The Academy for Goddesses and Gods discussion

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(((view spoiler)[ (hide spoiler)] I can't really see your side, sadly, because I can't go to the site, buuut...Yeah, this is it.))

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Killian made a tiny gasp at the sight of the room, tears pricking his eyes. He didn't know why he was so emotional, but maybe it was because it was so beautiful....Something he wasn't used to.

Killian blinked away the tears. "That bad?" he asked softly, having only looked at the wound once.

((I forgot to reply to this earlier, so I am now, but just act like he said this right before they walked in the room:))

Calanthe wrote: ""Good." He sighed, "So uhm, what is that thing?" He motioned to Karma, "It looks a bit interesting. . .""

"Ah, he's uh-" Killian paused. "I guess he's kind of like a monster..." he murmured. Karma just shrieked with laughter.

Calanthe wrote: "Bennet grabbed some rubbing alcohol, "Really bad, but nothing that I can't fix." He gently cleaned his wounds then applied new bandages, "There, do you feel a bit better now?""

Killian nodded. "A bit..." Karma made a sound that sounded angry, seeming like he wasn't too happy about Killian's wound being cleaned.

Karma rolled around, seeming to be having a temper tantrum, shrieking in rage. Killian stared at Bennet, surprised. "You- you-" he rasped, but decided to just gape at him.

Killian looked down. "I mean- nothing, sorry...." he murmured. Karma was currently trying to take down Moose angrily, making high pitched screaming sounds that gave Killian a headache.

((I changed what Killian's side of the room looks like))

Killian sighed and stared at Karma. "He just needs to tire himself out..." he said, holding out his arm. "And best way to do that is give him something to do so he doesn't ruin anything..." Karma jerked his head up and he jumped onto Killian's arm, digging his claws in, his sounds of anger diminishing. Killian flinched, but let Karma do as he pleased.

((Did you have a good night?))

Killian shook his head, still watching Karma. "He already knows who's boss....And it's not me..." Then he looked up to look at Bennet. "But- you don't have to keep helping me...I know how to bandage a few scars," he murmured, guilty. He didn't wanna make Bennet tired of him....But it wasn't easy to not get hurt when you've lived your whole life having Karma on your shoulders - literally. He felt that maybe he did something that made him deserve the pain he was enduring now. And it may seem foolish, but if that theory was correct, it wasn't right to make it stop.

((Aw....wanna talk about it?))

Killian had jumped at the explosian and was now hugging himself, shaking a bit. "Y-yeah..." he rasped, nodding. Karma squeaked, but that was about it.

Killian made a small smile, watching Moose and Bennet. "He's cute.." he murmured, indicating to Moose.

Killian looked Karma who had tired himself out and was sleeping, hooked to Killian's arm. He sighed then, and oddly enough, had the sudden urge to hide under blankets. He didn't sleep with blankets, but if he did, he was sure he'd enjoy it.

Killian decided to get up and go to the mall. He needed new outfits, and it would good for him to get out.

Killian walked in, knocking gently on the door. "Are you- Are you okay..?" he asked softly, timidly walking over to Bennet's bed, not sure if it was okay for him to sit down, so he just stood ther, fidgeting.

Killian shyly sat down next to Bennet. "...Well you're not..." he rasped, trying to make eye contact with him, but the urge to look down was too strong, so he did.

Killian almost instantly paled. "N-no, you- why would you hate yourself?" he asked, not believing. Bennet was perfect. He was everything Killian wasn't.

Killian knew it was out of line. He knew he shouldn't of done it, but he couldn't help it. He hugged Bennet so fast he knocked them over. "I- I'm sorry, but you can't just-" He cut himself off, realizing those weren't the right words as tears blurred his vision. "Please don't give up..." he mumbled. "P-please hold on..."

"B-beacause I care about you too..." Killian mumbled, trying not to meet Bennet's eyes. He was blushing red, the fact that he was hugging Bennet dawning on him, but he didn't let go.

Killian did look at Bennet at this. "Hate you? Bennet, I love you!" Then he froze. It had just slipped out. He hadn't meant to say it. He let go of Bennet quickly, backing up, scared. "I- I didn't mean to- I- I just- I-" But there was nothing he could say, and he just dropped his gaze.

