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⛄⛄Call Me Emi⛄⛄
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Aug 16, 2015 07:39PM
Im shadow. I have another journal, but this is going to have my full story. Not just parts of it. Ill add the link to my old journal later.
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Alright. First of all, i have had three accounts. Which means that i have been on gr for almost a year.Second. I dont like humans. I befriend them, but i dislike most of them.
Third. I sin. And i do not ask for forgiveness. I do not need it. I forgive myself.
Fourth. Parental units are scary things. And do not understand me.
Fifth. If you dont know me, GET TO KNOW ME.
Oh. And i dont mind if u post in my journal.
The following entries were stolen from shadowscar the dragon's lair. Read with care. He can sense if you are reading.
Day 1. August 18, 2014.Today is the first day i joined gr. I didnt do much, just added books that ive read, added friends i know... Etc.
Day 2. August 20, 2014.Today i went to.... A discussion.... I met a girl.... Shes really hot.... Maybe i should like.... Mmmmm.... Forget it. You just met her. We talked a lot though.
Hannah wrote: "the dragon can sense that you're reading it. that's just creepy."I am the dragon. Watch it. O.o
Day 3. August 21, 2014!!!!!I asked her.... She said yass. Ima so happy. I hope we last a long time. :p
Hannah wrote: "Oh, gosh. what do I know????"My full name used to be " shadowscar the terrible" then i changed it to "shadowscar" then now.... Its "shadow"
Day 4. November 1, 2014. Im so happy. We've been on for like ever!
Shes so hot, and shes caring, nice, always there for me. I love her so much.
Hannah wrote: "okie then. I'm at least informed about something now..."Yup.
Give me a minute. These memories are painful. Ima crying a bity rn.
Twinzie don't cry stay strong we're here
And after I said we're here well if she's not me and my cat are
Day 5-12. November, thanksgiving week. 2014My heart. I never knew that you could feel pain in your heart. Im not allowed on gr, bc of bad grades. A whole week has done much. I starve myself. I want her back. But i must go a week without her. If this is love, take it back. I do not wish for such pains. I swiped an orange, just as it went for my mouth, i got caught red-handed. I need that girl before i go to ruins.
Right. Gtg. Bed. C u guys tomorrow.
Your in new mexico, arizona, utah, colorado, wyoming, idaho, or montana. Right?
Crap!!!Day 4 1/2. September 3, 2014
Today was her birthday. She didnt want anything. I wish i was so selfless.
I told u. Everything goes out. Never done that b4. Alright. Now shut it. Im going to dig some more memories out.
Day 13. December 24, 2014.I dont even have a clue what i wanna get that girl for christmas. Shes not helping. She doesnt want anything. But it feels bad to not get her anything....
Im gonna miss emma. Only knew her for a short while, but she was a nice person. And she likes cupcakes.
Day 14. 2 days after christmas.I got the worst christmas present ever. A break up. Promises to stay friends were made though. And i managed. Just barely.
Is okay. I managed. :( just barely.
Day 15. Begin august 2015.We had a big fight. Were not friends anymore. I cant go on. Need help.
Day 16. End august 2015.Started a new relationship. Hope it goes better than the last one.
Shadow~ Join The Dark Side we have waffles. wrote: ":( I gtg but you have my sadness"K bye. I appreciate it, but i dont need sadness. I need strength.
Guess what false alarm and whenever u need my strength u can have it
Okay.False alarm? You dont gtg?
No not yet I thought dinner was done guess not
Oh. :pI have that sometimes too.
Alright. Im back. We settled down. Moving is not fun.
Sorta settled. I took a picture. Profile pictures.
Shadow~ Join The Dark Side we have waffles. wrote: "Lol yea glad ur back"Thanks twin. :p
