Therapeutically discussion

Vent about some things :) Although, if things get out of hand, I will delete comments or even the ENTIRE topic

I-I feel like leaving the poly with my two best friends/lovers.. Both Izzy and Sora added someone new to the poly.....I feel like I'm the only one who gives a shit enough to not add anyone... Plus the fact that my minds been all over the place since my ex got my number again... I wish I could erase every reminder of me from you guys.....Maybe then you guys would be happier.... People keep telling me to think before I do stuff like this or even start to proceed doing it. Why though? I've thought about it enough that I can't fucking sleep! I've stayed up til the crack of dawn waiting for a pm from people and answer them asap!! I don't give a fuck about my own feelings anymore..I am getting sick and tired of sitting down and dealing with everyone's bullshit! It's my turn to treat them like crap and stand up for myself. I still strongly disagree with changing completely but it's time to stand up and look around..Maybe even open my eyes a little bit, Clo kinda were partly right back with her rant and I can't believe I'm saying this but maybe it is my time to leave grs, my acc ofc will still be here but I can't stand around and wait for the good here to come along, I've been ghosting all of my groups due to arguments and fits that people have bc they don't get their way. Plus with the fact that Izzy almost left while I was ghosting the chat unable to speak. Sometimes they(Izzy and Sora) make me feel like either I'm not good enough or that they are starting to lose their love for me...It's hard to even think about telling this stuff to them bc it would break my heart if they ever knew, but thanks for listening/reading and dealing with some of my crap you guys, I love you(as a friend-)

H-hi. U wanna b friends?

DA DEMIKIWI {Skye} wrote: "H-hi. U wanna b friends?"

*nods* grs said we are already friends-

I meant like . . . Closer friends.

DA DEMIKIWI {Skye} wrote: "I meant like . . . Closer friends."

Sure! ^^

:)

GREAT. I GOT MAD AT MY MUM AND SHE ASKED ME 2 SEND ME THIS THING AND I GOT MAD BECAUSE I HAD 2 TYPE OUT THE WHOLE THING AND ITS RLY LONG AND IM STILL RLY SAD.
AND SHE STARTED READING IT AND THEN SHE GOT 2 THE END AND I HAD STOPPED WRITING BY THEN AND STARTED SWEARING AND THEN SHE JUST WALKED OFF LOOKING RLY SAD. NOW SHES COMING BACK 2 ME AND SHES RLY GRUMPY AND SHE WAS IN A GOOD MOOD B4 BUT NOW I RUINED IT.
I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH AND IM SRY I SWORE I RLY AM BUT NOW IM JUST SUPER SAD.
NOW IM IN A BAD MOOD 4 MY CRUSH’S BDAY PARTY. :( 🙁☹️😣😖😫😩😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 DONT ASK WHY IM FINDING THIS SO BAD IM JUST RLY SAD IM SRY :( 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

It's not your fault. Parents are just that way. Trust me, I know :3. And just think of funny things! Like....me, a wolf, riding a....horse? Idk that failed

:)

Well, Imma kill my friends today. They were rly rly rly mean 2 me sooo yeah

Oof. May I help? I have many weapons and ideas >:)

Sure. But idk if there’s time . . . I don’t think ur on now and I need 2 do it today. And one of them is on my table and is SUPER strong. Also, my enemies would PAY 2 see us have a fight

i know the feeling of all this and i still wanna scream

Same. I’ve never ACTUALLY been able 2 scream properly, letting everything out

take a deep breath put your face in a pillow and let your rage become your voice all of it coming out into a scream

I personally go hunting when I'm mad.

Wow

What, it releases stress and I get food.

I can't be in a poly relationship imma get jealous and punch them in the face

dont worry i had the same problem but the other girl lied to us say she was 16 or 17 when she was really 12

Firestar/Aidoneus/Leon Leader Of The Shadowhunters wrote: "dont worry i had the same problem but the other girl lied to us say she was 16 or 17 when she was really 12"

How y'all found out she was 12

here friend told us

I’ve been stressed
Yeah, I’ve been stressed

No, don’t worry, I’m not depressed yet
Never have been any less

Anyone else been here, done that?
Cause unfortunately that’s where I’m at…

-Lunar

Lunar ~ -{Happy Howl~Ween!} - 0w0 wrote: "I’ve been stressed
Yeah, I’ve been stressed

No, don’t worry, I’m not depressed yet
Never have been any less

Anyone else been here, done that?
Cause unfortunately that’s where I’m at…

-Lunar"

I'm here if ya need to talk Lunar. I've been there and have been in a down/depressy mood lately too.

Ah, I’m fine. Just a little vent that I knew people could probably relate to! And likewise, I’m here for people too :3

Okay, just making sure :)