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ant dw ill aesthetiify this topic in a sec

my first crush was in milan
i was in primary school there and like this guy came up to me and asked if i could go out with him
so like i did


but that was so many many many yrs ago and a rlly long story
haven't seen him since

RIGHT OKAY
CAMP UHMMM 2 YEARS AGO?? yes
okay so on thursday, second to last day at camp ( 🥲 ) me and my friends were making bracelets at lunch and these two guys walk over to us
one with blonde hair, super cute and tall and tan and his other friend
they ask if we can make them bracelets so were like yeah ofc!
i ended up making the blonde one his bracelet and did a watermelon colored one, so like flash foward to later that day during one of our rallys
MY WATERBOTTLE WITH THR BRACELET ATTACHED FELL TO THE SEAT IN DRONT OF ME
the guy turns around and its him. and hes like “omg ive been looking for you! hows the bracelet coming along?” and i said good we talked for a sec
HE KEPT LOOKING AT ME THE WHOLE NIGHT
then after that its friday now, i give him the bracelet at lunch, and hes so happy and he goes to his table and shows all his friends and was pointing to our table with a stupid adorable grin on his face
also havent talked to him since but i did stalk his instagram LMAO

y'all don't wanna hear about my crushes omg 😭

my second crush turned into my bf into my ex
long story short, I hate him now <3

rosalia ࣪ ִֶָ☾. wrote: "my second crush turned into my bf into my ex
long story short, I hate him now <3"

real i fear

kitcantspell wrote: "ant dw ill aesthetiify this topic in a sec"

GAH

kitcantspell wrote: "RIGHT OKAY
CAMP UHMMM 2 YEARS AGO?? yes
okay so on thursday, second to last day at camp ( 🥲 ) me and my friends were making bracelets at lunch and these two guys walk over to us
one with blonde ha..."

STOPP THATS ACTUALLY SO ADORABLE IM DEAD
I ACTUALLY WISH OMG
HAVE YOU TRIED REACHING OUT ON INSTA?
FUCK STORM IM SO HERE FOR THIS

I DONT HAVE ACCESS TO INSTA 😭😭😭

also not that looks matter or anything but last i saw he shaved his head.

it's giving antoni after he shaved his head on queer eye ( I hate the haircut )
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kitcantspell wrote: "I DONT HAVE ACCESS TO INSTA 😭😭😭"

NOOO

kitcantspell wrote: "also not that looks matter or anything but last i saw he shaved his head."

NOT THE BUZZ CUT

I KNOW BEO

omggg

elz wrote: "she called me pretty yesterday
pretty
she said i looked pretty
and we were scrolling my friends pintrest and she said to sit next to her so she could see over my shoulder and I wish I like held her..."

ahhhhhhhh ok that's so cutie

elz wrote: "she called me pretty 2 more times today

what if i confess to liking her on valentines??
like, it gives me time to like practice or whatever
and its valentines day"

ooooo i like that that's cute

aweee ellie thats so adorable
if im being honest, and i know y'all like to be in denial but she definitely likes you. and shes not wrong about you being pretty cause you're so gorg!!! /gen
you should totally do that though! that's so cutee. maybe buy her flowers/pick them or make her something cute if you cant afford it? like those paper flowers or something. do what you want, just a suggestion but i think she'll love it :)
you could also ask her if she has a valentine (which is normal cause i ask my friends in a platonic way) and maybe, maybe if she asks why say you were wondering if she'd at least consider being yours
you don't have to actually ask her that way she doesn't feel pressured
so yeah those are my suggestions and good luck! also if you wanna dm me id LOVE to hear your letter, i wrote ryan one for valentines as well

sophੈ✩‧₊˚ wrote: "guys i have a little crush on a guy so much older than me like he's 16/17 and I'm almost 13...
and i don't even know his name, i just saw him one day when he presented the school i want to go next ..."

hm
I think 16/17 is pushing it a bit for me
however me and my boyfriend have an almost 2 year age gap and we're both in high school
i do think that its different that you're in about 7th grade (i believe) and he's a junior, that seems like too much
do what you want but id just say don't expect anything from it?

