it's personal discussion

Guess I'm gonna be posting random shit here?
I'm chill with other people commenting and stuff

I told my mom I thought I might be a maladaptive daydreamer because I've done a bit of research on the topic and it just sorta... fits? But she blew me off about it, saying "maladaptive means something is broken and nothing is broken with you" and then changed the subject? And that kinda startled me because she's usually willing to listen to me about stuff like this? Like I told her I thought I might have anxiety and she was like "okay yeah if you want we can look into it together" (which we actually haven't done yet) and when I talk about other mental health stuff she's pretty chill? But I bring up maladaptive daydreaming and she just goes "haha NOPE"?

It's cooooooollllllllddddddd in hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ineedablanket

Alright well I have 4 assignments to do and 35 minutes to do them so that's fun ahahah

hello
welcome to my pillow fort

~no problem~

In all honesty, they probably won't get done
I'm too much of a procrastinator

I don't have anything to fidget with right now so I'm kicking my Chromebook cord around with my feet and I just accidentally unplugged it and I think that might be how it randomly gets unplugged every now and then

Me: [kicks cord around]
Chromebook: [unplugs]
Me:

~noodles~

I have ten minutes left and exactly 0 assignments done
oh dears

Lillian wrote: "I have a goat named Noodles"

*gasp*
can I see a picture

I love goats

They're so adorably weird-looking

Like hello you're a lower-fluff baa sheep with death sticks in your skull and I would like you pet you

I do a thing where I make roleplay groups whenever I'm stressed so uh

https://www.goodreads.com/group/show/...

yeah
if you want to join then be my guest because I'm somewhat proud of it

Thanks! :D

I've been listening to a lot of "villain playlists" on youtube lately and most of them describe my own protagonists perfectly and I...

I mean I knew they were morally grey but like
all the villain playlists describe them perfectly

When I become ~an adult~ I'm going to design and build a school made to feel sorta flowy and relaxing for students and I'm only going to hire people who care more about the students' mental health than their grades.

HAHA MY TEACHER ASKED ME A QUESTION WHILE I WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION AND I STILL GOT IT RIGHT

today I am





dead

:)

Yeah just very tired we had to watch a movie in class and I hated the book version so you can imagine

Flipped

I want to shave my head

Hair fucking sucks man

I don’t need hair
It disappoints me

Pros Of Shaving Head:
- No more having to worry about brushing it
- It won’t get in my face when it’s windy
- It won’t get in my face when I sleep
- No more itchy spots where the ends poke my face
- No more worrying about having to style it
- Would look badass
- Doesn’t stick everywhere when wet
- Dries faster after a shower
- I can donate the hair I cut off
- Less weight on my head
- I wanna see what it would look like

Cons Of Shaving Head:
- It fuckin COLD outside
- That’s it that’s all

Problem is my mom probably won’t let me because she won’t like the way it looks

You know what
Fuck it
If she says no I’ll do it anyway by myself
Fuck yeah

So There’s A Hole In The Roof Now

A series of unfortunate events:

- My parents’ bathroom sink started flooding
- water everywhere
- My mom spent a solid three minutes trying to find the valve to shut off the water
- We got that fixed
- I noticed dripping from the ceiling
- Turns our the water dripped through the cracks in the upstairs floor
- My dad cut out that chunk of the roof with a big pocketknife
- There is now a Really Big Hole

I wanna do something but idk what

Like I’m feeling like I don’t wanna do anything but I also Really Wanna Do Something

I think I’m gonna go to sleep

I'm in a mental health like uh speech thing? For school? And it's pretty cool so far but um yee

I am needy and attention-seeking as shit but that's everyone else's problem ahaha

I'm kidding I really need to work on it

I feel like I ask too much of my friends

Why do I make my problems everyone else's? Why can't I just deal with them on my own?

I'm supposed to be one of "the smart kids" so I should be able to deal with it on my own.

Everyone's just vibing and then I just kinda bring up my problems?

Why?

My dumb shit isn't important.

Lillian wrote: "Can I help with anything though? :)"

Nah, don't worry about it lol I'm fine

Thank you for offering though! :D

Do you ever post something and then get really self-conscious about it and delete it before anyone can read it?

I was about to tell a friend about a cool thing and I posted it and hit reload and she had started a conversation about something else and so I deleted it

I cut my hair short