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₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: ""

Ooh, I like it, especially the flowers and thorns. Is there a story behind this?

Yea, I made this after a tough day at school where I was betrayed, but I had made a new friend as well...when I drew this, I was thinking of how sometimes life ca beautiful while other times it's....well painful ig you could say

₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: "Yea, I made this after a tough day at school where I was betrayed, but I had made a new friend as well...when I drew this, I was thinking of how sometimes life ca beautiful while other times it's....."

I can relate to that. In different situations though, but I get what you mean.

₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: ""

Unrelated, but I love that blanket thing =)

₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: ""

This reminds me of a Tim Burton movie. Like Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas or maybe Corpse Bride. Very unique =)

so....this is a very sensitive drawing to me...I made this after my dog died and I decided to draw him...as well as tape a special photo of me as a 5 year old hugging him

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₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: "so....this is a very sensitive drawing to me...I made this after my dog died and I decided to draw him...as well as tape a special photo of me as a 5 year old hugging him



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He's drawn very well =) You're also very pretty as a child. What breed was he?

He was a English Mastiff

these are all done very well! the lines are clean and precise :)

Oooh those are really good!

You've gotten even better than before!!

Yeah!!!!

₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: ""

Oooh! I love it =)

That's really cool!

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One, WHAT THE ACTUAL FREAKIN’ HECK THOSE ARE SO GOOD!

And two, are you ok?

₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: ""

I don't personally have any problems with this, but I'd recommend putting a trigger warning on the arm one. This can be a sensitive issue for some people. You don't have to, but it's typically recommended

Sᴍɪʟᴇʏ Fοⅹ wrote: "One, WHAT THE ACTUAL FREAKIN’ HECK THOSE ARE SO GOOD!

And two, are you ok?"

Also, I agree with SMILEY FOX. These are drawn so well, but....how are you feeling?

Thanks....And I honestly don't know if I'm actually ok anymore, life for me is.....hard ig. Drawing, along with writing and music have been coping mechanisms for me, things I do so I don't...um...harm myself

idk if it really counts as art, but here's some poems I've made

WARNING: These poems are Dark, Depressing and even a little Suicidal, so read at your own risk

(view spoiler)[Regret, lost and being defaced
Scathed, Crying and disgraced
Tainted by sadness and hatred
that can never be erased

Even in my mask of happiness
I fall in dark despair
I'm drowning in a deep puddle of shame
I'm just so scare

My friends are far
My family doesn't understand
I hide my scars
so no one can demand

I'm fine is just a word
anyone can say
whether they're truly ok
or other who just go crying
when you turn away

I say this now
Please listen to me
Ask someone if they're really ok
Maybe you'll see
Someone with depression will smile for thee (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[The smile you see
Isn't real
the optimistic girl you know
Isn't really free
from the depression inside her

When she laughs at a joke
she's really falling apart
The girl who says she's okay
has a hurting heart
from the loss of her loved one

when she said she was cold
she doesn't want you to see the scars
When she's tells you she's happy
She'll start crying when you're far
and wishes you had stayed

She said she just ate
but she's really starving
and thinks she's overweight
and when you think you understand
you knows you can't relate


She say to go away
but she wants to see if you care
when she says she has hope
she just in total despair
of what her life has become

look at her and truly see
That girl she says she is
That happy girl I said I am
Is not me (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[This place where nothing grow
All is dead and no hope is near
The place was once full of life and happiness
Now nothing's left but hatred, sorrow and fear

The fire burned everything away
Just like how pain made me lose all my joy
and brought death and betrayal
So all was destroy

I feel so alone
No matter how much my friend care
My life is too hard to understand
And the suffering is just too much to bare

I'm full of rage all the time
and I've gone insane
It's best if I'm left alone
since I don't want to hurt anyone again

Why would I matter
Why am I here
Why did I cause pain
None of this is clear

Time to die
I hope you won't miss me
Since I was never a good person
and I wish you agree

Just like this forest
I truly am dead
and never deserved any friends
so don't be alarmed when I start to cry red

I give a last howl
and then slit my throat
but you probably don't care
but you still look at what I wrote (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[It's starts with a girl
she smile and act like everything is going fine
But deep down inside, she really want to die

She feels hated, unloved, and worthless
She may seem happy and laughing all about
But she's just really good at acting
You wouldn't have doubt

She's a monster
Sometimes she's mean to others
because they judged for who she is
but there's still more to uncover

Pain has alway been in her life
She's lost many loved ones
She's lost her soul
And she has depression that she can never outrun

All she has now is herself
but even she's losing it bit by bit
She's growing insane
She doesn't know where she fit

She had enough
of her stupid mistakes
of hurting people
She wants to sleep and never wake

Her parents hate her
Her siblings don't understand
She lost many friends
and she feel like she can't stand

