⚡ THE RANT ⚡ discussion

I don't mind if you guys comment on the posts in this group x

Ever get the feeling like you just NEED to punch someone in the face?

Great.

Come one down and smack me then...my fam' sure is acting like I need it.

Argh! What the actual hell did I even do?! I'll tell you what...MY GODDAMN ESSAYS FOR SCHOOL! And now I'm in a pile of trouble deeper than the Nile?

How did THAT happen!?

I mean, I love my family, but their a LOT of work. I don't know how I'm gonna even fit all this in one rant!

My brother (16) tends to take the total piss out of me for not having many friends or having kissed anyone - oh, I'm sorry, I forgot that it was 100% totally your business what I do and who my friends are?

My little sister (age 12 and I'm 15 btw) takes every chance we're alone to be as big a bitch as she can. If I say something as innocent as 'hey there sweetie, pass the salt please?' I guarantee you that she will say... 'Fuck that. Why should I do that for you? What am I going to get out of it?' Or there's the old chestnut of saying 'Why?' A fucking THOUSAND times to be a dick.

Then there's my mum (a small bit about her in the other thread) I'll repeat what I said. I got a puppy recently to help with my disabilities (their pretty severe tbh but I don't ponder on them - there are worse off people, you know c: ) anyway, mum keeps trying to find any thing she can to get rid of him (reminding me at every turn that I'm a horrible mum, am GOING to be a shit mum to real kids, and that I'm playing up on my disabilities - WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, GIRL? Way to strike below the belt, considering we both know that I can't EVEN HAVE KIDS!

Ugh! Selfish bitch! As long as she's alright, the world can keep turning...

Granted, the entire family has been under enormous stress since my great uncle (practically my real uncle) and Papa both have terminal cancer. Playing the waiting game.

It's a pretty shitty game tbh; wouldn't recommend it.

*sigh*

Think that's me done for now.

Still fuming, but I'm glad to have it out of my system :) x

Quote of the day from mum-
"Thanks to you, nice mum is gone. She's dead and buried. Welcome to living in hell with me."

...kinda thought I already was, tbh. Or close to it anyway.

I appreciate that you value my opinion...asshat -.-

Why are you ignoring me?! YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND! 3

"You think you're little miss perfect"

Sure I do, that's why I strive for everyone else approval, why I hate everything about myself, why I've never had a boyfriend and why I have very few friends.

Yeah...EVER SO PERFECT!!!!

Go suck a cactus.

Not gonna lie, it kinda bugs me that you're the 'pretty one'...

Erryn_x wrote: ""You think you're little miss perfect"

Sure I do, that's why I strive for everyone else approval, why I hate everything about myself, why I've never had a boyfriend and why I have very few friends..."

Haha that last line! XD

Proud of it tbh ;) x

Lol

Nobody seemed to care much...but Im SO PROUD of my history grade - considering it's the career path I want to pursue, I couldn't have been happier with my 100% :')

And here's my bad news...Papa and Uncle Peter are definitely on the way out. Cancer definitely knows how to play a winning game...and did I mention how much the waiting game sucks ass?

Most stressful day of school I've ever had in my life...

•controlled assessment for English
•maths test
•biology test
•Spanish oral
•...and a history comprehension.

Everything (except the class tests is going towards my GCSEs

...and also; pretty sure I flunked my History today...which wasn't my best move considering I want to be a historian :P

Y.O.L.O.

The following rants will appear alot...

I have to get all if this off of my chest or I'll break. There are two people in my family that are terminally ill and I was dealing with that fact just fine...until we were told neither will see Christmas. That was all I wanted - one last day filled with love and fun, with my two favourite guys.

I'm really quite ill atm with gastroenteritis (the doctor thought it was a bladder infection so it got worse while I was being treated for that..moron) and can't really do or actually remember much. BUT STILL i emailed teachers for work (since I'm doing GCSE'S I don't want to fall behind) but did anyone reply? Nope. Nada. Zilch. Zero.

Not a damn one of the selfish pricks (pardon me français)

There's _____ too, god, I'm so worried about you. You had bad depression in which you cut yourself and that led...to two other things...but you know? With everything going on, I am so afraid - more afraid than I've ever been - that you're heading back to that dark place again.

You both have days left to live -
and Christmas is in 2 days...

Worst.

Gift.

EVER!

(Fucking hell!!!)

So thats that.

I mean, I know that you're better on there..but UGH! How are we supposed to act normally without seeing you're cheeky grin and hearing you're pervy jokes?

How does someone get past that?

Truth is...we don't. We grieve to get past the initial pain, and make it easier to live; but we never get over the person, never forget xox

So, the thing is...you're my sister. You know I have a SERIOUS fear of clowns.

...yet...

You insist on watching shitty TV shows with clowns in every scene! Selfish cow!!!!

Clowns??

They're awful. Everything about them.

The makeup. The clothes. The fucked up car. The way they never stay in one place for too long. The smile. The eyes!


...The fact they lure children in...AND NOBODY CARES!

Just everything.

I've had the phobia for a while - that's why earlier really got on my wick :l

SOMEHOW ANYTHING I DO TO BE NICE/KIND/SWEET ... BACKFIRES ON ME LIKE AN OLD CAR!

me too :(

Ugh...so stressful Dragon :| x

No. No. Nonononono. NO.

Hell freaking NO god dammit!

Not again.

Not you.

Not this

That's how this is working?

I stand up for myself ONE FUCKING TIME and get called a selfish, evil bully? Cool.

Cool. Okay. Yeah....cool.

Whatever.

I'm so done with this. I'm so done with you and her. I'm out of here!!