Beautiful Disaster discussion

Please help!!!!!!! I read this book long time ago and i don't remember all the details. I will write down everything i remember.

- they met as teens or maybe young adults
- sth goes wrong and they want to escape together
- he was wanting for her but in the end she never came
- he becomes a rockstar, she is married to some douchebag ( i think he is abusive)
- i think her husband hit her and then she left him, opens a hair salon with a friend
- rockstar and her met again, she told him why she never came (she was pregnent and lost the baby)...

I hope this is helpful. Please, please help!!!

I think it might be Conviction by Leslie Jones.
Let me know later if it is the one you're looking for

Did you check Amazon?!

I read this romance book about a girl that started dating and older man but she lied to him about her age and what she did. He caught her n the lie when he was giving a speech at the college she attended. He took her out side and had sex with her against the dumpster in which she ended up pregnant. She gave the child up for adoption but she did not know that he adopted their son till years later.
She is now out of college and has to attend a work conference in which he is now her boss. He wants her back now but he wants to make sure that she is mature enough to be introduced to their son.