She takes a knife and cuts her wrist
but isn't enough of her
so she held a rope in her fist
and decides to hang herself

Well that all you need to know
Maybe you feel sorry for the girl
Maybe you can related to this
but this is just something to dismiss


She'll be ok
Maybe it's for the best
No one will miss her
and she won't stay depressed


Now you may start to ask
Is this a true story
and who this girl is
well yes, the tale is true

and this you see
I tale I told
the girl here
is really just....me (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[My last request
just forget me
This is all I ask
I don't want to keep wearing
this fake happy mask

My last request
Don't miss me
I know you won't
You never ask how much I was free
from the pain I suffered alone


My last request
Don't start crying
I didn't want to hurt you
I just wanted to escape
since I was going through
so much that you wouldn't understand


My last request
don't follow my footsteps
don't kill yourself too
I'm more stupid and worthless
more useless and unneeded than you
Your life is gonna be better without me

My last request
Don't be my friend
I'm not a good person
I'm not worth your time
My insanity has worsen
so leave while you can


My last request
is to thank you
for listening to me
and trying to understand
but in the end I think you can agree
You can't set me free
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(view spoiler)[We all have our reason for everything
I have mine for dying
Do you not understand them?
why are you denying
that I should kill myself

There are plenty of reason
for me to end life
why not though
I could just stab myself with a knife

I'm an idiot
Worth nothing
I can't do anything right
and you don't know what I'm becoming

A Assassin that's what
look I'm not a good friend
so you shouldn't even care
just hate me till the end

I feel lost and I don't wanna live anymore
Maybe you agree, maybe you don't
But you can't heal my scars
You should have done it before
Before I was hurt (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[Happiness is far
Depression is near
I'm covered in scars
And Living in Fear

I'm screaming for help
This darkness is just so loud
Save me from the demons inside of me
I just wanna be found

I try to escape
this horrible place
that hides my sorrow
and the shame I face

No matter how much I cry
I feel like I'm about to die
Lost in my sadness and regret
This burden of pain I'll never forget

I ask one more time
so please oh please hear me
I scream out, asking for someone to listen
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME
I JUST WANT TO BE FREE
OF THIS SUFFERING AND PAIN (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[I tie a rope to a tree
Standing on a stool as high as it could be
Asking myself will I be free
from the shame and disgrace inside of me

I hold back tears and start to think
I could kill myself now before one can blink
But will I regret this
well I'm not someone anyone would miss

Then I remember Memories of my life
Ones I wish to forget
ones of betrayal of people I wish I never met
Ones that make me cry
ones that are more reasons for me to die

Now what comes to mind
Is how I was left behind
How No one cared
if I was crying or scared

Then I remember some memories that were good
Maybe I was just misunderstood
I just don't know what I have become
Probably an idiot for some

I start to think about about ones who said they care
The ones who said they'll be there
The ones who were truly my friend
The ones who I could depend

Forgetting about the rope around neck
I wished I checked
cause I tried to get down
then at first I felt like I had drown

After It felt like knife in my throat
more painful by the minute
Even thought I had left a note
I cut the line and passed out

I woke up
and started to cry
I could have died
and It would have been perfectly fine

Why didn't I do it
I didn't do it because you say
You cared and would miss me for so long
So don't prove me wrong

Cause if you do
I won't hesitate to kill myself
and I'll be nothing to you (hide spoiler)]

Wow those are deeep

mhm *hugs wolf*

Dude, get over here and lemme give you a hug—

*fox-pile hug*

Are you ok?

Sᴍɪʟᴇʏ Fοⅹ wrote: "Dude, get over here and lemme give you a hug—

*fox-pile hug*

Are you ok?"

*sighs* Am I ok?....

Physically: eh....
Emotionally: Not really
Mentally: Definitely not

when you're bored in math class but you have no paper to draw on, so....

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The next best thing

₩ØⱠ₣₴₵₳Ɽ ฿Ⱡ₳₵₭ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ ~The Scarred Skull-Faced Wolf~ wrote: "Sᴍɪʟᴇʏ Fοⅹ wrote: "Dude, get over here and lemme give you a hug—

*fox-pile hug*

Are you ok?"

*sighs* Am I ok?....

Physically: eh....
Emotionally: Not really
Mentally: Definitely not"

Aw… Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?

I don't think so....My problems are kinda....hard to explain

Well if you ever need to talk, I’m always here for you — and I know Lunar and most of the others are too. :)

Sᴍɪʟᴇʏ Fοⅹ wrote: "Well if you ever need to talk, I’m always here for you — and I know Lunar and most of the others are too. :)"

I agree with Smiley. We're here =) I know how hard life can be sometimes (in my case, medical issues can put a damper on things). I went through a rough depressive period in May 2020 and a few years ago.