Killian's brows furrowed, and he slowly went back over to Bennet. "I get that feeling....But you have to believe me when I say....You're perfect," he rasped, and Karma shrieked and tugged on his hair roughly, which made Killian wince, but he mostly ignored it.

Killian seemed to turn even more red, if it was even possible. He timidly went to sit beside Bennet. "I- I'm not perfect though....I'm...I'm pathetic..." he mumbled.

Killian just gaped, not even knowing what to say. He stared at Bennet with wide eyes. Finally, after a while, he knew he couldn't just stare anymore, so he looked down and messed with the new bandage on his arm. "You- you make me happy too..." Those were odd words coming from him. Did he even know what happiness was?

Killian jumped, having not noticed the blood. He looked down. "Oh- I didn't notice..." he murmured.

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Killian looked extremely frightened. "It's going to sting..?" He mostly didn't mind pain too much, but he hated the feeling of being stung.

Killian immidiently grabbed Bennet's hand, watching him wipe up the blood. "I- I'm sorry.."

Killian made a tiny squeak-like sound, not expecting that. He stared at Bennet, not even remembering the sting of the rubbing alcohol. "You-" But he didn't know how to finish that sentence, so he didn't.

Killian didn't respond for a moment, too in shock. Then he snapped out of it and nodded vigerously. "Y-yes!!!" Then he blushed, voice a lot more excited than he had intended for it to be. "I- I mean- of course.." he said more softly, trying to control his excitement.

Killian made a surprised noise, but obviously, it was muffled. He didn't know what to do. He was freaking out. He'd never been kissed before. How did one even kiss back!? Was there rules to this kind of thing? What if he was doing it wrong? What if Bennet never wanted to talk to him ever again because he'd never been kissed!? What was he supposed to do!?

((Talk about overthinking.))

Killian was frozen for a moment, still shocked about the kiss. Then he blinked, and snapped out of it, looking over at Bennet. "Th-then you haven't met many guys..." he murmured.

"You're just saying that, aren't you?" Killian asked hesitantly.

Killian paused, trying to think of a reason. But he couldn't, and he sighed. "You wouldn't...?" His voice was hopeful, and his face was flushed at the realization that he was just called cute.

Killian smiled a little, and then hesitated before leaning forward and gently kissing Bennet's cheek. Then he realized that he'd just kissed Bennet's cheek, and turned the color of a tomato. "I- I- I'm sorry!"

All Killian could say was a small, "Okay..." He bit his lip absent-mindedly, not really knowing what to do. He looked away from Bennet. "I- I really do like you.." he mumbled. He didn't know why he said it, but he did.

Killian furrowed his brow, curious. So, watching Bennet to make sure it was alright, he slowly laid down on Bennet's bed next to him, then made a sound of pure happiness. It really was soft! It was the softest thing he'd ever felt.

Killian paused, paling. "I- uh- just- h-hung around, I guess..." he lied, voice hoarse. He started nervously scratching at his neck, an old habit he had.

Killian flushed at being caught lying. "I- uh- no, it's just a habit..." he mumbled, not stopping his scratching - if anything, he scratched even more.

Karma shrieked in rage, trying to claw at Moose. Killian winced at the sound, but he nodded at Bennet. "O-okay.."

Karma watched Moose with his hollow white eyes. He crept close, head cocked to the side.

Karma made a low snarling sound, claws out.

Killian watched. "I think you should pull Moose away..." he mumbled, before dumbly trying to grab Karma - this got him bit, to which he yelped, and pulled his hands away.

Killian sighed. "I- I don't much have a choice....Last time I left him on the street when I was ten, he came back and bit my neck....But he was in a different form then..." he mumbled, tenderly touching the bandage on his neck. "He follows me around - I've been with him as long as I can remember..."

Killian slumped over. "He could - the problem is if he wants to..."

Karma shrieked and Killian winced. "I don't- .....I don't really know what he likes to eat.....I've never seen him eat..." he said, voice just above a whisper.

Killian stared at Bennet. "Wh-what is it...?" he asked hesitantly, looking at Karma warily.

Karma shrieked in anger, rolling around and having a hissy fit. Killian watched Karma. looking a bit frightened. He really was a demon. It made sense, but still. He'd spent all his life with a demon on his shoulder. Great.