✧˚ · .The Crystal Café✧˚ · . discussion

You don't have to vent, rant, or even talk about why you're not doing well. It's just a place to acknowledge that you're not okay and would like some comfort, and to comfort those who aren't okay <3

*sigh* I went onto my account & looked at comments...and apparently 'neptunic' is a fake sexuality....so all the time trying to figure out my sexuality was time wasted...apparently made up by delusional people hah...

Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "*sigh* I went onto my account & looked at comments...and apparently 'neptunic' is a fake sexuality....so all the time trying to figure out my sexuality was time wasted...apparently made up by delus..."

be who you want to be!! DONT LET OTHERS CONTROL WHO YOU ARE!!!

it just feels like i cant ever be happy bc people shoot down things that make me happy...and figured out

Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "it just feels like i cant ever be happy bc people shoot down things that make me happy...and figured out"

people who dare judge you for that are not good people!!

Evangelise Rose ~in my poet era~ wrote: "Y’all someone better talk me down because I am so freaking mad and disgusted… my friend told me that boy admitted to having s****l fantasies about me. Explicit ones.

WE NEVER EVEN WENT ON A PROPER..."

Ew-

YES EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW YOU EVANGELISE ROSE I WILL PROTECT YOU.

I'm going to burn the world for someone, and I don't even know who uet. I'm just that full of undying loyalty with nowhere to put it.

Same here.

Rose is feeling suicidal. Not sillycidal, suicidal.

Guardian Of The Flowers wrote: "Rose is feeling suicidal. Not sillycidal, suicidal."

its the same thing, just different wording so people with school comps don't get their asses reported

Katsuki wrote: "Mmmm a certain someone won the presidential election and they are very anti disabled people and IM SCAREDDDD"

Im getting all my rights taken from me....

fear is real qmq

Katsuki wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "Katsuki wrote: "Mmmm a certain someone won the presidential election and they are very anti disabled people and IM SCAREDDDD"

Im getting all my ..."

didn't he say we were 'eating the cats and eating the dogs'?

Katsuki wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "Katsuki wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "Katsuki wrote: "Mmmm a certain someone won the presidential election and they..."

the person who originally said that- admitted she lied about it

i wish i could help T^T i think my mom goes through the same thing-

Evangelise Rose ~in my poet era~ wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "i wish i could help T^T i think my mom goes through the same thing-"

Yeahhh would not recommend. Hurts like hell. So we’re just gonna act like a..."

yeah, I think it must hurt a lot, and my mum has nerve damage to her leg, which hurts when people hit it accidentally or anything like that

Evangelise Rose ~in my poet era~ wrote: "Bunny (Juwa's version) wrote: "Evangelise Rose ~in my poet era~ wrote: "Bunny (Juwa's version) wrote: "I'm sorryyy. But why would I ignore you? 0,0"

*coughs* defense mechanism from too many bullie..."

<3 I'm glad to hear that we are helping :)

hey yall
currently having a fun little anxiety attack due to a certain someone being elected president 🫤
random, but does anyone know how to post a status update on desktop?

Bunny (Juwa's version) wrote: "If you press the Goodread's logo on the top left and then, just below there should be a "General Update" and you can post a status update there

Hopefully it helps"

thanks 🫶

honestly...is it normal to be jealous of your bf's 'bromance' with another person...?

yes, I would say it is.

Evangelise Rose ~I'll be there regardless~ wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Dori's Lover- wrote: "honestly...is it normal to be jealous of your bf's 'bromance' with another person...?"

Maybe? Idk *offers cookie*"

*grabs cookie* Maybe its just my period hormones....

(view spoiler)[ I feel like something is wrong with me, but I’m not even sure what. I have something I’ve been looking for for years, but now I’ve been stuck in my head about “What now?”. I have it, I don't want to ruin it. I don't feel like what I have is something I deserved, something I earned, something I worked for. I feel like I didn't put any effort in, and I'm terrified that the effort I put in now won't be enough. I'm constantly terrified of the possible outcomes of little slip-ups, or even things that don't even matter to anyone, just because I don't want to hurt anyone or be hurt again. This last year, it has been drilled into my head how I shouldn't talk about my problems, and that no one cares, and that speaking up only hurts people... It's scary, trying to open back up to people, who I love more than anyone else, when everyone else has essentially told me to suck it up and move on. I haven't vented in forever because of this, and the anxiety that comes with doing so now is nearly crippling (hide spoiler)]

Anyway, that's my TED Talk, teehee ig

Kipp wrote: "[spoilers removed]

Anyway, that's my TED Talk, teehee ig"

ooh

ya...

