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{RP}

Shadesong sprinted through the forrest, But not after long she triped over, sending her face forst into the ground. Shadesong got up and paniced, Im lost!

Bloodstar kept following Shadesong's scent. "Stop! Please, stop! Shadesong! Where are you?" Fear was loud and clear in his voice. Oof! He fell into a tree and... "Ow," He mumbled as he felt a sting on the left side of his jaw. He laid down on his side, growing very tired after running so far. "Forget it..." He growled to himself. "She left..." That's when his brother came into his mind. "I'm all alone again..."

"Help!" Shadesong whismered as She was even more lost and had her paw stuck in a thorn bush. "Someone?!" She called again. Yanking her paw out, it only made it bleed. "Ouch..." She whispered to herself. Her ears twiched as she heard Bloodstars voice

I can't give up this time. I just can't. Bloodstar stood up again and tried to find Shadesong's scent again. "Shadesong? Where are you? It's Bloodstar..." He called around. Where is she?

Shadesong shivvered, Why did you do that to Ashpelt? Is it because me? Becaue we fought? Because I came into killclan? Did I make you kill her!? QUestions where racing in her head, but she would starve, not knowing how to hunt and Being lost, there was only on ething she would do. "BLOODSTAR!?" She shouted with all her might. Shadesong still like Bloodstar for who he was, but was a little uneasy.

"Shadesong!" Relief replaced most of the fear and worry in his voice. He bolted after the sound of her voice and he was more than happy when he found her. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He whimpered, almost breaking into tears. "A Dark Forest cat promised to let me go...to have a normal life. She said to kill you, but I could never do that. Apparently the only other cat was my irritating deputy, Ashpelt. I didn't want to kill anyone, but live without the Dark Forest? It's a dream come true..."

As Shadesong song stood there, While Bloodstar was going to saying "Im sorry." She looked blankly at him, Then she burst out into trears almost as Bloodstar finished, "Thats Overkill! You killed Ashpelt- You would have a nother cat DIE Just so you Cant SUFFER!? She cryed more, drooping her head. It was unlike her to go crazy shouting. "I'm sorry." She whispered to him, wanting to take very word back.

((Such a copple))

Bloodstar gently pulled out her paw and padded away. "It's fine...it's about time someone said that to me..." He sighed and let his head droop. "Maybe I should end my lives. I'm not worthy of living. I'm not worthy of anything. Let's face it: I should've ended this whole thing before I became deputy. Dustlight wouldn't died, Darkflame wouldn't've run away..." Drowning... No, drowning isn't painful...at least I don't think it is. "Do you know any tall cliffs?" He murmured.

ℭґїмṧøη | Berrywhisker/Berrystar wrote: "((Such a copple))"

((Eh?))

"Yes, Its a tall cliff called life and sometimes you fall, Witch is why you climb back up." She said to him. Shadesong limped to Bloodstar. "And theres an ocean atthe bottom, and ocean thats very big, then there a little ring in the middle." She closed her eyes, "You getting your head through that ring is the Percentige you getting a life like this again." (Not religous)

"and your life is nice. Not like a Kittypets, or a mouse."

((Are you talking about reincarnation? O.o ))

"I'm not quite sure a mouse has a good life when it's being hunted," Bloodstar chuckled.

((idk, Just heard it while day dream in RS.))

"No..." Shadesong smiled, but still a little frightend. "So...?"

((RS? What does that mean?))

Bloodstar sighed and laid down on his side. He shrugged and winced when he felt pain in jaw again. "I think I scraped my jaw on that tree..." He mewed and looked around for something that he could see his jaw in. Puddle. I need a puddle.

"I think I sprained my paw." She said, holding it up above Bloodstars face so he would see.

((RS? Religous Studdys(sp) ))

((Ah, ok.))

Bloodstar nodded. "All I know is that you need to clean it off with water, and marigold on it, then cobweb... I know more about medicine than your normal Clan cat, but not that much. I spent a lot of time in the Medicine Den as an apprentice. I was ordered to help the medicine cat..."

Shadesong looked around, Knowing what a Cobweb was, but nothing else. She looked around for...Something like honney...? and water. Then Shadesong spotted so bright red berrys, "What are theses?" She said, picking one of with her mouth. Not knowing if she ate them she would die, because they are death berrys. Shadsong stood there, holding them in her mouth asking what they where.

"No, no, no!" Bloodstar jumped up and pulled the out of her mouth. "Those are Deathberries, also know as Yew. These things can kill you within minutes..." His eyes were wide.

Instandly Shadesong stuck her toung out, not letting it touch anything. She started to panick. "What Now!?" She said, with her tough still out.

"Just as long as you didn't bite into it, you'll be ok," Bloodstar mewed calmly.

"oh." Shadesong said. "Right." She looked around the forrest, covvered in all sorts of flowers and berrys. She was taken by surpirse how quickly the bloodstar that she saw murder Ashpelt vahished. But she still though it was her falt. "Bloodstar? I hade no have joined Killclan, Then would you have not murdered Ashpelt.

"He still would've done it even if you didn't join. I'm tired of him and having the Dark Forest pestering me with "Kill this one", "Kill that one"... I'm not the murderer anymore. I've regretted everything I've let him do ever since I got to the [Moonstone? Moonpool?] to get my nine lives," Bloodstar sat down. "I've completely changed,"

"How would I know, all I know is your a sweet cat who murders random inncont one." Shesong shurged. "Wait! You actualy killed her!? Like, Dead!?"

