The first draft of anything is shit. It is my favorite Hemingway quote, and and if even he felt that way you can have doubt too.
Just get it down on paper. Be fearless, take risks some of them will payoff. You really just want to get the clay on the table so you can begin to massage the details into place. Add that foreshadowing that you did not see before. Only you will see the mess. So just throw the words together and get it to sorting. It is how we all start. No one writes a novel in one try.
Mistakes make us better, don't be afraid of them. They reward you.
Just get it down on paper. Be fearless, take risks some of them will payoff. You really just want to get the clay on the table so you can begin to massage the details into place. Add that foreshadowing that you did not see before. Only you will see the mess. So just throw the words together and get it to sorting. It is how we all start. No one writes a novel in one try.
Mistakes make us better, don't be afraid of them. They reward you.
Get To Writing!
Steven Lost