Therapeutically discussion

Talk about something that's bothering you :)

My enemy, Rhys is an idiot. He broke my heart when I was 6 years old and guess what I found out today? HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME IN RECEPTION.
BUT IN YEAR ONE IT WAS OBVIOUS I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM AND HE BROKE MY HEARTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Idiot boy....

What’s bothering me is my mom, she is always trying to control my life and I feel like I have absolutely no freedom. She tries to manipulate me into doing what she wants and I’m stuck listening to her fight with my dad all the time. I can’t even go to my friends birthday party cause she already made vacation plans and didn’t ask me my thoughts on it, then tried to blame me when she didn’t hear the day it was, instead of just saying sorry

My breakup with my best friend and her partner's use of mean words towards me.

My breakup with my best friend and her partner's use of mean words towards me.

I'm hiding the fact that both I've cut and that my depression is getting worse from my parents....my family is making it worse and I don't know what to do. People {on GR} tell me cutting isn't the way, but they also tell me to be happy. I don't know how to be or feel happy anymore. I've been numb for almost two weeks now, I've been faking a smile and laugh to hide it from my family. I just....don't know what to do anymore.

I feel like I’m making every1 feel worse and when I come I feel like every1 just stops being happy . . .
It doesn’t help with my enemy’s hate 4 me . . .
And every day I wake up crying. I keep on having these rly bad dreams. And one of them was my crush’s best friend asking her out, and she said yes :(

Aja wrote: "I'm hiding the fact that both I've cut and that my depression is getting worse from my parents....my family is making it worse and I don't know what to do. People {on GR} tell me cutting isn't the ..."

I understand what you're feeling. I been feeling numb for.... i don't even know. But the people on Goodreads are right, you shouldn't cut. The next time you get the urge to cut I'd recommend instead of grabbing a blade or something to cut with, get an ice cube and just hold it to your skin for however long you need until the urge goes away.

Do you have a therapist or school counselor? If you do maybe try talking to them about your depression getting worse. I know it's hard to reach out to people and talk, and I feel like a hypocrite telling you this, but it'll make you feel better if you can talk it out with someone, and maybe they can help you.

I'm sorry if this didn't help, but we're all here for you. if you ever need to talk you can always message me. ❤

I could b ur friend then~

I am always a choice for a friend :3

Ofc! If anyone would like a private talk, you can friend me then PM me!

Marzzz ~when there's control i lose it~ wrote: "Aja wrote: "I'm hiding the fact that both I've cut and that my depression is getting worse from my parents....my family is making it worse and I don't know what to do. People {on GR} tell me cuttin..."

Thanks

So, um I have to see my ex-best friend for the first time in a year this weekend and I'm kinda freaking out.....for all she knows we're still friends and she didn't help cause my depression.....what do I do???

Okay.....is avoiding rude? I mean there will be other people and there's the whole 6 feet apart thing

So I'm supposed to be nice to someone who I haven't seen in over a year who hasn't texted me in about that time, and who the last time I saw was being a toxic b****??

i don't want to be rude, please don't take it this way. i think you should just deal with it for.........how long are you going to be with each other? just until it's over. if you don't want to that's fine i won't take offence this is just the best i could come up with :)

Thank you :)
If I'm lucky she won't come up to me, see I kinda have this half emo thing going on now.

no problem, one day shouldn't be that bad. then after that you probably won't half to see her again :D

Mmmhm

glad i could help, let us know if you have any more problems.

I will....

Okay, um what are you're views on self harm? Cause I do that....

i can help you there. i did that about three months ago.

So it's like I cut on and off but now I seem to just keep making myself dehydrated and I think I gave myself heat stroke again yesterday.

do you want me to pm you?

Sure

Yeah I guess. Thanks

Hi y’all, I'm confused af. My ex-best friend who really made me mad has been acting weird af ever since we stopped being friends and he worries me. i think his sanity is crumbling and he'll either hurt himself or maybe even someone else. and he's being friends with the worst influences he could've found at our school.

@Bella, I'm not sure really what to say to that. I mean it depends on what they did to become "ex-best friend"
Like if it was something really bad then it might just be best to avoid them, if it was one of those "we drifted apart" things then I'm not sure what to do tbh.

Lilly & Zay wrote: "I don't talk to many people about this, so forgive me if I seem totally terrified.
I don't have a bad life. Er- actually, hmm. Well, you know what, I'm luckier than a lot of us here. So, I met a bo..."

I'm so sorry
Do you want someone to pass a message/s to that guy? {if he's still on GR}

Okay. Of course :)
Have you thought about sending letters to him? If you don't want to do your own address you could see if a friend would let you use theirs instead so your dad doesn't see it.

Ah, yeah.
Yeah, it'll be okay.

If anybody ever needs a private talk, I'm here! Just Friend and/or PM me!!

yeah, i agree, i'm always open as well!

Same!

Hey idk if anyone will respond but well I'm doing pretty bad lately. My two best friends left me because I made mistakes. I'm just completely alone now and I just feel like giving up because the depression and anxiety is just too much. I don't really have any support as of now just medication which don't help that much. So yeah.

I could b ur friend then~

So guys, I had a shower thought yesterday. I was thinking, that all y'all are AMAZING. So I firgured, I should make a group where I tell each of you how amazing you are! What do y'all think? :3

*Embarrassment noises* Uh, uhm, sure? I don't think there's too much to say but, ah, oki!

Isreal is guilty of warcrimes and crimes against humanity.

It is?

Should I stay
or should I go?
if I went
would anyone know?
Lines up my arm
And down my leg too.
My I’d feel better
If I went up high, and flew.
I feel alone
And in the dark.
I hate this world
It’s left it’s mark.
Should I stay
Or should I go?
Would anyone care?
Would anyone know?


i wrote this poem

Yeet
Yote
This is the poem
I wrote

Lilly & Zay wrote: "In response, (because I am also a poet):

The world shall rain on he,
With an iron fist.
He's losing hope,
There it goes, into mist.

He believes,
It wouldn't matter.
But he must see, if he leaves,..."

omg you made me cry, and that's hard to do.

thank you

i wrote this a couple nights ago.

Madness

The dizziness
It won’t go away.
It stays for hours,
Sometimes more than a day.

I’ll topple, over and over,
Wishing one day i’d find my four-leaf clover.
But it never came,
Only I to blame.

Before this,
I’d never felt shame.
Now it follows,
Each place I go.

As I move the boat of life
And endlessly roe.
Backbreaking work,
But nobody will know.

About the pain that I feel,
I wish it weren’t real.
It won’t leave me alone,
Feels like I’m tearing out a bone!

Get out of my head!
Get out of my mind!
So touch a knife to your neck,
And leave it all behind.

thank you, this next one, everyone tell me it's their favorite

stranger

He asked, can I kiss you?
She replied,
I don’t know you that well.

He asked her favorite color.
Come on, she said, you can do better.

So he took it to heart and better he did;
He learned about what she was like as a kid.
He listened to her friends, oh, the stories they’d tell!
He’d talk to her demons and learn them as well.

He became her diary the way he would hold
Ever so dearly the secrets she told.
He knew all the anguish she buried inside.
He’d seen all her scars and the thoughts they implied.

But after a while he stopped asking questions
And forgot the details she’d preciously mentioned.
As time went on, then distance grew
And she found a stranger in the person she knew.

So the day came, as it does so often,
That their love was laid to rest in a coffin.
As they choked on goodbyes, though the bond had been
Broken,
He wanted to leave her with a parting token.

He asked, can I kiss you?
She replied,
I don’t know you that well.

why do you say that?

really?

thank you, i have a couple others if you want to see them.