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♡ story from sophia

Right so in seventh grade I was in the same class as someone who was in my class in sixth(let's call him ray), (IK I WAS YOUNG😭) and I had a feeling he had a crush on me in sixth or SOMETHING like that because I remember we sat beside each other in maths and he was whispering in my ear the whole class making me laugh…but at the time I had a crush on someone else and he was sitting opposite US so I didn't really talk that much to him- and we were always playing tag together and we had an inside joke of calling each other ‘SUS’ (it was funny at the time I swr)’💀😭🫣

ANYWAYS THAT WAS JUST A BIT OF CONTEXT

In seventh grade we were in a new school and we were getting all our new classes and seating plans…. And in religion I was put on a table with him and another guy-and he was like ‘Sophiaaa sit beside me pleaseee’ but I didn't t want to sit beside him because I thought that would be embarrassing💀😭

Anyways I spent the rest of the class being depressed and regretting that decision.

So the next day I sat beside him!

And for the next two months we became really close and he would tell me stuff about his home life…he would make me laugh and I would make him laugh…we played tic-tac-toe ,hangman and stuff on a page of my copy, and sometimes he would walk home with me and we sat beside each other in free classes and I actually reallyy enjoyed his company

I had a FAT crush on him😭🫣

Like in English class he wrote a poem about having a crush on someone and he was talking about eye contact and all😭😭🤚

I'm pretty sure that poem was abt me😭⛓️

And I had a nickname for him (zues cus his surname is ALSO weird) Anyways…one of the days he asked me for my ROBLOX user 💀

Also at the time I didn't have snap or anything 💀😭🤚

And I thought he was just gonna troll me with his friend or something 🙄

So I said no.

Then I was playing adopt me 😭🎀✨🩷

And someone typed his name into the chat-I'm talking full name but it was spelt weird (he had a VERY odd and rare name too😭😭😭)

Anyways that person was not him 💀….

But I decided when we got back to school I'd ask him what his Roblox user was 😭👀

HE NEVER CAME BACK TO SCHOOL.

HE TRANSFERRED SCHOOLS WITHOUT TELLING ME.

HE KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN AND HE STOPPED COMING INTO SCHOOL FOR A MONTH BEFORE HE ACTUALLY OFFICIALLY TRANSFERRED.

And so one of the days I was just talking to my friend waiting to go in school…and one of his friends comes up to me and it's like oh Sophia, did you know ray changed schools?

NO I DID NOT KNOW.

I asked my best friend to ask his best friend for his ROBLOX user 💀💀💀💀

So I added him on an account named friend me please-

I also made like eight versions of my account to friend him on…I got BLOCKED 🤣😭🤚

Ok so after all the effort, he did end up friending me back and we had like the most unproductive conversation ever and it was just depressing, 10 minutes after the conversation ended, he unfriended me.

Iwl I was lowk heartbroken for a month or 2 or 3💀😭😭😭- then I had a crush on his best friend bc I tried to get over him- THEY ARE BOTH ICKS IK THAT NOW

Ok and my best friend knew about how I really liked him so she asked his best friend and they were talking for a long time about us two💀😭😭😭

And they were both taking screenshots for their best friends. And he basically said that Ray sees me as like a younger sister (he's not even 2 months older 💀) Ido think he was lying abt that tho😭

And I'm pretty sure he knew I liked him after that😀

He went on to have like 5 Roblox girlfriends😃

And one of the days I was stalking and I just so happened to find a ROBLOX user somehow connected to his main user that was called Zeuss💀😭

Right so that was a big, long, very juvenile, unnecessary rant but oh well, my younger self was thoroughly emo due to mid testosterone!😀