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Julia
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Nov 18, 2014 03:10PM
hey :)
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Here's my lovely story. This was a girl who loved everyone who cared about anyone and who was so thoughtful she should be a noble peace prize winner
message 859: by Nikki 45 minutes ago
Nikki | 32 comments I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING!!!!! LIKE ANYTHING AT ALL!!!! I WAS ALWAYS THERE!!!!! WED BEEN FRIENDS FOR YEARS!!!!! I SAT BY HER EVERY LUNCH PERIOD I PICKED UP EVERY CALL I READ EVERY BOOK AND BELTED EVERY SONG AND I WENT STARGAZING AND SHITZ AND SHE NEVER JUST STOPPED AND TOLD ME SHE WAS SUFFEREING AND HURTING AND BEING HURT AND ALL THAT SHITZ!!!! NO SHE JUST LEFT KE TO FIND HER BLOODY AND BEATEN TO DEATH!!!! WHY COULDNT SHE OUT RIGHT AND SAID THAT SHE DESPERATELY NEEDED ME WHEN SHE WAS TEXTING ME THAT NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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message 860: by ♫✯Aria loves #Emison✯♫ *Emmi* (see I shortened my name!!) 42 minutes ago
♫✯Aria loves #Emison✯♫ *Emmi* (see I shortened my name!!) | 169 commentsNikki wrote: "I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING!!!!! LIKE ANYTHING AT ALL!!!! I WAS ALWAYS THERE!!!!! WED BEEN FRIENDS FOR YEARS!!!!! I SAT BY HER EVERY LUNCH PERIOD I PICKED UP EVERY CALL I READ ..."
wait. did she.. how did It happen? oh god that's insensitive...
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message 861: by ~ Fallen Catalyst ~ Is anyone listening? Is anyone around to see? ~ 38 minutes ago
~ Fallen Catalyst ~ Is anyone listening? Is anyone around to see? ~ | 418 comments I'm sorry for asking but how did she die?
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message 862: by Nikki 35 minutes ago
Nikki | 32 comments I don't know exactly what happened but I decided to drop the case about it. Right now it's just classified as unknown or car accident or something
This is what I sent to someone the first time I ranted
She texted me. She texted me at 9:27. She asked me to go over. I didn't think anything was wrong. Just Nikki being persistent that we watched the stars. So I went to bed. And I woke up the next morning strangely cheerful. So I went out early to pick up Nikki and walk with her to school rather than take the bus (which meant being late to first period but who cares?) and I reached her apartment and her light wasn't on. First clue. Nikki always had her light on so I knew she was up (we walked a lot) it was rare for her to not be up at the time. The second sign was that the window was almost closed and her blinds were down. I broke in anyways thinking that maybe her alarm didn't go off or it was some sort of trick.
She left me with my best and worst memories. Do you know what it feels like to practically skip to your best friends house on a Monday morning so that you can ride the bus together? To feel that something's wrong because the lite isn't shining in her bedroom window? To climb through the open window and stand in horror to see her body sprawled across floor, half naked and bloody? I just can't
I don't really want to rewrite it. Hurt like hell the first time.
Nikki wrote: "Here's my lovely story. This was a girl who loved everyone who cared about anyone and who was so thoughtful she should be a noble peace prize winner
message 859: by Nikki 45 minutes ago
Nikki..."
wow :o
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