Bloodstar's eyes sparkled with hurt. "Yes, she'd dead, but I didn't kill her! It was the other side me... Stop blaming the Bloodstar that you see now. The Bloodstar you saw kill Ashpelt wasn't this one,"

"You look that same, you act the same and hes a part of you, meaning his Is you." She mumbld under her breath. "What will Midnightshimmer do? I know I have not been here for long, By you must care about what shes going to fell like, how the clans going to feel." Shadesong song said.

"Stop! Stop! Stop asking these questions!" Bloodstar backed up and shook his head. "I don't know how I feel about anyone! I want someone to tell me to how to know I feel about everyone... The only feeling I know is sadness. I want to forget want it feels like. I want to know want happiness feels like... I don't want to be depressed for the rest of my life,"

Shadesong Instantly covered her paws over her eyes, and crouched on the ground, She was sceard the Bloodstar might attact. I wasnt asking you questions, I was asking you for answeres...

"I'm not going to attack you," Bloodstar sighed, trying to calm down and try to not find ways to kill himself with. He hated to be asked this stuff... "Why can't you just understand? I have two alters. Two Personalities. It's not normal, and I've never told anyone... Do you want me dead or alive? It's only fair to ask you something, and I want an opinion from a Clan-mate who hates me. You obviously hate me,"

Shadesong moved a paw from her eye, then sat up. Looking at Bloodstar. Then she nodded her head. "I want you to live. But not let other cats die so you cant suffer. I want you to hunt, but not shred blood of other cats. I want you to Fight, but not kill. Bloodstar, I Want you to live with your eyes closed for once and let the cats around you gide you. Insted of you opening them to what you Want to see, not what you Need to see." Shadesong said carmly.

"I am not a killer! I'm weak! I'm probably the stupidest and everyone knows it...Sure, I was in my body when Ashpelt was killed, but the murderer was my other alter or whatever you want to call it. I, the weak Bloodstar, was stuck in a cage and he, the killer, was free. he could've anycat he wanted to kill even if he didn't have permission. I promise I won't let him come back. And I've always been trying to do that, but it doesn't work that way! I need someone to help me... I wake up from nightmares every night. My Clan dies every time I dream... I don't want to put them in that danger. That's why have to go, like it or not. Give me one reason why I shouldn't kill myself. Nothing of what you said so far has changed my mind. Give me something that will stab me right in the heart."

((Kits.))

((XD))

"Kits." Shadesong simply said.

(Thats all I could come up with X) )

((It's perfect!))

Bloodstar's eyes widened and felt his heart stop for a couple seconds. "I have always wanted kits..." He murmured.

"So you'll Live for kits?" Shadesong asked. She wondered what having a famliy was like, let alone kits.

As Now somehow Emberstar was just watching all of this like nothing, she repited into Bloodstar head, "Someone close but so very far away..." Like the somehow Mind reader she was the went away like poof.

(( XD ))

Yeah, yeah, I know. You said that before. You StarClan cat make no sense with that stuff! Why can't you be a little clearer? Bloodstar nodded a tiny bit with a small smile on his face. "I love them..."

Then suddley Emberstar came back and said through some sorta mind power thinge, Look, open your eyes to what you need to see, not what you want to see. She repited what Shadesong said. Under you eyes, there the cat lies. Then she poofed of again.

Shadesong sat down, Not knowing what to say. "I Havent actual ever seen a kit." She mumbled.

Seriously. You make no sense... Bloodstar's eyes widened at Shadesong. "You haven't?"

Shadesong shook her head. "No, I havent even seen any IN Killclan yet..." She admited.

Emberstar sighed, poofing back. "Something in the shadows that sings to you...Whats her name again?" Emberstar said. Cant beeing assed to go away just incase.

((lol))

(( XD Poor Emberstar...))

Shadesong? "Ah, ok. KillClan will have more kits in new-leaf and green-leaf," Bloodstar smiled.

"Oh...ok?" she sorta asked. And still, didnt know what to say.

((lol))

((Meeeep, Bramble's coming in. XD ))

Bloodstar was about to say something when a fluffy ball of brown fur bumped into him. "Wha?"

Bramble's eyes widened. "Sorry!" He squeaked. "I'm trying to find Mama, but I don't know where she is... I can't remember anything... I know my name is Bramble and I'm only a moon old, but that's basically it..."

"Oh...you poor little soul..." Bloodstar crouched down to the small kits' level and pushed his nose into Bramblepelt it make sure he wasn't hurt. "You haven't eaten much, have you?"

"Nope," Bramble shook his head. "I think I remember Mama saying I'm not ready to eat solid food yet..."

((Lol XD))

Shadesongs eyes grew in size. "Your Small...! She said with surpirse.

Emberstar went Poof.

Bramble giggled. "I should hope so! I was only born a moon ago,"

"So...Your a kit?" She asked, Eyes still wide.

Bramble nodded and looked around him. "Where exactly am I?"

"KillClan's territory," Bloodstar mewed. What kind of mother would leave her kit in the middle of nowhere?!

Bramble sat down. "KillClan? What's a KillClan?"

Shadesong instantly lept to the kit and layed down, almost touching is nose. "Your so Fluffy!" She said.

"I'm glad I am! I never knew snow was so cold!" Bramble crawled around Shadesong. "What's your name?"

Bloodstar laid down on his belly and tucked his paws under his chest, smiling.

"Whats yours?" She asked first. Hes so small!

"Bramble," He replied simply.