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{§ The Animal Inside Of Me Refuses To Hide§ }

*{Ability: 
•Shape Shifting
---- There are those in the world who feel as if they have animals inside of them, ready to lash out at the slightest of instigation. Javier knows this feeling better than anyone.
His ability can mainly constricted down to the transformation of becoming a wolf. Though, I feel it is my obligation to warn you, it would not be a wise thing for you to call him a 'werewolf'. The boy does not believe in such ridiculous fictions.
His senses, even when in his human form, are far beyond those of an average homosapien. His strength surpassing even those of the animals he becomes, along with his surprising agility and endurance.
Eyesight like those of an eagle, he can zoom farther than any pair of manmade binoculars. Night vision that dominates all others. Javier is truly an animal. His anger can sometimes get the best of him, his animal instincts coming to the surface. However, he is not ashamed of this when around most people. Only when a collect few manage to become his friends does he begin to try and hide the emotions inside of him, afraid to hurt someone he cares about.

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{An Angry Front Keeping Others Away; Childish Ways Hiding The Pain And Fear}
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*{Personality : 
-Javier's personality if a bit of a mystery for most. You see, there are a collection of basic faces that he shows to the world, faces that with some though, people may begin to understand. However, the trouble comes when you begin to realize that even these are hiding his true feeling
With most of the humans on this planet, the blonde haired boy is distant and cold, almost cruel at times. He refuses to allow them anywhere near his heart... or even his 'bubble'. Violence is often a solution for him when people try to get too close, and due to his exceptional skills from years of practice, he is almost always the one to win. Most people can sense these things from him before they even attempt to approach him, so they leave the boy be. There are those, however, that have been unfortunate enough to have missed these signs
Then, there is the side of him that he shows once he has found someone to actually care about. These people are few and far between, but are stuck with him forever once discovered. At this stage, Javier can become quite childish, 'glomping' onto them and never letting go. He becomes like a persistent puppy, refusing to leave who no matter how you hurt him. He his loyal to a fault and will protect you with his life.
Strange as it may be, these two side of him are both hiding the same emotions he has hidden down deep inside of his being. The young man is like a scared and insecure child, afraid to be rejected and hated. He has grief following him like a cloud above his head, constant thoughts of what he might have done wrong flashing through his mind at a dizzying speed. He is desperate for a family that he never had, people to accept and love him. He feels everything but tries to show none of it, leaving him in a state that most could not handle. Though, he's not sure if he can, either. Every so often, when it all becomes too much, the boy will find a quiet spot in the woods, away from it all, to simply scream out all of his frustration. It is a fantastical sight, filled with such emotion that it could bring tears to the toughest of eyes.

 
{§ To Be Rejected By Those You Love, It Is Not An Easy Thing §}
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*{History: 
People say that your past defines you. Others say you are in control of who you are. I believe Javier has put those definitions together, so that neither may belong by itself. His past made him who he was, yet he controlled how it might effect him. With a past like his own, some would become bitter and angry at the world, especially those who hurt him, yet Javier has nothing but sorrowful love for those people.
You see, Javier was born into a small village in Japan, where the majority of the town was his family. Everyone knew everyone and his clan was in control of everything. They were slightly power-hungry, and did not want anything threatening their way of life. The new Head especially loved to show off his authority.
When a little boy with soft golden hair was born into the family, everyone flocked in to see him. They cooed as they walked through the door and caught their first sight of him, that is, until they got closer. His features were handsome, no doubt, but he was strange. His eyes a color unlike any they had seen, his hair full and soft like a puppies. When he opened his mouth to giggle, they gasped when they saw tiny little teeth already trying to protrude at his newborn age, sharp like baby fangs.
The Head of the family did not like the little boy so much, and kept a sharp eye on him, scolding him rather severely for every little mistake. Javier grew up into the young age of five, desperate to please his family, of whom continued to grow more and more distant and cold. That was when the beatings began.
The Head began to notice all of the young boys strong points, knowing he would grow up to be a strong and intelligent young man. Though he had already managed to turn most of the village against the child, the current Head still felt threatened. He invited his sister, Javier's mother, to live with him in the main house (where the Head usually lived). If he saw the child simply looking longingly out the windows of the home, watching the other children play, he would take him to the back room to be punished. It grew worse and worse, more open so that the entire village slowly began to know about it, and accept it. They all began to mock him and the other children found it rather fun to torture and mock him.
When he turned ten, the inevitable happened. He was cast from the family and chased out of the village. Running away with tears in his eyes, the boy found solace in the woods surrounding he village. For a year he watched them, too afraid to completely live that life behind. Eventually, however, he realized that he needed to move on. They were better off without him... he had seen his mother smiling and laughing for the first time since he was first born. It was time to go.
Javier left that town, traveling around Japan getting all kinds of odd jobs for food, learning new trades and even finding things he loved. At one point he spent a year with a Sensei in the countryside, working his farm in return for food and shelter. The older man taught him much in the ways of fighting and control, and Javier still practices the things he was taught on a daily basis.
When he turned fifteen, the boy started traveling other countries, learning other cultures and languages. He has grown into a strong and wise young man, searching acceptance from someone who might understand him.

*{Relationship/crush: Ash. He refuses to leave her alone, and secretly, she loves him too. (Another character of mine, this usually changes for stories not involving her)

*{Family:
~Mother: Aimi
~Father: Atsuko 
~Henteko Clan: Family of orphans she was adopted into.

*{Pets:
Daiki: Gray Wolf
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{§ Fear Hidden Deep Inside Of Me, Trying To Show Themselves §}

 


*{Fears:
~[Being Alone]
(view spoiler)[~His memories
~Hurting the people he loves
~Letting down the people he loves
~Letting people see him when he breaks down
~Never finding anyone who accepts him (hide spoiler)]


*{Joys:
~[Protecting those he loves]
(view spoiler)[~Training
~Learning
~Being with the few he lets in
~Making his few friends laugh
~Competition
~Heights
~Other things he refuses to admit... (hide spoiler)]

*{Pet Peeves:
~[Cocky People]
(view spoiler)[~Morning People
~Invasive People
~When people don't treat their animals right
~People who ignore other's emotions
~Bullies (hide spoiler)]

 
{§ Joys To Forget The Pain, These I Try To Fill My Life With §}

 


*{Hobbies:
~[Racing Cars]
(view spoiler)[~Riding motorcycles and/or anything with wheels and a motor
~Learning other languages
~Traveling
~Hiking/Walking
~Running
~Star Gazing
~Anything that involves a thrill (hide spoiler)]

*{Dislikes:
~[Crowds]
(view spoiler)[~Most people
~Sleeping at night
~Being watched
~Being questioned (hide spoiler)]


*{Other: 
[To be edited for every Story]


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