD ALWAYS CHOOSE HIM. SHE LIED. SHE LIED AGAIN! BUT at least they...weren't in a fight before she died.

"I'll see you soon."

Yeah....NO YOU WON'T, TOBIAS! THAT'S IT, IT'S OVER! YOU SAVED THE FACTIONS AND PEOPLE, BUT RIGHT AT THE END, SHE DIED! AT THE HANDS OF DAVID! STUPID DAVID WHO LIVED! I WISHED HE DIED. OH, THE IRONY. TRIS WANTED TO BE SELFLESS LIKE HER MOM, I THINK, AND WAS KILLED BY THE SAME PEOPLE AND THE SAME MAN WHO LOVED HER MOM KILLED HER DAUGHTER!!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!! The pain is too much. I think of them together and I want to cry. I can't re-read Divergent because I will always think, "she's going to die! SHE'S GOING TO DIE! TOBIAS, DO SOMETHING! CAN'T YOU HEAR ME?!?!"


And when Uriah waved to her, like he was saying goodbye...........WORST AND BEST SERIES EVER, BUT I HATE THE END, THOUGH I SEE WHY SHE DID IT. BUT I DON'T FEEL ANY BETTER.

I will never look at Chocolate cake the came way again.

"Peter would probably throw a party if I stopped breathing."

"Well, I'd only go if there was cake."

.....I wonder if there was cake at the funeral. Oh my gosh, I am forever broken <4/6

What happened to "you die I die too"
TOBIAS YOU LIED TOO ME.. HOW CAN YOU DO THIS??

Okay, im somewhat calm now over tris's death...SOMEWHAT, BUT IT WAS NOT IN ANY WAY EXCEPTABLE!!!!! but i got one question, is Tobias still four i mean one of his fears was watching tris die but now shes dead so is he now three?!?!?!?!?!?!! Ive been contemplating this for days now!!!!!

See, I wrote my own ending and in my head, that is how it goes. Tris does not die. I'm actually very happy because TRIS IS NOT DEAD IN MY WORLD.

I see y'all have read Allegiant. e.e

T.J. wrote: "See, I wrote my own ending and in my head, that is how it goes. Tris does not die. I'm actually very happy because TRIS IS NOT DEAD IN MY WORLD."

I totally agree! Tris isn't dead! SO NOT OKAY VERONICA ROTH!!!