Addermire Institute (Semi-Advanced) discussion


He approached, setting the food down on an empty counter space and smiling, "I hope you're hungry" his voice was quiet, so as to not disturb the students.
Hyeon looked up briefly upon hearing the noise at the door. He sighed. Clearly, Foster wasn't going to give up so easily. "I'm busy. I have assignments to mark, and these kids need peace and quiet to study." His room was a common place to go if students needed to study in peace, because he was usually always in there and more than willing to throw out noisy students. "'I'll eat later." He turned away, glancing up at the students to see if any of them were paying attention, but they were all deep in study. "Just go, before you disturb them." Hyeon returned to marking the essay he was currently looking at, silent save for the occasional mutter of 'what the hell are they saying' or similar. He scribbled down an asterisk beside the student's name on the roll, then moved on to the next.
Hyeon shook his head. "I'll eat later," he repeated, frustrated. "You're ruining my focus." He started reading the next essay, but at Foster's comment he stopped and looked up again. "I don't need to eat right now, and if you're going to be condescending then you can leave." He sighed, and returned to struggling understand what the student who'd written this was trying to communicate. Hyeon was, for the first time in a while, severely questioning his students' writing ability. "What the hell are you even arguing," he mumbled, scribbling down a fluent, but what's your point? in the margin.
Hyeon pointed wordlessly at the stack of essays beside him, then returned to mumbling in frustration at the essay. Once it was finished, he looked up again. "I've eaten something today, it's fine. I'll eat when these kids go to class." Most of them didn't have class for another hour or two, but Foster didn't know that. Lunch break was nearly over, so hopefully he'd assume that Hyeon would eat soon and thus leave him alone.
Hyeon deftly pulled the essay away from Foster and put it back on the pile. "Don't touch." He ignored the questions, dropping his head further to focus on what he was reading. Why do you refuse to take care of yourself? The question was familiar, and not in a good way. It had been centuries since he'd last heard anyone say that, and the words hit home painfully. Memories he'd pushed down, memories he'd avoided remembering, fragments of older thoughts that he'd forgotten a long time ago – all these drifted back with those words. Unable to focus, he turned away in frustration – not daring to slam his pen down, he didn't want to draw attention to it. "Just go away."
<< we can do a timeskip?
cause i was thinking this becomes a daily occurrence, with Foster bringing Hyeon food and all >>
Hyeon ignored him, returning to marking the paper. He might come back to the food in a few hours, if he wasn't working. He felt vaguely guilty that Foster had given up, but thinking about that brought back the memories — so he returned to working. (A few hours later, once the last of the students had left, he did eat, before returning to marking papers — where he remained for most of the night.)
— skip —
When Hyeon woke the next morning, he was still sitting at his desk. Probably not the smartest idea, all things considered, but he'd gotten good at finding positions that didn't harm his back. He couldn't recall when he'd fallen asleep, but he suspected he'd gotten several hours of sleep judging by the lack of fatigue. He raised his head slowly and winced immediately. The windows had no curtains or blinds, and the dawn sun was hitting him right in the face — one of the only reasons he ever slept in his own bed, since his apartment had blinds that kept out most of the light during the day.how would foster react to hyeon sleeping in the classroom
Seeing Hyeon sleeping in the classroom stirred something within him, he stood there in front of the desk, brows furrowed as he slowly set the food down, opening the lid and sliding the thermos down next to it - one he'd taken from Hyeon's fridge before he'd left. "You're an incredibly unhealthy person, Hyeon" Foster spoke after several moments of silence, folding his arms over his chest.
Hyeon blinked in the sudden shade. "Don't move, you're in the perfect spot to block the sun," he said, yawning. "And I'm really not that bad, I got a decent amount of sleep." He reached for the food, ignoring the thermos – he probably did need some, but he'd rather put it off for as long as possible. "Thanks," he added. "For this, and for yesterday. And for the record, I did eat it."
Hyeon sighed and shook his head. "Surprisingly enough, sleeping in a chair's not that uncomfortable. So long as my back's straight. And it's less effort than walking all the way to my apartment." He pushed the thermos away, then pulled a stack of exams from one of the desk drawers and a pile of essays from another. The exams were to hand back to the next class, and he needed to check over them and make sure everything added up – but the essays were completely unmarked. "I really need to get blinds for this room," he mumbled, wincing as he moved his chair slightly and the light hit his eyes again.
"I sleep at home occasionally," Hyeon retorted. "But my schedule is a mess, so it's hard to find the time." Possibly that was his own fault, for letting them timetable his classes such that there was less than a five-hour gap between most of them. He never really slept much, though, even before he became a vampire. "And I'm probably semi-insomniac or something," he added. He stared at the paper in front of him, thinking. Foster was so stubbornly taking care of him – but why? Why was he so invested in Hyeon's wellbeing? And how much longer would it last? He didn't realise that his fangs had slipped out – as they tended to do during times of high emotion or confusion.
