Donuts and Paperclips discussion

I haven't been writing as much poetry lately but I want to start again, so once I do I will post them here ^.^

I want to know
What I can do
To fix this slow
Burning of my heart

Is there a cure?
Is this something
That will ever disappear?
Because I feel stuck

Stuck in a place
No one can reach
Running a race
I can never win

The one thing I love
Is slipping through my grasp
A lovely white dove
Traveling beyond my sight

I need a hand
Someone to help me through
This painful land
To a brighter, stronger world

The dripping of rain
The streak of a tear
It's basically the same
To anyone that is near

There is only one
That can infinitely tell
The difference between
The two that fell

The dripping of rain
The streak of a tear
You turn your face down
Hiding from anyone who may hear

A spark exists
But only you can see
What could happen
What is truly meant to be

The dripping of rain
The streak of a tear
Just keep struggling through
A new beginning is almost here

I never knew
What it meant
To be truly nervous

I never knew
What it meant
To have someone

I never knew
What it meant
To be given a chance

But now --
Now I know --
Know how it feels

I now know
What it means
To have it all

I now know
What it means
To lose it all

I wrote more of these today. However I don't think I'm going to share those ones...

Multiple days
I sat and wondered
Thoughts racing faster
As my heart thundered

It seemed all in vain
My wishful thinking
But now I find
Nothing is really sinking

My wildest dreams
Just within reach
I'm nearly there
It's no longer just a speech

To say I'm happy
Would be an understatement
I'm ecstatic, joyful, excited
You name it

One of these days
I'll show you
My dreams
Really will come true

Tears,
Dripping, spilling, flowing
Unable to stop

Feelings,
Consuming, overpowering, entrapping
Unable to be controlled

Dreams,
Grasping, clutching, yearning
Unable to be attained

So much to write poems about right now...but I can bring myself to put a pen to paper.

Can't*

There's no colour
Everything is black
Everything is white
The beauty in life
Turned into a mottled grey
Nothing has value
Everything is dull
Everything is bland
My motivation
Has withered away
Here I stand
Amid vibrant people
Fading
Fading
Fading into the background

It's so easy,
Forgetting
It's so simple,
Fading
Standing amongst
A group of people,
Invisible
All I ask
All I need
Is please don't
Forget about me

Life changing
Becoming all new
Fingers grasping
Clutching the old
Soul's hoping
Wishing for better
Heart's yearning
Missing things before

These are amazing!!!

Thank you :)