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I feel like that so much too. I feel like everyone's falling apart and how am I supposed to help them when i'm falling apart too?

Barnette *partial mental health break* wrote: "Sage wrote: "I feel like that so much too. I feel like everyone's falling apart and how am I supposed to help them when i'm falling apart too?"

Exactly. And I saw a quote that said "Good people ar..."

Yeah exactly. Sometimes I feel like that quote so much

I wouldn't actually commit bc I know it would only hurt the people who love me. But I've thought about it. And no, I'm NOT a people pleaser, I'm not a nice enough person for that, but I don't want to hurt people like that. It's better for me to have to deal with the hurt than them, right? Maybe I deserve it more. Maybe that's why I'm dealing with it. Maybe there's some reason I have to deal with this.

Barnette *partial mental health break* wrote: "Sage wrote: "I wouldn't actually commit bc I know it would only hurt the people who love me. But I've thought about it. And no, I'm NOT a people pleaser, I'm not a nice enough person for that, but ..."

You did too. It's nice knowing I'm not the only one out there...

Barnette *partial mental health break* wrote: "Sage wrote: "Barnette *partial mental health break* wrote: "Sage wrote: "I wouldn't actually commit bc I know it would only hurt the people who love me. But I've thought about it. And no, I'm NOT a..."

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TW: depression? implied suicidal thoughts & sh thoughts?

(view spoiler)[Yk those days when the depression is really bad? When you're sobbing yourself to sleep and listening to music that matches how you feel, just so you don't feel alone? When you think of everything you've gone through and you just feel so alone and so heavy and tired? When the only thing that takes the pain away is sleep that never comes? When everything you do just makes it worse, just makes people annoyed, just makes you hate yourself more? When no matter how hard you try, you just can't. not. hate. yourself. and it drives you crazy. When you wonder if anyone really loves you, and if they do, you wonder how. When you remember all the horrible things people have said to you and you realize they're true. When you remember all the kind things they've said and you take them down piece by piece to prove they're wrong. When you're ready to give up because life sucks and it's not getting better When you're about to stop trying even though you know you shouldn't. When all the happy moments seem to just be fake and fleeting, ready to be replaced by the darkness. When it feels like everything you've been through is too much, more than you can handle, and you just can't do any more. When you can't even forgive yourself and don't even ask others to consider forgiving you for even the slightest mistake. When you realize how many people have left your life without even saying goodbye, and wonder who's next. When you wonder if what they're saying is really harmless jokes or if it's just the truth. When the stress is piling up on you and you just don't know what to do. When that knife looks so tempting. When you wonder if anyone would even miss you or cry over you or care if you left. (hide spoiler)]

Barnette {mental health hiatus} wrote: "TW: implied suicidal contemplations

The more I learn about the world, the more I don't want to be in it. Everything is just an endless cycle of pain and hurt and not being able to do anything abou..."

You just summed up all of my feelings rn exactly. I see all the hurt that the world is going through, and there's nothing I can do about it. The climate gets worse every single day, and no one else seems to care, especially not the leaders who are going backwards on progress every day, and who were supposed to be standing up for and protecting our country and future

✧₊⁺༻Em༺ ✧₊⁺ wrote: "TW: depression? implied suicidal thoughts & sh thoughts?

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i know those days, all of it
but trust me you are literally an amazing person and no matter how stupid life seems please remember that you're very, very loved and very, very amazing because you are <3

🥹thank you Sai

well it's true :)

❤️❤️ love you

love you too <3 :)

I want to vent but at the same time I feel like a burden and a problem and I shouldn’t…

You will never be a burden or a problem for anyone, if you ever need to talk in here <3

I’m *

Tysm <3

Ava ౨ৎ wrote: "I want to vent but at the same time I feel like a burden and a problem and I shouldn’t…"

the only burdens and problems are the people who make you feel like that

Stupid group home! They are supposed to be helping me and I could run this place better.

TW: Self deletion

I don't usually do this so forgive me if there's a right way to do this I just have no clue. I don't mean to trauma dump or anything but I probably will and so in advance i'm so sorry. But basically I got ghosted by my ex three weeks ago after over a year of dating. I'm still so confused and mourning what we had. A week after my brother hurt himself bc his girl best friend hurt herself and she wanted to feel what she felt. And then a week after THAT one so last week he said he was going to self delete bc again the girl best friend said she would. Before all of this I'm still struggling with my mental health of depression, anxiety, and PTSD. So it's just piling up and i'm trying so so hard to seem okay, but I know I'm not. I've told other people but I feel like i'm just getting worse and it sucks. So yeah that's the story of me. Thank you for this and again I'm so sorry

deleted user wrote: "I wouldn't actually commit bc I know it would only hurt the people who love me. But I've thought about it. And no, I'm NOT a people pleaser, I'm not a nice enough person for that, but I don't want ..."

I have been thinking the same thing. For YEARS.

Barnette ⋆˙⟡ {single pringle version} wrote: "https://youtube.com/shorts/He9RtmAqf1..."

that's so nice!! wow seeing this literally made my day <3

Barnette ⋆˙⟡ {single pringle version} wrote: "Really big TW:

I don't want to die. But I want to feel death. I want to be at the edge and see my life flash before my eyes and I want people to be scared of losing me so I know they actually care..."

I relate with that so much

TW: Breakup, heavy depression, suicidal thoughts

My partner and I are taking a break. We've been together for four years, and now we're going from each other's everything to just..... friends.
Neither of us want this. But we need it. And, GOD, does it hurt to do that. I'm..... So tired and sad, and I just..... the only thing keeping me here is the fact that we'll be back together next year.
Next..... Next year.
I have to wait.
I can wait.
Right?

Hey guys! js wanted to say that if you ever js need someone to talk to I'm completely open no matter what you're going through, who you are, age, religion, etc. Even if I don't know you or anything, my msg's are open <3

Barnette ⋆˙⟡ {single pringle version} wrote: "Really big TW:

I don't want to die. But I want to feel death. I want to be at the edge and see my life flash before my eyes and I want people to be scared of losing me so I know they actually care..."

i'm sorry, you don't deserve to go through that <3 trust me though, your family does love you, and you're absolutely amazing. i know it's really hard to believe that, same thing with me, but you can do this <3

Sol *ੈ✩‧₊˚ wrote: "Hey guys! js wanted to say that if you ever js need someone to talk to I'm completely open no matter what you're going through, who you are, age, religion, etc. Even if I don't know you or anything..."

same, my pms are always open and I'll listen no matter what. I love all of you, even if I don't know you yet

same here, if you ever wanna talk just pm me

I'm not Christian so I can't really give any advice on that part and the specifics--but I would say follow your heart. I know it may be confusing, but don't push the feelings down (that is if you can, I know it's hard) and just see where they lead you. Think on it a bit, and it'll help you feel more sure about your sexuality.

About the religious part, I will say this. Can you sin if you don't know whether you are doing anything wrong? And if you are still devoted to your God, and do your duties as you should, would it be so wrong? Again, I don't know what your scripture says, but I know I see God as forgiving. Someone who loves all as his children. I'm not saying being bi would be wrong (I personally don't believe that, either), but even if it is, I don't see why you would be punished/barred from heaven.

Just my thoughts😭😭hope I was able to help at all

ofc 🥰