sophੈ✩‧₊˚ wrote: "btw i think that i will get over him cuz the age gap is too much💔"

yeah, while i definitely understand that a lot of guys (especially in high school) are immature and you might want to date a bit older, you also have to consider that its almost 4/5 years which is definitely a lot. there's other options though!!

no problem!!

guys
rememebr the dude who called me beautiful or gorgeous ( he callls me that all the time so i cant remember ✋ )
ANYWAY. i forgot to mention something haha

so one of him and i’s favorite movie is rhe notebook right
well
this guy everyday for the past two weeks? hes been writting me letters and will be until day 365
yeah
😛😛😛

WHAT

LMAOOO

Im as single as a pringle with a.......


Yeah thats al i can think of lol

um so i think my friend likes me and idk what to do with that

xo, kit wrote: "guys
rememebr the dude who called me beautiful or gorgeous ( he callls me that all the time so i cant remember ✋ )
ANYWAY. i forgot to mention something haha

so one of him and i’s favorite movie ..."

HUH
KIT HOW DELULU ARE U

ITS NOT DELULU ITS ME BEING IN A SICK JOKE OF A LOVE TRIANGLE

LOL WHAT
WHOS THE THIRD PERSON WTF

unrelated but me and ryan have been together for 3 WHOLE MONTHS

um
storm 🤗 im a little bit obsessed again

AWWHHH YAYYY

xo, kit wrote: "um
storm 🤗 im a little bit obsessed again"

NOOO GOD PLEASE NO

xo, kit wrote: "AWWHHH YAYYY"

YAYYY he called me when he got home from school :)

RO DID YOU NOT SEE THE RANT I SAID ABOUT HIM THE OTHER DAY.

awwwee thats awesome
wow youve got 3 month anniversary, vday, and your bday all in one cluster

xo, kit wrote: "RO DID YOU NOT SEE THE RANT I SAID ABOUT HIM THE OTHER DAY."

NO SORRY I LITERALLY SUCK IVE BEEN RLLY BUSY AND JUST STRUGGLING SORRYY

YES ITS OKAY IM JUST MESSING WITH YOU
BUT
YEAH 😢😢 hes got me in a chokehold im sorry 💔

xo, kit wrote: "awwwee thats awesome
wow youve got 3 month anniversary, vday, and your bday all in one cluster"

yeah :)
FR that's what i was thinking too
SUCKS TO BE HIM
glad his birthday is in april im broke

LMAOOO YEAH FRFR

xo, kit wrote: "YES ITS OKAY IM JUST MESSING WITH YOU
BUT
YEAH 😢😢 hes got me in a chokehold im sorry 💔"

OKAY
GAH
THIS MAN I CANT EVEN
I WANNA SLAP HIM FOR BEING SO BLIND

LMFAOOO 😭😭

xo, kit wrote: "LMAOOO YEAH FRFR"

ITS TOUGH OUT HERE

ALSO JUST FOUND OUT LAYLAS MOST LIKELY GETTING A PHONE FOR HER BIRTHDAY LOVE THAT

ant he laughed at everything i told him
while we were playing roblix cause i had vc
everything
he was giggling i swear im cooked

NO WHAT
THATS NOT FAIR

xo, kit wrote: "ant he laughed at everything i told him
while we were playing roblix cause i had vc
everything
he was giggling i swear im cooked"

NO
NOT THE ROBLOX VOICE CHAT
GAH I CAN RELATE TO THE GIGGLING WHICH MAKES THIS SM WORSE
#CONFLICTEDONWHICHSIDEISHOULDBEON

xo, kit wrote: "NO WHAT
THATS NOT FAIR"

SHES OLDER SO IDK

YES YES THE ROBLOX VC.
his voice bruh this isnt fair
PICK ME CHOOSE ME

YEAH BUT STILL UGHHH

xo, kit wrote: "YES YES THE ROBLOX VC.
his voice bruh this isnt fair
PICK ME CHOOSE ME"

GAH
stop conflicting meeee
LOVE ME
SHIT NO LOVE UR GORG NOTEBOOK GUY