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Second journal. Those this time not posting any anime, more talking about it like a journal. Feel free to post, I'm targeting to post more words.

Next month or this week I'm going to watch the Eleventh Doctor. Then I'm going to start binge watching Planetes and Death Note, and relax because there's no school. I have long days of relaxing ahead of me....

Well let me give a better introduction.

I'm Orchid.

I like to binge-watch anime but have yet to read a manga. I try to fall in love with another fantasy or science-fiction series that's not Harry Potter. My attachment still lingers. I've tried reading Rick Riordan. I stopped half-way through 'The Son of Neptune' because I'm tired of his same lame plot. His characters are too cranky and predictable, and all sooo miserable! They're starting to be like those YA books where everybody is so gorgeous and flawless yet they're logical and unhappy. Let's end my rant there... I love the Hunger Games but the last book disappointed me. Twilight...should I stop there? But anyways, there is so much more books that I need to dip in! I'm reading Inkheart Triology, going to read Mortal Instruments, going to read Divergent, going to read The Selection, going to read Nightfall, and going to read the rest of The 13th Reality series. My goal is to not read to much YA and read more science-fiction, historical-fiction, mystery, fantasy, and suspense. I hate annoying female characters, which are more common and used a girl stereotypes. Hermione Granger, Annabeth Chase, other girls... I love comedy, that is funny.

Other Orchid Things-

My favorite going-to-be tv show is Doctor Who (I actual watch the episodes whenever they air reruns), and my actuals is Regular Show, The Walking Dead, and a hundred million others. I love cats, and books. And anime. Harry Potter is my favorite book. I roleplay.

I will also get to read Sherlock Holmes! Actually start reading the beginning of the Nancy Drew series! Whenever I read a Nancy Drew book I pick up any good one without even reading them in order. Also I want to read Gone Girl, because every mystery book is compared to it!

School again. Well at least this week is Thanksgiving. We're having a celebration at my school, which I never experienced before. I'm trying to find time to read instead of wasting it. Also I have to persist on trying to watch The Eleventh Hour--I completely forgot!!! Again!! I had all weekend, and the holidays is near. Especially black Friday ;)

Trying to finish The Son of Neptune. I swear at times this book gets boring and repetitive. I'm trying to give Rick Riordan a chance, he has a loyal fan base and good reviews...but...

Isn't it the same things as before with different characters and a new situation? But the same plot at hand? I like new unpredictable things (Which I'm not good at finding) and my once admired author is not boring to me

Yeah but in the next book it will most likely be the same thing, and I can't even get through this book!! *whines* I want to finish it but it's just going to be another Riordan plot!! This series isn't the best. I have to put up with these whiny and miserable teenagers, or adults. Whatever. Now I want to read the next books and skip this drain of miserableness. *ends rant*

I'm stubborn. If you like a book I hate, you'll be destroyed. XD Just joking, but I am biased when it comes to my favorite books.

Uhh. I cant update so often on any of my blogs or threads on Goodreads. I read then take care on my day reminding myself to post, then I come back months or days later.

Yo you gotta have friends when you want to roleplay

it's so easy to follow someone's rp and see how entertaining is to watch then do it yourself. some of my favorite memories of rp's is drama happening

It’s funny when the drama starts

I was going back to stuff I did when I was younger and Goodreads came to mind. It's odd looking back at the weird things I said to others and stuff I find really cringe now.

I remember going on this Harry Potter roleplaying group but I wasn't in it for long. It closed down and then another group was made called jk rowling AU where I spent a lot of my time and here. A lot of other groups I was in but these ones is where I spent a lot of time.

I remember just coming here to talk to other people. People I didn't know but my first concept of internet friends. Friends I never knew but I talked to almost daily. It was fun and I remember a lot of people liking me I didn't even realize started to like me.

But it became a point in time where reality set in I was much younger than those around me which they didn't know. I did a lot of stupid things, said crazy stuff I didn't understand was weird at my age >.<, didn't realize to have any tact or how I came off, and it began to suck being on here.

I made a new account to be on seperate from my old one to not receive the stigma I got on my other account. It worked, people were nicer to me and I roleplayed in new groups.

But I forgot what made a breaking point. It's hard to say what it was. I didn't want my account linked back to me I guess. I deleted it. Shortly I came back, but I never really came back. Slowly I used Goodreads less and less. Until I just stopped one day. I came back for sometime but it wasn't how I used to be on it daily.

I moved on and each moment I came back it wouldn't be for long. The app I used to enjoy to come on and talk to all my friend and groups didn't mean as much. It wasn't good for my mental health at the time and it didn't mean anything more to me.

I wonder how all the friends I made on my old account are now. It seems like everyone moved on. People I roleplayed with... Probably in college or in new jobs and such. Probably all moved on from a journal group or a roleplaying group or a novel group for when we had time to read when we were young.

I don't think I should say my old username or say who I was before. I came here to an old journal to revisit the past. Few will recognize this but I really hope everyone who I talked with is doing well. I really enjoyed being with y'all when I was younger.

It was really fun while it lasted. A great time spent with friends I never met.