it's personal discussion

“I don't trust people who don't love themselves and tell me, 'I love you.' ... There is an African saying which is: Be careful when a naked person offers you a shirt.”
― Maya Angelou

Hey, I'm here to write down my feelings if you comment expect either gay jokes about how I'm bisexual, or expect terrible life advice

I outed myself to my school through a joke and now everyone looks super anxious because they are all homophobic, its great

Ouch, I did something like that once accidentally.

Just so that people understand because I feel like I can't speak up for anything without be called racist.

Calling someome Black: Not Racist

Calling someone White: Not Racist

Are these both social constructs: Absolutely

Is reverse racisim real: No, to be racisim is that prejudice, discrimination, or antagonism directed against someone of a different race based on the belief that one's own race is superior.

Black Lives Matter: Doesn't mean all lives don't matter, it just means that we are generally the ones in danger at the moment

Please, don't call me African American, that means that I come from Africa or one of my parents is from the continent not country of Africa, I am a Black Female.

Okay that is good to know cuz I'm always afraid if I say black like describing someone then people will call me racist and I never wanna sound racist

Hey I'm going to start a daily reminder for everyone: I'm a usless gay and somehow got a girl's number

wow congrats

Thank you, I have no idea how but it happened

she sounds interested to you

?? Interested in me or to me?

If it's the former I sure do hope so

oh shit. interested in you. sry

Its all good, but idk i can't tell cuz we all know gays can't read, let alone people

Maybe you should flirt around her more, you know, see if she bites the bait. then you'll know if she's interested or not

We live like miles away tho

Turns out everyone is gay for every one so whoo

Hi Donovan. Nice journal! The title is hilarious. Can I ask a question about being Bisexual? I've sort of been questioning my sexuality for like.. 2 years now? But I'm like hella confused, so can I ask something?

Oh yeah go ahead

Okay, do bisexual people have sexual preferences? I mean i've heard that some bi people like guys more, or like girls more but is that actually true?

Honestly it depends on who you are, yes some people have preferences on who they like, like for instance I am a Bi female but I kind of lean towards guys and that is just my preference, but that doesn't mean I only sort of like guys, its just thats what i prefer. Trust me. I do like girls, and guys, yet bisexual doesnt just mean man and female, because that means that you only believe there are two genders, but thats not true, it just means that bi meaning two, is two genders that you find yourself interested in. You dont even have to use labels I just prefer to.

Thanks! I mean, in all honesty i'm probably heterosexual, but i'm not quite sure. Cause i've always liked guys but recently I think I have this huge crush on a girl in my class, it's all very confusing. Thanks for answering though.

Worse comes to worse, dont use labels just like whoever you want to like

I dont like when people are so about self deprication, but when someone is like actually feeling good about themseleves, others feel the need to pull them down as well, like let them live their life smh

Just a reminder: I'm hella gay, just thought people should know, cuz it's not obvious and cant say it enough

I found a pair of unsucffed doc martins at goodwill for 20 dollars

I bought it

I'm lowkey broke now but thats all good, I love to shop

Donovan ¤ Ayikwazi ukubala ¤ wrote: "I'm lowkey broke now but thats all good, I love to shop"

highkey broke now BUt ThATs OkaY BeCauSE I NeED TO EaT!1!!!1!

Its 1:45 AM rn but I'm awake because I can't stop watching bad K-dramas/C-dramas

Alsow how come in the US we say K-dramas, in Korea do they say something A-dramas?

Hahaha A-dramas

Sounds like ass dramas

What tf is wrong with my mind

Donovan ¤ Ayikwazi ukubala ¤ wrote: "Sounds like ass dramas"

Wow my late night thoughts are not deep at all

I'm like extremely dissapointed in myself

I hate it when people think that just because I don't stand for the flag that means I hate america

I believe it is because I love my country that I will not stand

How am I supposed to stand for a country that is all about justice when they cant even let people in to the land of the free, or treat their civilians with the justice that others get???

And do not think that because I choose to sit down for the flag, it's because i am disrepecting those who servee for the country

Cuz I'm not

People I have known and loved have given their lives for me to be able to live in the house that I live in

But when your friend dies by the hand of those who are supposed to be protecting you!?

When they are put in a dangerous situation with a literal ticking time bomb!?!?!

AND THE POLICE SHOOT THOSE YOU LOVE FOR JUST BUYING A BAG OF SKITTLES AND WEARING A HOODIE!

BUT WANT TO CAPTURE THE ONE WHO KILLED SOMEONE WHO YOU HAVE GROWN UP WITH JUST SO THAT THEY CAN LISTEN TO HIS SIDE OF THE STORY

AND YOU SAY THAT IT ISN'T RACE RELATED!!

HE IS DEAD! 17 AND DEAD AND YOU DID NOTHING

nothing.

HE WAS GOING TO GO TO COLLEGE

HE HAD A LIFE.
A FAMILY!
I WAS PART OF THAT FAMILY!