Hyeon nodded, pulling a bottle from under his desk – although he was fairly sure the water inside was several days old, it was probably still drinkable. "Why?" he asked, only vaguely curious. He yawned again – clearly several hours of sleep wasn't enough to fix is fatigue – and raised his hand to cover his mouth, then winced as it scraped against his fangs. "Oh, bloody hell," he mumbled, reaching for the thermos. "Can't the stupid damn things just let me live." He made a face at the scent of blood that became apparent after he took the lid off, not quite motivated enough to actually drink it.
Hyeon shrugged. "There's probably someone out there who knows how all this works, but I manage well enough." He didn't, not really, but given that he'd never had anyone to explain it to him he would argue he'd done quite well to survive this long. As the ivy grew over the window, dimming the light, Hyeon sighed with relief. "Thanks."
"I mean, I've figured out stuff through trial and error – how long I can go without feeding or eating, don't walk outside in the middle of the day, basic stuff. But control, other abilities? No idea." Staring at the thermos beside him, Hyeon sighed and buried his face in his arms. "I hate blood." Maybe there was some secret way of making it taste good that he didn't know about, but he suspected that most vampires just had weird tastebuds to start with.
Hyeon glanced up at him. "I'd never thought of that. I don't know. It's probably the most effective, though – I mean, legends always come from somewhere." He sighed and took the container back, staring at the contents for a few seconds, then raised it to his lips and downed as much as he could without gagging – about a single mouthful. "It just tastes like mucus and iron. Disgusting, but could be worse, could taste like squash."
There were a million different things Hyeon could have done to try to make his life easier. He could have actually looked for a vampire who knew something about how their species worked, he could have tried to find the one who turned him – hell, he could even have just read a book about the damn things and compared its accuracy with real life. But he'd never wanted to understand this, and all his life he'd done the best he could to avoid even thinking about what he was. "I don't know anyone I could ask, but there might be someone in the city." He didn't have time to search, what with classes and all, but he could ask someone else to do it for him if he had to.
Hyeon looked down at the paper before him. "I did. My turning was the vampire equivalent of a hit and run–" he smiled, wryly, "– and whoever it was never bothered to come back to help me. I hated what I was because it alienated me from my family – although it didn't, really, only death stopped my sister from pestering me – and because I didn't understand it." He heaved a sigh. "I still do, I guess – but I've been around so long I don't even know how long it's been, and it's around the thousand-year mark that the hatred starts getting tired. There's only so long anyone can remain stubborn for." He picked up his pen and continued marking. The next class wouldn't be getting their exams back today, judging by the pile he had to get through.
Hyeon didn't bother to look up. "Nah, it's fine. They can just wait to get their exams back, it won't kill them." Given that they'd only done it a few days ago, it wouldn't be entirely unreasonable for them to wait a little longer to get it back. Though now that the deep conversation was over, he could focus more. "How many ways can you misspell one name," he mumbled exasperatedly, scribbling down a note on the roll to check if that kid had reading problems. It wouldn't be the first time people had assumed that a kid was just a bad speller and they turned out to be dyslexic. But it also wouldn't be the first time that someone was just a really bad speller. And quite a few of the kids weren't writing in their first language, too.
"Thanks for the food." Hyeon felt like he should say something more, but he didn't know what. He figured it was better to keep silent than to say something that made things awkward. He slid the exam to one side and began checking through the next, marking spelling errors he'd missed the first time.
time skip?
Hyeon looked up upon hearing Foster enter the room and stood, scraping a piece of chalk down the board behind him. "Alright, kids, off you go. It's basically lunch time, go socialise. You need a break from studying." So sure, maybe his motives were mostly wanting to talk to Foster, but they didn't need to know that. He glared at the student who looked suspiciously like they were implying something he didn't want them to imply, and pulled a seat over towards the desk. "You didn't have to go to this much effort, you know," he said.
He was impressed though, that Hyeon had made time for this lunch. It was progress - he decided. It was at least better than watching the man bury himself in papers and waste away. As he studied the situation he couldn't help but wonder if... perhaps this was a date. He didn't speak up though, quickly looking away.
Hyeon stared down at the food, thinking — probably too much, but that was what he did best. "But why? Why bother when you don't even know if I'll actually care? It's not as though you're getting paid to do it, and you don't exactly get much out of it." He felt awkward, like a burden, and no matter how much he knew that Foster could simply not bother if it was a problem he couldn't help but feel as though the other pitied him and felt that he had to do this.