Ellie is tired of being fat-shamed and does something about it in this poignant debut novel-in-verse.
Ever since Ellie wore a whale swimsuit and made a big splash at her fifth birthday party, she’s been bullied about her weight. To cope, she tries to live by the Fat Girl Rules–like “no making waves,” “avoid eating in public,” and “don’t move so fast that your body jiggles.” And she’s found her safe space–her swimming pool–where she feels weightless in a fat-obsessed world. In the water, she can stretch herself out like a starfish and take up all the room she wants. It’s also where she can get away from her pushy mom, who thinks criticizing Ellie’s weight will motivate her to diet. Fortunately, Ellie has allies in her dad, her therapist, and her new neighbor, Catalina, who loves Ellie for who she is. With this support buoying her, Ellie might finally be able to cast aside the Fat Girl Rules and starfish in real life–by unapologetically being her own fabulous self.
Finished! (view spoiler)[ this was a very worthwhile book. I loved the therapist and their sessions together. This was quite an upsetting book for me because I was overweight myself as a child and there were several times I completely identified with what she said. (hide spoiler)]
30% (Thru Diets Tried and Lost) (view spoiler)[Definitely seeing a lot of my middle school self in Ellie, both through the weight and the feelings she conquers. I feel so bad for the way her mom treats her. Dieting from age four at Thanksgiving? What are people thinking?
I love the way her therapist is approaching things with her. It's so important to reach kids at their level, especially when someone's voice has been repressed for most of their life. (hide spoiler)]
75% (Thru I'm Ellie) (view spoiler)[I see so much of myself in this it's insane...which I guess means every middle school girl does as well...? (hide spoiler)]
Feeling Pretty (17%) (view spoiler)[ Damn this is bringing back all the feelings from middle school when this exact same shit happened to me. Kids are the worst! (hide spoiler)]
Brace brace brace (55%) (view spoiler)[ What the FUCK is wrong with all these kids!? I'm so pissed. They deserve detention or worse. And I hate Ellie's mom and brother. This is some BS. (hide spoiler)]
Blade against blubber (83%) (view spoiler)[ What the fuck is wrong with this mother!? Taking her CHILD to get bariatric surgery or even think about it!? I just cant with this bitch. How does she not realize she is the problem not Ellie's body!? I love seeing Ellie make friends with Catalina's family and even grow to understand one of her bullies. Also her dad is so soft I love him. (hide spoiler)]
Finished (view spoiler)[ Ugh this book cut me. So good. I'm so glad Ellie was finally truly able to stand up to her mother and bullies. I can't believe they'd ransom her dog! Wtf. (hide spoiler)]
Ever since Ellie wore a whale swimsuit and made a big splash at her fifth birthday party, she’s been bullied about her weight. To cope, she tries to live by the Fat Girl Rules–like “no making waves,” “avoid eating in public,” and “don’t move so fast that your body jiggles.” And she’s found her safe space–her swimming pool–where she feels weightless in a fat-obsessed world. In the water, she can stretch herself out like a starfish and take up all the room she wants. It’s also where she can get away from her pushy mom, who thinks criticizing Ellie’s weight will motivate her to diet. Fortunately, Ellie has allies in her dad, her therapist, and her new neighbor, Catalina, who loves Ellie for who she is. With this support buoying her, Ellie might finally be able to cast aside the Fat Girl Rules and starfish in real life–by unapologetically being her own fabulous self.