(view spoiler)[I am terrified I just ruined it all. I tried to set a boundary that I didn't want our poly relationship to spread beyond us three, and now it caused problems. The person who likes one of my lovers wants to leave gr... my lover wont respond. I fucked it all up so bad just because I was "uncomfortable". I should've learned by now that my fucking comfort doesn't mean a shit to anyone. I should've just said yes and dealt with it. Good god, I'm an idiot. (hide spoiler)]

Aru (seaweed brain's version) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "[spoilers removed]"

oh dont be like that kipp! if ur in a poly relationship, ur comfort should matter to ur lovers too! isnt that like a basic rule to any relationsh..."

yes please...

I just feel like a fucking bitch
The way they were talking about me-
just made me feel like an asshole...

Im not- not responding im trying to make a good response to all of things you put forward.....I'm not trying to ignore you

Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "Im not- not responding im trying to make a good response to all of things you put forward.....I'm not trying to ignore you"

not responding isn't the same thing as ignoring love-

Aru (seaweed brain's version) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Aru (seaweed brain's version) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "[spoilers removed]"

oh dont be like that kipp! if ur in a poly relationship, ur comfort should m..."

*hugs back* I have...

Aru (seaweed brain's version) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Aru (seaweed brain's version) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Aru (seaweed brain's version) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "[spoilers removed]"

oh dont..."

i think so

·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "Im not- not responding im trying to make a good response to all of things you put forward.....I'm not trying to ignore you"

not responding..."

*hugs* Im still so sorry....and I will never forgive myself....

Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "Im not- not responding im trying to make a good response to all of things you put forward.....I'm not trying..."

*hugs back*
...Maybe you could learn to forgive?
...Like I have..?

·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "Im not- not responding im trying to make a good re..."

I'll try....it will be hard...but I'll try

Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "Im not- not respond..."

*hugs* its going to be alright love.
You didn't fly too close to the sun love, you've been right here, watching it from afar. Stay close, please <33

·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loa..."

*hugs back*
I'll stay as close as i can lovey

Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸..."

<3

·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loaf of breb -Sal & Kipp's lover- wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Louis Yagi is a loa..."

<333

Welp, that went way better than my brain thought it would

Whats up Eva, im here to listen

Evangelise Rose (Almost entirely offline) wrote: "…
I don’t mean to interrupt
But
I’m kinda having a very hard day…"

whats up?

Evangelise Rose (Almost entirely offline) wrote: "I went to a doctors appointment expecting to get treatment because I’ve been having such horrible joint pain I can barely function.

They said they couldn’t help me. So now I have to go longer with..."

I'm so sorry... Have you gotten a second opinion at all? Or will you be able to? Is there anything I can do to help?

They should have given you at least some anti-inflamitory if that's the problem! I bet they didn't even check! I feel really bad for you, and I wish I could really help

Evangelise Rose (Almost entirely offline) wrote: "This was the second opinion.

Do you think you could be in some of my groups as a mod? Not much needs to be done really, I just want a mod who is active in case. And I can’t be online much since it..."

wow-
Doctors fucking suck I'm so sorry. Just know you arent alone, there's people out here going through the same things, and others who are here to help <3/p
I would be happy to mod! Which groups do you need me to help out in?

alrighty! Ill keep them looked after until further notice!

no problem!! ^^

Just let me know if you need anything else! I can send you a link to an audio sharing site if you end up needing to tell me something and its too hard to type ^^

Evangelise Rose (Almost entirely offline) wrote: "·.¸¸.·୧♢♥Kipp♥♢୨·.¸¸.· wrote: "Just let me know if you need anything else! I can send you a link to an audio sharing site if you end up needing to tell me something and its too hard to type ^^"

🥹 ..."

np ^^ <333/p

Evangelise Rose (Almost entirely offline) wrote: "Okay so I’ve told all my friends that I’m not really going to be texting much because it hurts. But the thing is… there is one friend I’ve really enjoyed having the space from and I don’t really wa..."

Im just going to say this, if you enjoy having space from and have had issues before, and if you don't want to talk to them again that's your own opinion and if you really don't wanna talk to them again if thats what YOU want.