This or That ? discussion

(here we gooooo.)

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Greet sat ruminating, at the foot of the tree in the park, about her past 'why did she fall for him? why did she agreed to have sex with him? her frens did tell her that he was a bastard.' she imagined feeling a kick from inside her flat stomach adn she placed her hand there..."My baby.. i don't know what will happen to her. Should i really opt for an abortion?" She hears the wind blowing and footsteps aproaching.

jared confused to see a girl sitting alone and crying. "Hi ..." Jared greet. "What are you here alone?" he asked again and waiting to answer tht girl.

Greet wiped her tears with the back of her hand- 'I look pathetic' she thought.. "hi.. emm.. just sitting.. Who are you?" she asked surprised but regretted saying it- it ws a bit rude..

Jared smiled. "im jared, and you sitting in my area, coz tht tree is my responsibility here, but im not a gardener.." he said."n who r u?"

Greet tried to smile but didn't succeed as tears started filling her eyes making her vision blur.. "sorry.. i'll go if you want me to.. I'm Greet."

"oh, its okay greet, i see you r so upset." he said, tried to care about tht girl. "im just a bit confuse why you sitting here alone, and... crying i guess."

"thanx.. well something big is bothering me.. I don't know if I m ready to share it with you as i haven't told this too any one yet" She started arying again. 'Oh.. i hate myself" she whispered..

actually, Jared never care to anyone else. even basicly he is a kind man but his way to talking somethin, everyone think he is a fierce man. "well, its ok if you wont to tell but can you give me a way to walking around my project?" he said. but he felt tht Greet feel so poor and when greet gonna go, "wait, you can sitting over there."

"well...ok... so you wanna talk to me?" Greet asked- ppl say talking helps to lessen grief.. she'll talk abt other things..

"hmmm yeah, you can sit there first?" Jared said and still writing somethin.
actually Greet is looking so beautiful for him but he is so shy to show tht. so he just can doing somethin fierce to greet.

Greet sits down again rather uncomfortably. Jared is good-looking... only if she was not pregnant with Max.. now she is carrying his baby n she feels really odd...

finally jared give up to listen greet's cry. "oke now, wht is tht can make you keep silent without crying?" jared asked."coz i would be a lawyer not a psycology..." then he walking to greet.

"sorry?" Greet asked rather sheepishly.. she was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't even realised what Jared had said..

"why r u crying, actually you disturbing me enough." jared said without see to greet. "why?" thn he saw greet beautifull eyes.

"I am disturbing you, ain't I?" Greet asked rather sharply.."so just let me go then" she bursts out crying loud now..

Jared catch Greet hand. "can you explain me before you cry? coz i just heared you cry without any reason tht you told at me." Jared getting cnfuse. "Sit here."

"You won't understand Jared... and you'll hate me for telling you this- you'll think me as a cheap girl and it will be even bad when i'm telling you all this on our first meeting" Greet said..

"you still want to know?" she saked again when she say Jared still waiting

"yeah, coz you wasted my time here, so the punishment is you have to tell tht!" he said without any expression. "and spesificly."

"Ok... if you say so- I am pregnant with my bf and i don't know what to do now- i haven't told this to anyone yet.. and now that you wknow i know you'll think bad of me.. so goodbye?" Greet said all in a breath and then gasped for air.. who wants to stay with me now? she thought cursing herself..

Jared silet for a while not coz wht is tht Greead told to him, but, Greet is a talk active girl tht he neva met. "well, where is your bf now?" he asked "so, you just crying here and think to abortion?" he asked but he doesn't know if thts wht Greet think now.

greet didn't bother to wipe her tears now taht he knew the problem.."He's with some other girl.. He doesn't even care.. I don't want to kill my baby but is there any other option?" she asked relieved that Jared didn't tell her to go.. she was starting to like him... (as a fren)

"well, you can abortion tht if you feel tht you cant train tht baby." he said ."but i think you too young to keep tht. thts just my oppinion." Jared said and looked to Greet tht looked at him too. "why?"

(coz when Jared talking Greeat looked at him)

"I am not old enough.. well yeah- i have my studies too- but how can i kill her? its not her fault" greet asked him.. "what would you have done if I was carrying your baby?" she asked suddenly but then regretted

"dont ask me about tht. coz i neva did tht." jared said. "whts your planning if you dont to have an abortion?"

" raise her alone.. i guess.. but this might mean i'll be ostracized by my frens and my family will feel bad" greet said sadly

you must to go to doctor!" he said seriously. "you can't raise tht alone. too dangerous." now he looked at Greet sharply.

Greet smiled..he's caring she thought.. "I know"

"good if u understand." jared said calm. "so, u want to sit here untill somebody else catch u,coz they think u are the lost girl from stress familly out there?" he asked. "u have to keep ur self." jared said and like want to go to his car.

greet smiled sweetly.. "well yeah i think i should get going now.. thanx but i don't want to abort my baby"

"yeah, if you want to keep tht, my oppinion is you have to searching a man to be your husband!" Jared said sharply, and beck to the tree and write somethin.

"oh... well i don't need to have a husband just to look after my BABY... i can havndle it myself thankyou very much.. if only i had the heart to let my family know and you are... you are just another man who thinks girls need men to look after them! I thought you were different.. hah! imagine me telling you my prblem.. Go find yourself a husband? That's so cheap.." Greet replied hotly- now really angry..

Jared just looking at her calmly, "can't you talking softly... im just gave you an oppinion." Jared said upset, he dont understand how could Greet talking hotly-and really angry like tht. he think tht he already kind of her. "still want to angry? actually, i dont really understand you if you always talking hotly like tht."

'you can't tell me i have to search for a man who's ready to be my husband! that was rude you know? Well--- no, i don't always talk hotly.. only when i'm really upset or angry" she replied without a smile.. She was upset and was surprised Jared didn't even apologized for his rude comment about 'finding a man'

"yeah, show me your softly..." jared said, like dont care. "it's almost nite, and now, you are with me now! tell me where you live and let me take you home." he said again and ready to go. "hurry up!!" and now, he don't care what she will do.

(show me you—what- soflty??)

((softly, not hotly.^.^))

((its oke, jared just trying to be a kind man, but his attitude show a different things. ))

Greet stared at Jared as if he was mad..”come with you after you've insulted me?? Well no way.. I'll go back myself.. Ha” she replied and struggled to got on her feet. She saw Jared was now smiling and she hoped he'd apologize...

Jared just strange to see the direction greet, and catch her hands tht him easy to do. "sign in the car now and let me know where you live. now too for the night as a 'woman' you go home alone! understand?" Jared said the firm.

Greet said nothing... and her tears started falling again..

"oh nooo..." Jared said again. "can you say somethin withot crying?" now, Jared very confuse with Greet.

"like what?" Greet replied still crying but she tried to smile as the look on his face was funny

"yeah, stop to crying and talking calmly." jared expalined. "why are you smiled like tht? thts not funny" then Jared took her into his car.

"I live in 41 Norwood avenue.. emm.." she replied..

Jared, say nothing and drift his car to the address tht Greet told to her. "is tht rite??" jared tried to fix tht.

“yes” she smiled..”you're quite nice Jared..if only you could change ur view about girls need men to look after themselves-- you'd be perfect” She commented

"u dont even like a normal girl." he said, doesn't means to be mean. coz he talking calmly now. "y r u so talkactive?" he asked unbelieveble.

She grinned childishly "me?? talkative now?? come on..I ain't even talking properly to u!! I used to talk a lot! well before this all happened to me u know.." She replied and fell silent